Brain Damage

Charly’s experience of left-side neglect (a form of hemispatial neglect) is a recurring motif that the novel uses as a metaphor for one of its central themes: The Fragility of Perception and Reality. This neurological condition, in which she’s unaware of anything on her left side, transcends a mere physical symptom to represent the incomplete nature of memory, truth, and identity after trauma. Her perception isn’t just impaired; it’s a fundamentally unreliable construct, making her vulnerable to both self-deception and external manipulation. The left side is a literal and figurative blind spot where the truth of her attack is hidden. This is most evident in her recurring dream of the shooting, in which she can see the right side of her apartment clearly but notes, “I can’t see who’s making the footsteps coming from my left side” (33). This void in her perception perfectly mirrors the gap in her memory of the event.

In addition, this motif thematically illuminates The Dangers of Misplaced Trust, as Charly’s fractured reality is the very weakness Clark exploits. Her inability to see the full picture makes her susceptible to his gaslighting. The novel reveals the limitations of her perception in mundane but significant ways, such as her inability to see all the food on her meal tray until someone turns it.