Consider Me

Becka Mack

65 pages 2-hour read

Becka Mack

Consider Me

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2022

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Chapters 34-44Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of sexual content and cursing.

Chapter 34 Summary: “Olivia: Hello, Mr. Incredible”

Olivia wakes in Carter’s bed and suspects she might already be in love. Carter walks in wearing only a chef’s hat, carrying breakfast he made just for her. When she nearly blurts out that she loves him, she redirects and praises the breakfast instead.


After grabbing McDonald’s for a second breakfast, Carter drops Olivia off at her hockey team’s game. Alannah and Jeremy spot him, and Olivia gives them personalized jerseys from Carter. Later at the Vipers game, Carter dedicates both his goals to Olivia, calling her affectionate pet names on the Jumbotron to her embarrassment. Cara insists he is obviously in love.


That evening, Carter surprises Olivia with a romantic bath complete with candles, rose petals, and a lavender bath bomb. While she soaks, he builds a blanket fort downstairs filled with pillows, string lights, and Chinese food. They watch Disney movies inside the fort, and Carter tells her he wants to build a life together that they love. As she falls asleep in his arms, he whispers that she is his favorite everything.

Chapter 35 Summary: “Carter: Balls Deep”

While Carter plays video games with Olivia asleep in his lap, his mother, Jennie, and Hank arrive unannounced. The family teases Carter mercilessly, especially Jennie, who mocks his pet name for Olivia. Jennie tells Olivia that Carter has arranged horseback riding lessons for them in the spring. At dinner, everyone bonds, though Hank embarrasses them by referencing the spicy audiobook he and Olivia are listening to together.


The next day, Carter surprises Olivia at her school. Her principal, Ray, praises how well she manages students. Carter watches as male students challenge Olivia’s volleyball skills; provoked, she executes a powerful spike that stuns everyone. Carter proudly claims her as his girlfriend and guest-teaches her class.


On his next road trip, Carter is bored and misses Olivia. His teammates tease him about how much he has changed. During a video chat, Garrett and Emmett briefly hijack the phone. The team jokes about Carter and Olivia not having said “I love you” yet.

Chapter 36 Summary: “Carter: Like Olivia, But Tall, and Minus the Boobs”

Carter flies home early to surprise Olivia by attending Alannah’s hockey game. At the rink, he meets Jeremy, who is holding baby Jem, and Jeremy’s wife, Kristin. When Alannah spots Carter, she shrieks with excitement. During the game, she scores twice, pointing at Carter and playing an air-guitar solo with her stick each time.


After the game, Carter takes everyone for pizza and wings. He bonds with Alannah, and when Jeremy hands him Jem, Carter is nervous at first but quickly finds the baby adorable. Kristin snaps numerous photos, calling them her family, which warms Carter’s heart. Alannah invites him to a future Oreo-themed slumber party, and he enthusiastically accepts.


Back at home, Carter and Olivia finally get time alone, but his phone repeatedly interrupts them. When he finally answers, a distraught Adam is on the line: He just found Courtney, his girlfriend of seven years, in bed with another man. Carter immediately says he is on his way.

Chapter 37 Summary: “Carter: Spoiler Alert: I Didn’t Last a Month”

Carter picks up a devastated Adam and takes him to a dive bar. Adam wonders if Courtney’s infidelity is his fault because of his hockey schedule. Carter and other teammates who arrive reassure him that the blame lies with Courtney. Adam reveals that he told her to leave his house for good.


As more teammates join, Adam buys shots for the entire bar while Carter quietly picks up the tab. Carter stays sober, anxious about the idea of losing Olivia one day. The party moves to Adam’s house, where they find Courtney still on the couch, acting as if nothing happened. When Adam orders her out, she blames him for always traveling. Carter backs him up, and Adam stands firm, sending her away.


Emmett reassures Carter that Olivia would never cheat, and Olivia sends Carter intimate bath photos. Sensing Carter’s distraction, Adam tells him to go home. Carter finds Olivia naked by the fireplace, wrapped in a blanket. After discreetly photographing her from behind, he kneels beside her, kisses her neck, and whispers that he wants to show her how much he loves her.

Chapter 38 Summary: “Olivia: A Love Deeper Than Oreos”

Olivia starts crying when Carter says he loves her. Panicking, he admits that he has been screaming it in his head for two weeks. Olivia tackles him, kisses him, and declares her love, too. They exchange repeated declarations and make love all night.


Afterward, they eat leftovers in the kitchen. Olivia asks why he never had a serious relationship before. Carter explains he focused solely on hockey in high school, and his father warned him about women who might use him for fame and money, which made him cautious. After his father died, seeing his mother’s grief made him fear being that vulnerable. He admits he is afraid of losing Olivia but that she makes him better.


Olivia apologizes for her own fear. Carter reassures her that fear reveals what matters most. He asks her to stay with him forever. She tells him she wants him to be himself, which is everything she needs. He promises to love her the way she deserves for the rest of their lives.

Chapter 39 Summary: “Olivia: Is That a Mariachi Band?”

It is Valentine’s Day and Carter’s 28th birthday. He has been on a road trip for a week and five days. Olivia sees photos of him in New York wearing a shirt proclaiming his love for his girlfriend. They have a morning video call during which Carter watches her get dressed. Because of heavy snow, he sends his driver to take her to work.


Carter sends a series of gifts throughout the day: coffee and a cinnamon bun; a teddy bear wearing Carter’s jersey; chocolate-covered strawberries with a suggestive note; and a bag of Lululemon leggings and yoga pants. The final gift is a mariachi band that serenades Olivia in the gym in front of students and staff while Cara films the spectacle.


At home, Olivia finds balloons and a bracelet with a heart and their initials, along with a heartfelt card. She follows rose petals to her bedroom and discovers Carter there, naked on her bed with chocolates and a red ribbon tied around his penis. He gives her a red lingerie set, warning that he bought two because he plans to rip the first one off. They go to dinner wearing matching shirts declaring their love. Carter reveals he discovered all her planned gifts for him, including an Oreo cake and Disney movie tickets.

Chapter 40 Summary: “Carter: I Will Survive”

Carter prepares for a sleepover with Alannah and Jem when Olivia does not arrive home on time. He panics, unable to reach her, which reminds him of his father’s death. When he finally contacts her, she tells him her car is stuck in a snow-filled ditch. He drives to rescue her, then insists she take his truck home and keep it until the snow melts. He parks her car in his garage.


Back home, Olivia discovers a large canvas print of her nude back hanging above the bedroom fireplace. Initially upset, Carter quickly distracts her, and they nearly have sex before the kids arrive. Jeremy and Kristin drop off Alannah and Jem. Jeremy is disgusted by the photo; Kristin finds it beautiful.


They have a movie night in the blanket fort, eat brownies, and hold an impromptu dance party. Carter watches Olivia sing Jem to sleep and feels overwhelmed with love. He carries a sleeping Alannah to bed, and she wakes briefly to tell him she loves him. After the kids go to sleep, he and Olivia have sex.

Chapter 41 Summary: “Olivia: DILF-ing So Hard”

The morning after the sleepover, Olivia finds Carter, Alannah, and Jem working out in the home gym. Alannah proudly announces that Carter changed Jem’s diaper. Carter teases that he would make a hot DILF. When Alannah asks what that means, Carter panics and claims it stands for Dad I’d Like to Fish With.


Carter takes them for a private skate at the Vipers arena. He insists Alannah wear a helmet, acting responsibly, which Olivia finds attractive. He skates around holding a giggling Jem. He smugly tells Olivia she looks like she wants to have his babies, and she internally agrees.


After the Vipers game that evening, reporters are interviewing Carter when Alannah runs up to him. She talks about their sleepover and playing hockey herself. When reporters try to deduce whether Alannah and Jem are Olivia’s children, Alannah hugs Carter and says she hopes they get married and have lots of babies. The moment fuels media speculation for weeks.

Chapter 42 Summary: “Olivia: Be My Baby-Doggie Mama”

In late April, during the playoffs, Olivia and Carter visit Hank. They discuss the persistent media narrative depicting Carter as a stepdad. Hank reveals a large bruise on his back from a shower fall, which deeply worries Carter. Hank also announces their next erotic audiobook series for the book club, horrifying Carter.


That evening at Carter’s house, the team celebrates a playoff series win. Olivia notes that she and Jennie have become close friends through their horseback riding lessons. Finding Carter brooding alone on the balcony, Olivia joins him as he voices worries about Hank. He hates leaving her for road games and asks her to move in with him. After teasing him briefly, Olivia says yes. Carter joyfully announces the news downstairs.

Chapter 43 Summary: “Carter: I’m Not Immature, I’m Goofy; There’s a Difference”

In late May, Carter and Olivia spend a day fishing to honor Carter’s father’s birthday. Olivia catches four salmon while Carter catches none, and she teases him. During their shore lunch, Carter reminisces about everything his father taught him: fishing, skating, hockey skills, and how to love. He confesses he has not visited his father’s grave since the funeral, but Olivia makes hard things easier.


On the drive home, Carter spontaneously decides to visit the cemetery. They stand before his father’s gravestone. Olivia kneels privately at the grave for a moment while Carter watches. In the truck afterward, when Olivia asks to stop at his condo, Carter reveals he sold it very early in their relationship, right after bringing her there for the first time.


Back at his house, Carter asks what Olivia said to his father. She tells him she thanked his dad for raising Carter and for bringing him to her. Deeply moved, Carter makes love to her. While barbecuing dinner later, Carter receives a phone call from Dr. Murphy at Vancouver General Hospital, informing him that Hank has been in an accident.

Chapter 44 Summary: “Carter: It’s So…White”

Several weeks later, after being hospitalized for a bad fall, Hank is moving into Sunset Living, an assisted living facility. Carter is critical of it, but Sherry, the intake manager, assures them it is highly ranked.


When Sherry mentions that Dublin can visit, Carter realizes that pets cannot live there permanently, due to liability concerns. Olivia explains that it is common. Hank admits he can no longer care for Dublin properly and asks if Carter and Olivia will adopt him. They both immediately agree.


Later, the team helps move Hank into his room, and Carter and Hank walk by the river. Hank tells Carter how perfect Olivia is for him and asks when he is going to propose. Carter admits that while it feels soon, he thinks about marrying her constantly and cannot imagine life without her. Hank says true love does not follow a timeline. Carter internally agrees, thinking it will be real soon.

Chapters 34-44 Analysis

These chapters continue to trace Carter and Olivia’s transition from infatuation to committed partnership, grounding the relationship’s rapid development in the idea of Vulnerability as the Foundation for Emotional Intimacy. Carter’s evolution is marked by his willingness to dismantle the emotional armor he built after his father’s death. He confesses that his guarded past was a defense mechanism born from witnessing his mother’s grief and fearing such emotional dependence and the resulting grief and devastation after loss. This confession is a deliberate act of self-revelation that re-contextualizes his history for Olivia, transforming his past from a source of insecurity for her into a basis for empathy. His vulnerability culminates in the admission that he has “been afraid of a lot of things in [his] life, Ollie, but never as afraid as [he is] at the thought of losing you one day” (328). This articulation of fear, rather than a projection of confidence, becomes the bedrock of their mutual declarations of love while simultaneously showcasing his emotional growth. The visit to his father’s grave—a place he avoided for years—is the physical manifestation of this internal shift. He confronts this site of past trauma only because Olivia’s presence makes difficult things feel easier, demonstrating that their intimacy is more than romantic; it is restorative.


The narrative continues to juxtapose Carter’s public persona with his private self to examine how he learns to reconcile The Performance of Public Identity Versus Private Self. Initially, his grand romantic gestures—dedicating goals on the jumbotron or hiring a mariachi band—are ostentatious public performances. While potentially embarrassing for Olivia, these acts serve a narrative function: They are Carter’s way of using his celebrity platform, the very tool he once used to maintain distance, to publicly claim his private commitment. His “I HEART MY GF” shirt, worn in paparazzi photos, is a direct communication to the world, an attempt to reshape the narrative that has long defined him and expose his true self. These public shifts contrast with the quiet, domestic intimacy of moments like building a blanket fort or having candid conversations about their fears. The synthesis of these two selves culminates when Carter sells his downtown condo, a space associated with his former playboy identity. He tells Olivia, “It was never my home, Ollie. Not without you” (369), signaling that his definition of “home” has fundamentally shifted from a physical location to his emotional connection with her.


Within the traditionally masculine context of professional men’s hockey, Carter’s characterization subverts traditional archetypes by centering domesticity and caregiving as integral to his identity. His actions consistently defy the “playboy” trope, as he derives genuine joy from nurturing activities: preparing Olivia’s favorite breakfast, constructing a movie fort, and enthusiastically participating in a slumber party with her niece. The narrative highlights Olivia’s attraction to these displays of domestic competence, such as when she finds his responsible insistence on Alannah wearing a helmet more compelling than his athletic prowess. His capacity for care also extends to his male friendships; when Adam is devastated by his girlfriend’s infidelity, Carter steps into a caregiving role, staying sober to look after him and quietly paying for the entire bar’s drinks. This portrayal challenges conventional depictions of male friendship in sports genres and emphasizes emotional support over rivalry. His deep commitment to Hank further solidifies this aspect of his character, showcasing a masculinity defined by loyalty, empathy, and emotional responsibility.


The subplot involving Adam and Courtney functions as a structural device that features their relationship as a foil for Carter and Olivia’s while also acting as a mechanism for foreshadowing. Courtney’s betrayal and Adam’s heartbreak heighten the stakes for Carter and Olivia’s own relationship, presenting a cautionary tale about the fragility of trust and the importance of honesty. Courtney’s manipulative behavior when confronted establishes her as a potential threat before the story’s climax, laying the groundwork for future conflict. Carter’s unwavering support for Adam in this crisis serves as a character test, demonstrating a capacity for loyalty that he will later need Olivia to reciprocate. This subplot directly engages with the theme of Navigating Trust in the Face of a Complicated Past, as Adam is forced to reconcile his long history with Courtney against the reality of her betrayal.

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