62 pages 2-hour read

Exodus

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2020

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Content Warning: This section of the guide contains descriptions of emotional abuse, physical abuse, dubious consent, explicit sexual content, violence, and death.

“You may hate my father, but right now you’re acting just like him, like a machine. A control-freak void of humanity with a God complex.”


(Chapter 1, Page 7)

In her initial confrontation with the man she knows only as “The Frenchman,” Cecelia uses a simile to equate him with her estranged father, Roman. This bitter comparison characterizes her personal battle against the cold, calculating authority figures in her life. The specific use of phrases such as “control-freak” and “God complex” draws attention to Tobias’s emotional detachment and desire for absolute control over their often-hostile interactions.

“A kiss that breathes life back into me, a life that’s withered to nothingness during months of neglect and isolation. Beneath him, my treacherous body betrays me with the undeniable shift in intensity, the hunger starting low, unfurling through my limbs.”


(Chapter 4, Page 43)

As Cecelia endures a violent, nonconsensual kiss from Tobias, the narrative employs an intensely problematic yet common trope of the dark romance genre by suggesting that her instinctive physical reaction to his touch is an implicit form of consent—even though he has clearly forced himself upon her. This description reinscribes the misogynistic trends inherent in the genre—particularly the ones that frame women’s refusal of men’s unwanted sexual advances as a “maybe” or a “yes.” Throughout the protagonists’ many violent encounters, the issue of consent is treated as a mere suggestion. Tobias’s habit of forcing himself past Cecelia’s boundaries promotes the false and deeply damaging idea that women who deny men’s sexual advances secretly crave them. Additionally, the novel’s deliberate juxtaposition of violence and arousal establishes the complex, destructive, and obsessive nature of the pair’s dysfunctional connection.

“‘Two separate words with two distinct definitions. But if you look up the synonyms for love’—his eyes lock with mine—‘I’m sure you’ll find weakness amongst them.’”


(Chapter 5, Page 65)

During his initial negotiation with Cecelia, Tobias articulates his core philosophy, deliberately separating love from loyalty and equating it instead with vulnerability. His statement is a direct reflection of his calculated worldview, in which emotional attachments are liabilities that compromise strategic objectives. His cynical definition of love establishes the fundamental ideological divide between him and Cecelia and serves as a justification for his ruthless actions, which align with the use of Deception as a Tool for Survival and Manipulation.

“‘Safety truly is an illusion,’ I conclude, the rest of my blissful ignorance falling away. He dips his head. ‘And the most powerful, but once you make peace with it, it’s easier taking bigger risks to seek greater rewards. But that’s no excuse to make a stupid move.’”


(Chapter 6, Page 74)

Following a chess game that serves as a practical lesson in strategy, Cecelia has an epiphany that crystallizes her understanding of The Illusory Nature of Safety and Control. Her realization that her “blissful ignorance” is gone marks a critical turning point in her development. Tobias’s response reinforces this worldview, framing the lack of safety not as a source of fear, but as a liberating truth that enables people to engage in calculated risk-taking.

“‘You think it’s love, but the truth is, you’re an addict.’ He slowly trails the pad of the same finger up my throat before brushing it lightly across my lips. […] ‘You’re high right now. And that’s all your currency is: a high.’”


(Chapter 9, Page 99)

Tobias uses psychological analysis as a weapon, reframing Cecelia’s profound emotional connections as a simple addiction to intensity and chaos. By reducing her love to a mere “high,” he seeks to invalidate her past connections with Dominic and Sean, thereby asserting his intellectual dominance. This maneuver reflects his adeptness at playing strategic psychological games in order to get what he wants. Notably, his accusation serves as a catalyst for Cecelia’s internal conflict, forcing her to question her own motivations and the very nature of the love that she felt for Sean and Dominic.

“I am an addict. I’m the pathetic girl who just can’t take a hint, the one who refuses to let go. […] Their withdrawal has cost me my pride, my self-respect, and the respect of the people who know me. It’s cost me far more than any high is worth. And it’s past time that I remember how to kick …”


(Chapter 10, Page 105)

The bitter tone of this passage marks a significant turning point for Cecelia as she experiences a moment of anagnorisis, or critical discovery. She internalizes the label of “addict” that Tobias gave her, but instead of succumbing to its more negative connotations, she reclaims the term as a motivation for radical change. The decision to “kick” her addiction signifies her resolution to break her emotional dependency and shed the identity of a passive victim, and this goal sets the stage for her subsequent transformation.

“‘Brûles en enfer.’ Burn in hell. The words pour from my mouth in perfect pronunciation, and my enemy’s eyes widen a fraction before he drives into me fully. It’s then I feel the snap … and get consumed by the afterburn.”


(Chapter 11, Page 115)

This moment, experienced amidst the throes of Cecelia and Tobias’s violent and borderline abusive sexual encounter, encapsulates a v pivotal shift in Cecelia’s character, blending acts of defiance with self-destruction. By speaking French, she meets Tobias in his own linguistic territory, signifying that she is not as naïve or ignorant as he assumed her to be. The auditory imagery of the “snap” symbolizes the final, irreparable severing of her emotional connection to Sean and Dominic, which in turn highlights The Intersection of Love, Loyalty, and Betrayal. The “afterburn” suggests that while her choice breaks her past attachments, it also initiates a new, equally intense connection that has been forged in mutual animosity.

“‘Demand the right,’ I rasp. ‘Fight for me. For once in my goddamn life, fight for me. Fight for your place with me.’ […] ‘I want a father, not a fortune.’”


(Chapter 16, Pages 176-177)

In this confrontation with her father, Roman, Cecelia’s raw dialogue reveals her core emotional wound: her need for paternal love rather than financial security. The repetition of the injunction “Fight for me” emphasizes her lifetime of perceived neglect at Roman’s hands; this dynamic also establishes a key vulnerability that defines her subsequent relationships. Her plea represents a stark contrast between her biological father’s emotional abandonment and the intense but manipulative attention that she receives from Tobias.

“‘With you, Cecelia, I realized anger can make you just as reckless as any other emotion. And yet here I am, doing very bad things to a very good thing,’ he whispers, just before he claims my salty lips.”


(Chapter 18, Page 183)

This confession from Tobias marks a moment of significant self-awareness and a shift in their dynamic. The juxtaposition of “very bad things” and “a very good thing” encapsulates the central conflict of his character—the collision of his destructive mission with his emergent, genuine feelings for Cecelia. By admitting that his emotion makes him “reckless,” he acknowledges the widening crack in his calculated persona and directly addresses The Illusory Nature of Safety and Control. This moment foreshadows the fact that his feelings for her are a liability to his plans.

“‘Ce qui te blesse, me blesse.’ What hurts you, hurts me. ‘Do you mean that?’ He places my hand to his chest to let me feel the truth. His heart hammers against my palm as my own heart toes the ledge […] Not yet. It’s trust we need, and it’s all backward, but that’s our nature, and if I’m honest, it’s all we lack.”


(Chapter 21, Page 221)

This exchange utilizes both intimate language and a symbolic gesture to build a moment of profound but fragile connection. The use of French suggests a private, shared world, while Tobias’s act of placing Cecelia’s hand to his beating heart serves as a physical testament to his sincerity. However, Cecelia’s subsequent internal monologue creates a sense of dramatic irony by acknowledging their lack of trust in the moments before the devastating revelation of Tobias’s ultimate deception.

“‘Quand tu la baises, frère, sache que c’est moi que tu goûtes. Tu peux la garder.’ […] ‘Elle parle français,’ Tobias snaps. She speaks French. Dominic smiles at me, his eyes void of the soul I know and love. ‘I know she does.’”


(Chapter 22, Page 228)

Dominic weaponizes the French language to enact extreme emotional violence, using the brothers’ intimate code to degrade Cecelia and to sever his bond with Tobias. His statement reduces Cecelia to a territory fought over and tainted by his prior claim: an expression of ultimate betrayal. Tobias’s panicked reveal that Cecelia understands the conversation, followed by Dominic’s cold confirmation of his awareness, demonstrates the calculated cruelty of his insult, making it clear that his intent was for her to comprehend the full weight of his contempt.

“You want extremes? You want devotion. Trust me. I’m dedicated to this. And I learned from the best. Fucking test me.”


(Chapter 23, Page 242)

In this moment of confrontation, Cecelia’s rough language signals her willingness to take an active role in the drama that surrounds her. By challenging the brotherhood with their own values of “extremes” and “devotion,” she demonstrates that their manipulation has reshaped her own worldview. Her declaration, “I learned from the best,” is laden with irony, indicating that their lessons in deception and intensity have armed her against them, fulfilling the novel’s focus on the use of Deception as a Tool for Survival and Manipulation.

“You were amongst liars, thieves, and killers,” he says softly, “way too fucking good for any of it, and I think we clung to you because you represented everything we wanted to protect, but could never be.”


(Chapter 24, Page 249)

Dominic’s confession articulates the central paradox of Cecelia’s relationship with the brotherhood. The author uses antithesis, contrasting the men’s criminal identities as “liars, thieves, and killers” with Cecelia’s perceived innocence, establishing her as a symbol of the purity that they sought to preserve but could not embody. This statement reveals that their possessiveness and deception have been rooted in a misguided desire to protect an idealized version of Cecelia, and this issue complicates their motives within The Intersection of Love, Loyalty, and Betrayal.

“‘Nous savions tous les deux que je n’allais jamais voir mes trente ans, mon frère. Prends soin d’elle.’ We both know I was never going to make it to thirty, brother. Take care of her.”


(Chapter 25, Pages 260-261)

Spoken in his final moments, Dominic’s words confirm his fatalistic self-awareness and codify his ultimate loyalties. The shift into French creates a private, intimate space for his last communication with Tobias, resurrecting and reinforcing their fractured fraternal bond. His command to take care of Cecelia functions as a transfer of responsibility and a final act of love for both her and Tobias, providing a tragic resolution to his character arc and crystallizing The Illusory Nature of Safety and Control.

“Desperate to erase the space, to get a closer look, I swat at the fireflies, my eyes devouring what I can as I reach out, but the weight of the lace of my dress holds me in place, rapidly pooling at my feet, and anchoring me where I stand.”


(Chapter 26, Page 276)

This quote from Cecelia’s dream employs potent symbolism to represent her psychological state in the years after her exile from Triple Falls. The wedding dress, an emblem of a safe, conventional future, becomes a metaphorical anchor that prevents her from reaching the figures of her past. This imagery powerfully illustrates her internal conflict, suggesting that the life she has built is now a prison that separates her from resolving her trauma and reclaiming an essential part of herself.

“‘But I will never let you win. Not ever, not once, not out of mercy or due to a cease-fire. Not ever. And I don’t ever want you to let me win either.’ ‘Why?’ ‘Because if and when you stop fighting me, that’s when I’ll know I’ve lost.’”


(Chapter 29, Page 304)

Set in a flashback sequence, this piece of dialogue invokes the recurring motif of strategic games to define the paradoxical foundation of Tobias and Cecelia’s relationship. Tobias frames their connection as a perpetual conflict in which her opposition is a sign of her engagement, and he therefore reasons that her surrender would paradoxically signify his ultimate “loss.” This twisted view of the matter reveals his need for absolute control and a worthy opponent, suggesting that for him, love and conflict are inextricably linked. This mindset also explains his toxic disregard for the issue of consent.

“I came back to declare war on my memories, to draw my lines, and I’m already disgusted with just how relieved I am by reclaiming, owning my dark side. […] I’m more than capable of being the villain.”


(Chapter 30, Page 314)

This interior monologue marks Cecelia’s determination to take charge of her own life. Her decision to “declare war” on her past and embrace the “villain” archetype signals her reclamation of agency via a conscious moral compromise. This moment in turn highlights her willingness to adopt the same manipulative survival tactics that she once condemned.

“‘You can have the company, but you won’t ever, ever cut all ties to me. I’ve been serving the sentence you passed for years, suffering in silence, and it’s time you start serving yours.’”


(Chapter 32, Page 338)

In her first confrontation with Tobias in six years, Cecelia seizes control of their negotiation and reframes the business deal as a tool for personal justice. The metaphor of serving a “sentence” frames her years of suffering as an unjust punishment, and her demand that he “start serving” his own sentence demonstrates her appropriation of his strategic tactics.

“Know your opponent, Tobias. Your move, King.”


(Chapter 34, Page 348)

Preceded by a monologue in which she recites Tobias’s hidden personal history, this line marks a pivotal power shift in the narrative. Cecelia weaponizes key information to dismantle Tobias’s authority, mirroring the methods that he has consistently used to control his own circumstances. With her final, direct address (“King”), Cecelia simultaneously invokes an insouciant use of Tobias’s last name and emphasizes the strategic undercurrents of chess, implying that she is drawing close to her endgame

“And let’s make one thing perfectly fucking clear. I am not my father, and I’m not his daughter and one more threat from you, and I’ll finish the job he failed to do.”


(Chapter 37, Page 368)

In this confrontation with Jerry Siegal, an unscrupulous business rival, Cecelia verbally severs her identity from her father’s legacy while simultaneously adopting his ruthless tactics. The declaration highlights a central irony in her character arc: the reality that in order to escape her father’s shadow, she must first become as formidable as he was. Her blunt, aggressive diction marks her complete transformation into a powerful confident businesswoman who does not allow others to intimidate her.

“I guess it shouldn’t matter that you got him first, only that he’s mine to keep.”


(Chapter 39, Page 383)

Spoken by Tessa, Sean’s wife, this statement uses subtext to convey her years of resentment and hard-won security. The line simultaneously acknowledges Cecelia’s past with Sean while firmly establishing Tessa’s present and future claim, and the exchange reveals the lasting emotional damage that was inflicted upon those adjacent to the novel’s central conflict. Tessa’s words provide a different perspective on the novel’s examination of The Intersection of Love, Loyalty, and Betrayal, demonstrating that past relationships continue to define the characters’ present realities.

“‘We don’t get a happy ending, Cecelia. We just get an ending.’”


(Chapter 43, Page 427)

This statement from Tobias serves as his thesis on the nature of their relationship, directly challenging Cecelia’s fight for a future together. The line starkly contrasts traditional romantic idealism with a fatalistic acceptance of consequences, reflecting The Illusory Nature of Safety and Control. Through this bleak assertion, Tobias argues that their shared history of violence, guilt, and loss precludes any possibility of a conventional, peaceful resolution, and he frames mere survival as the only attainable outcome they can hope to achieve.

“No, we’re not. This is who we are.” He presses me against the table, his weight and strength pinning me. “This is all we are. And this”—he pinches my nipple painfully, sending a shot of lightning to my core—“This is why you’re here, right? Waiting for me?


(Chapter 46, Page 446)

During a violent sexual encounter, Tobias makes the assertion that their relationship is defined by its most destructive elements. His declaration reduces their bond to a feedback loop of pain and lust, a claim that Cecelia momentarily accepts by engaging in the act. The scene uses abusive physical actions and raw, cruel dialogue to externalize the pair’s internal torment, portraying their connection as a shared addiction rather than a conventional romance.

“I wasted my heart—wholly, completely. I wasted it, and it will never be mine again. I’ll never be whole. […] I resent my father and my love for him. I resent the men who made me. I wish I never met any of them.”


(Chapter 47, Page 453)

Just before discovering her mother’s letter, Cecelia reaches a point of absolute despair, articulated through the anaphora of “I wasted” and “I resent.” This repetition emphasizes the depth of her perceived victimhood and misplaced blame, establishing her emotional nadir. The passage serves as a dramatic counterpoint to the revelation that follows, highlighting the pervasive and damaging nature of the novel’s focus on Deception as a Tool for Survival and Manipulation.

“Love will never win with men like Roman and Tobias. He would rather lose me in life than risk my death, my blood on his hands. It’s the coward’s way out. […] But I’ll never let mine grow cold despite the damage done or the havoc it’s wreaked.”


(Chapter 50, Page 477)

This quote marks Cecelia’s crucial epiphany, where she identifies the parallel between her father and Tobias, recognizing their self-sabotaging impetus to protect others at the expense of all that they hold dear. She labels their behavior a fear-driven choice to prioritize control over connection, condemning it as the “coward’s way out.” Her resolve to not let her own heart “grow cold” signifies her final evolution as she rejects their worldview and claims her own emotional resilience as a personal victory.

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