Most of All You: A Love Story

Mia Sheridan

49 pages 1-hour read

Mia Sheridan

Most of All You: A Love Story

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2017

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Prologue-Chapter 5Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Content Warning: This section of the guide features depictions of pregnancy termination, illness and death, graphic violence, physical abuse, emotional abuse, child abuse, child sexual abuse, sexual violence, sexual content, and cursing.

Prologue Summary: “Ellie”

Seven-year-old Ellie lives with her mother, Cynthia, in a rundown apartment. Cynthia is terminally ill with cancer and was abandoned years earlier by Ellie’s father, Brad. Cynthia walks Ellie to Brad’s house. She tells Brad he is Ellie’s father, explains she is dying, and asks him to take their daughter.


Brad rejects any paternal responsibility, having believed that Cynthia had terminated the pregnancy at the time, then curses. While he is distracted, Cynthia disappears, leaving Ellie behind. Enraged, Brad shatters a glass, slaps Ellie when she cries, and drags her inside. He leaves her alone, only returning hours later, drunk and furious. Devastated, Ellie resolves to stop having feelings.

Chapter 1 Summary: “Crystal”

At the Platinum Pearl, a strip club, a dancer named Crystal notices a man in the crowd who seems out of place; she recognizes him from news coverage as Gabriel Dalton. After her set, Gabriel finds her backstage. The club bouncer, Anthony, allows them to speak and escorts them to a private room.


Gabriel explains he has a psychological aversion to touch and wants to pay Crystal for help practicing basic physical contact, not for sex. Unsettled, Crystal declines. As he leaves, Gabriel remarks that, just as she thought he did not belong there, he thought the same of her.

Chapter 2 Summary: “Gabriel”

Driving home, Gabriel regrets the awkward phrasing of his proposal to Crystal. When he gets home, Gabriel’s brother, Dominic, reveals he has read a letter addressed to Gabriel from Chloe Bryant, a university student requesting an interview for her thesis on survivors of child abduction.


Annoyed by the intrusion but stirred by the attention, Gabriel’s thoughts return to Crystal, and he decides to step out of his comfort zone. He emails Chloe to accept the interview.

Chapter 3 Summary: “Crystal”

The next day, Crystal’s car breaks down, stranding her. Tommy Hull, a customer of the Platinum Pearl, offers her a ride. He sexually assaults her in his truck. Enraged by her reflexive laughter when he ejaculates prematurely, he hits her and shoves her from the vehicle.


Crystal walks home and calls a mechanic, who confirms the repairs are too expensive for her to undertake. Desperate for money, she researches Gabriel Dalton online, reading about his abduction and survival. She calls him at his family’s quarry business and accepts his offer. They negotiate terms and schedule a meeting. Noticing a bruise on her face, she steels herself for their arrangement.

Chapter 4 Summary: “Gabriel”

Gabriel returns to the Platinum Pearl. In a private room, he and Crystal discuss payment; he insists on paying her more than the price she names. She suggests teaching him to detach mentally during touch, but he clarifies that he wants to learn how to remain present.


The simple act of holding hands triggers a flashback for Gabriel. He grips her hand too hard, hurting her, and abruptly ends the session. After he apologizes, they agree to meet again despite the difficult start. He asks for her real name, but she insists it is Crystal.

Chapter 5 Summary: “Gabriel”

Gabriel runs errands in town, where people recognize him and treat him awkwardly. A hardware store owner mentions that a local boy, Wyatt Geller, has gone missing. The news deeply affects Gabriel, who drives to the site of his own abduction.


At Gabriel’s workshop, his late father’s business partner, George, praises Gabriel’s craftsmanship on a marble mantelpiece. Alone, Gabriel opens a box of small stone figurines he carved during his captivity, which he believes helped him survive. He holds one and whispers its name: Eloise.

Prologue-Chapter 5 Analysis

The novel’s opening chapters establish the central structure of dual first-person narratives, alternating between Ellie/Crystal and Gabriel. This approach juxtaposes Gabriel’s proactive, if clumsy, attempts at healing with Ellie’s reactive, dissociative survival strategy, setting up the trajectory of their increased connection. The Prologue provides the foundational trauma for Ellie’s character, framing her adult persona, “Crystal,” as a direct consequence of childhood abandonment and violence. Her seven-year-old self’s resolution that she “wouldn’t let it hurt anymore” (7) is the articulation of a core defense mechanism: a deliberate schism between her internal self and the hardened exterior she projects. This internal division underpins the symbol of dual names and functions as a narrative shorthand for Ellie’s struggle with Maintaining Positive Self-Esteem in the Face of Abuse and Stigma.


The two narratives immediately demonstrate that Gabriel and Ellie are opposites. Although he cannot connect physically and she has difficulty connecting emotionally, they will paradoxically become the antidotes to each other’s challenges. This structural choice creates dramatic irony, as the author reveals the deep-seated origins of each character’s behavior early on, at a time when the two characters cannot comprehend each other. This opening section frames their relationship as a debate between two opposing methods of managing trauma. Gabriel’s proposal that Ellie help him practice physical closeness is a deliberate step toward confronting his trauma through vulnerability, initiating the exploration of Vulnerability and Courage as Tools for Healing. He seeks to integrate his past trauma by learning to exist in the present moment without being overwhelmed by traumatic memory. This goal is thrown into sharp relief when Ellie, misunderstanding his objective, offers her own coping strategy: to “remove [himself] completely” (43) in order to make touch bearable. This approach articulates the profound dissociation she has cultivated since childhood. His rejection of this method in favor of learning how to “stay present” establishes the narrative’s core argument: True healing is achieved not through denial or suppression but through grounded presence. Their first session, which ends in his flashback and her confusion, demonstrates the difficulty of this path, establishing their shared journey as one of mutual re-education in the language of safe intimacy. This vulnerability provides an empathic portrayal of both characters, as well as offering exposition for their backstories.


Gabriel’s stone figurines are introduced at the end of this section, hinting at the details of his traumatic past and coping strategies which will be revealed in the next section. Carved during his six years of captivity, these small figures immediately represent Gabriel’s refusal to succumb to the void of his prison. They are tangible manifestations of the inner world he fought to protect—a world of connection, narrative, and beauty. The act of sculpting becomes a symbol, a metaphor for creating order and meaning from raw material, mirroring the psychological work of healing. At this point in the novel, the figurines are an intriguing development, left largely unexplained. The reveal of one figurine’s name, Eloise, sets up the further revelation that Crystal/Ellie’s given name is Eloise.


Throughout these early chapters, the concept of physical touch is developed as a site of trauma, violation, and transaction, setting the stage for its later transformation into a medium for healing and the expression of love. For both protagonists, touch is disconnected from intimacy or safety. The Prologue establishes this with the foundational violence of Brad’s slap, an act that teaches Ellie that physical contact can be a source of pain and betrayal especially, the novel suggests, between a man and a woman. This lesson is reinforced in the present by Tommy Hull’s sexual assault, which frames touch as a non-consensual act of male entitlement. Within the Platinum Pearl, touch is a transactional performance, devoid of genuine connection for Ellie. For Gabriel, past trauma is different but equally profound; the simple act of holding hands triggers a debilitating flashback, demonstrating that for him, physical closeness is a portal to the terror of his past. By saturating the narrative with these negative manifestations of touch, the novel underscores the magnitude of the characters’ challenge. Their journey is not simply to fall in love, but to reclaim a fundamental human experience. This is essential to the theme of maintaining positive self-esteem in the face of abuse and stigma: Both characters’ difficulties around their physical agency is a literal manifestation of their fractured identities.


As this first section unfurls, the narrative environment emphasizes the protagonists’ internal conflicts and the societal pressures that complicate their healing. The Platinum Pearl contextualizes Ellie’s psychological state—it is presented as a place of performance, objectification, and enforced boundaries, where genuine vulnerability is a liability. The velvet fabric in the private room evokes a sense of claustrophobia, an environment that Gabriel privately likens to his childhood incarceration. Gabriel’s present-day world is defined by a different kind of confinement: the well-meaning but suffocating pity of his community and the intrusive “protection” of his brother, Dominic. Dominic’s violation of Gabriel’s privacy by reading his mail stands in stark opposition to the consensual, boundary-respecting connection Gabriel attempts to forge with Ellie. Dominic’s controlling behavior in Chapter 3 hints at the role he will play as the novel progresses. The novel sets up these challenges to underscore the difficulty of reclaiming one’s identity when others behave with prejudice or entitlement, reinforcing the argument that healing requires compassion and understanding.

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