My Life with the Walter Boys

Ali Novak

62 pages 2-hour read

Ali Novak

My Life with the Walter Boys

Fiction | Novel | YA | Published in 2012

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Chapters 11-14Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Chapter 11 Summary

One afternoon, she gets home from school, and Katherine asks her to deliver a plate of cookies to Zach and Benny. Jackie finds them in their room with Parker, playing video games. Parker asks Jackie if she knows how to play Mario Kart or if she is “too girly” (204) to play video games. In an attempt to connect with Parker, Jackie plays a few rounds of the game with Parker, letting her win each time.


Alex enters the room and tells Parker that Katherine wants to see her downstairs. When she leaves, Alex suggests that they play a round of Mario Kart. Jackie beats Alex, and he shakes his head and calls Jackie “adorable” before leaning in to kiss her. Jackie is surprised but finds that kissing him feels good. As Alex pulls Jackie in closer for a deeper kiss, Cole opens the door and Jackie and Alex leap away from each other. Alex gets up to leave but Cole tells him not to bother, slamming the door on his way out.


The next morning, Cole refuses to make eye contact with Jackie, who is still wired from all the thinking she did the night before about the kiss and its implications for her relationship with Alex. Nathan reminds Jackie that they are going shopping after school for Danny and Cole’s birthday. Jackie thinks about Cole’s feelings throughout the day at school, wondering what to get him for his birthday and growing increasingly frustrated with him for being mad at her. Alex is giddy around Jackie, which makes her relieved that the kiss has not ruined their friendship.


After school, Jackie goes shopping with Nathan, finding a voice-controlled radio that Cole has been admiring for his car. The next morning, Nathan comes into Jackie’s room with Cole’s gift. Jackie quickly prints out Danny’s gift and rushes downstairs. Cole and Danny begin opening their gifts. Cole starts with Jackie and Nathan’s gift, marveling at the radio when he unwraps it. He hesitates before thanking Jackie. Danny opens his gift, and everyone is shocked to learn that Jackie has bought Danny a voucher for a plane ticket. Jackie tells him that he can go with her to New York that summer when she visits home.


At school, Alex is still talking about how jealous everyone is of Danny’s gift, and Jackie feels awkward. Alex assures her that the gift was thoughtful and suggests that she get him something equally nice for Christmas. Teasing him, Jackie says he will have to promise to be nice to her, and Alex invites her to a party that evening “as friends” (218). Jackie finds herself disappointed to hear Alex suggest that they go as friends. When he tells her that the party is at Mary’s house, she immediately declines. Alex begs her to tell him what Mary said to upset her so much and Jackie finally admits to him the hurtful things Mary said about her deceased family.

Chapter 12 Summary

After dinner, Jackie watches from her window as the brothers leave. Cole opens her door and demands she get changed to go to Mary’s party. Jackie thinks about saying no, but the “irresistible” (222) feeling she has around Cole emerges once more, and she goes with him. When they arrive at Mary’s house, Jackie regrets her decision. She decides to stay in the car, but Cole picks her up, throws her over his shoulder, and carries her into the party. Alex sees them and is visibly upset. Cole leans close to Jackie, pretending they are a couple. Jackie tries to explain the situation to Alex, but he does not believe her. As Jackie pleads with Alex, Mary appears on the stairs and asks what Jackie is doing here. Everyone at the party stares at Jackie and she begins to panic before rushing out of the house, calling Katherine to come pick her up.


The next morning, Jackie is surprised to find Nathan in her room when she wakes up, assuming that everyone in the house must hate her now. Nathan tells her that he knows his brothers well enough to know that Jackie did nothing wrong in the situation. Nathan tries to convince Jackie to go running with him, but she declines, opting to stay in her room. Later that morning, Jackie looks out her window and she sees Cole emerging from the fields carrying an unconscious Nathan, yelling for help.


The family goes to the emergency room and waits anxiously until a doctor appears, telling them that Nathan experienced an epileptic seizure but is expected to recover. The doctor informs them that family can now go see Nathan, but when Jackie tries to join, Lee tells her that she will “never be a part of our family” (231). Jackie realizes that she does not fit in with the Walters, and she leaves the hospital.


Jackie goes to Will Walter’s apartment, and Will is surprised to see her. Jackie admits that Nathan is in the hospital. Will is upset and asks Jackie why she is not at the hospital with the family. Jackie breaks down in sobs, and Will comforts her, inviting her to stay while he goes to the hospital to visit Nathan.


That afternoon, Jackie wakes from an unexpected nap and calls out for Will, but Cole responds. Cole explains that Will left for the hospital but called Cole to come over so that Jackie would not be alone. Cole admits that he was worried about her, explaining that he came to apologize for everything that happened at the party and to take her home. Cole admits that he is jealous of Alex, whom he thinks things come naturally to. He also explains that he dumped Mary when he learned that Mary had broken up with Alex and not the other way around. He apologizes for dragging Jackie into his sibling rivalry.

Chapter 13 Summary

When they get home, Jackie sprints out of the car despite Cole calling after her. Jackie stays in her room until dinnertime, when Alex comes to her door with dinner on a tray. After a moment of awkward silence, Alex apologizes, telling her that Nathan yelled at him and Cole while at the hospital for the way they treated Jackie. She realizes that since their kiss, her feelings for Alex have grown. While her feelings for Alex are not as intense or all-consuming as her feelings for Cole, Alex makes her feel “like [she] was home” (243). Jackie forgives Alex, and he asks Jackie to be his girlfriend. Jackie kisses him in response.


The next morning, Jackie hears fighting downstairs, and when she arrives in the living room George is pulling Cole and Alex apart. Alex exclaims that Cole attached him “out of nowhere” (246). Worried that the fight is somehow her fault, Jackie asks Danny what happened. He explains that the previous night, Alex was telling everyone except Cole about how Jackie was his girlfriend now. When Cole finally heard, he reacted by attacking Alex.


The next day, Alex gives Jackie a long kiss outside of class, but when they break apart, Jackie sees him looking over her shoulder toward Mary. Jackie fields endless questions about her relationship with Alex from Heather and Riley at lunch. That night, Alex comes to Jackie’s room at one in the morning as Jackie lies awake and invites her to come along on the boys’ end-of-year tradition: covering the principal’s house in toilet paper.


Jackie joins the brothers on their excursion, and Cole tells Jackie to put toilet paper on the balcony. Jackie clambers up and wraps toilet paper around the railing, but as she steps back to look at her work, she trips over a toilet paper roll and falls into the balcony door leading to the principal’s bedroom. An alarm begins to sound, and as Jackie tries to jump down from the balcony, her sweatshirt gets caught. Cole helps her remove the sweatshirt, leaving it behind, and the group escapes.


Alex berates Cole for sending Jackie up on the balcony, and only then does Jackie realize that the balcony is not usually an area that the boys vandalize. She turns to Cole, realizing how much of her future she just put at stake and wondering, “What had gotten into me lately?” (255). Cole tries to act nonchalant, telling her to stop acting like “someone died” (255), which immediately changes the atmosphere in the car as the boys react to Cole’s insensitive comment. Alex implores Cole to apologize, and he refuses, so Alex punches him in the nose. Jackie is quiet on the drive, and Alex asks if she is okay until she finally admits that she left her sweater behind and it has her name on it.

Chapter 14 Summary

The next morning, Jackie gets ready for school, assuming that she is going to be called down to the principal’s office. When she gets back to her room, she is shocked to see her sweater on the bed. She assumes that Alex is the one who went back for it and rushes downstairs to hug him. Alex admits that he is not the one that went back to get her sweater, and neither did Danny, Isaac, or Cole. Katherine asks Isaac to go upstairs to get Lee, the only one who is still asleep.


On the way to school, the boys discuss their plans for their annual end-of-the-school-year party, set to happen that weekend while Katherine and George are out of town. Jackie wonders to herself why Lee would go back to get her jacket when he has always disliked her the most. When they get to school, Jackie asks Lee why he went back for her sweater. He explains that, like Jackie, he is not the Walters’ biological child: His mother left him and Isaac right after Lee was born, and his father, an army officer, left the boys with George and Katherine before going overseas. He apologizes for treating Jackie so poorly, as he realizes now that Jackie has experienced the same pain he has.


Nathan will be home from the hospital that afternoon, and Jackie is anxious about seeing him after she never visited him in the hospital. Jackie pauses outside his room, afraid to go in, but Cole sees her and tells her to go in, the first words he has said to her since Alex punched him. Looking at him, Jackie feels the familiar flutters in her chest, an “invisible force” (264) drawing her to him despite everything he has done.


Jackie enters Nathan’s room, and he opens his eyes. She sits on his bed and Nathan asks Jackie if he did something to warrant her not visiting him during his time in the hospital. Jackie apologizes, assuring Nathan that the only reason she did not come to visit was because the experience triggered difficult emotions about her family. Nathan says that Cole is acting out of character, seemingly disappointed and sad.


Will and Haley arrive ready to babysit everyone for the weekend. Katherine frets over whether she will be able to go away for the weekend with everything left to do before the wedding. Jackie grabs a piece of paper and a pen and asks Katherine to list out every item that she has left to do. Jackie delegates tasks to each of the boys until every action item is accounted for.


Heather and Riley come over to get ready for the party, proclaiming their excitement at being invited to the exclusive VIP party this year because of their friendship with Jackie. The girls explain that the yard gets too packed with people, so every year the boys invite a smaller group to a smaller party at the waterfall on the ranch’s property.

Chapters 11-14 Analysis

This section is largely focused on developing the tension between Jackie, Cole, and Alex. The love triangle shapes Jackie’s perception of herself as well as her feelings of security and stability in Colorado. Jackie’s search for a sense of home and safety leads her to choose Alex precisely because she does not feel the intense, destabilizing attraction to him that she feels toward Cole: “I’d never thought about kissing him before because he’d always seemed like just a friend, but there was a warm feeling in my chest that bloomed” (207). She is surprised to find that she enjoys kissing Alex, whom she has previously thought of as just a friend, but the warm feeling growing in her supersedes her feelings for him.


In keeping with the narrative conventions of the love triangle, Jackie finds it difficult to not compare the brothers and her feelings for them: “I never felt that whole body-on-fire thing around [Alex], like I did when I was near a certain someone else. At the same time, Alex was caring and dependable. I felt like he was someone I had known for my entire life, like I was home” (243). Love triangles occur in literature when the character who has to choose between two suitors struggles with the fact that there are things to appreciate about each option. Given Jackie’s background and unresolved trauma, she leans toward Alex because he feels safe, like “home,” something Jackie is desperate for.


And yet, there is a distinct lack of passion or intensity about her connection with Alex: It is comfortable, but lacks the “body-on-fire” intensity that Cole evokes in her. The boys represent the different facets of Jackie’s burgeoning identity as she tries to determine who she really is and what she really wants. This is a hallmark of teen romance fiction, which often treats Romantic Love as a Catalyst for Self-Discovery. As Jackie builds her identity while experiencing love for the first time, her romantic relationships become a means for her to find out who she is. As much as Jackie longs for the dependability and safety she finds in Alex, around Cole she experiences “that feeling again—the one that made me bold just because Cole was standing next to me. It was so overwhelming, irresistible even” (222). There is a part of Jackie that cannot help but want to explore the feelings Cole inspires in her, a deviation from her usual commitment to control and meticulous planning. Her attraction is not just to Cole, but to the person she becomes when she is around him, as much as it scares her: “Tonight, I risked my future just as much as Cole did […] What had gotten into me lately? Never in my life had I been so reckless” (255). In these chapters, Jackie chooses Alex time and again because she still fears the person she becomes when she is around Cole.


Jackie’s lingering trauma resurfaces in these chapters in the aftermath of Nathan’s epileptic seizure. When she sees Nathan’s limp form in Cole’s arms, it triggers Jackie’s trauma response: “My thoughts were reeling, back to the day of my family’s accident, and now all I could see were their faces blinking by in my vision, Nathan’s included” (229). This scene, and the one at the hospital where Lee tells Jackie, “You could live with us for the rest of your life, and it wouldn’t matter. You will never be a part of our family” (231) poses a significant setback in Jackie’s journey of Confronting Grief as a Step Toward Healing. As she has begun to feel more at home with the Walters, reacting to Nathan’s episode as if she were losing a family member, Lee’s cruelty makes Jackie once again rethink her place in Colorado: “He was right. I didn’t belong” (231). It is almost as if Jackie is losing her footing all over again, her tentative stability among the Walters shattered with a single sentence from Lee.

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