My Return to the Walter Boys

Ali Novak

40 pages 1-hour read

Ali Novak

My Return to the Walter Boys

Fiction | Novel | YA | Published in 2025

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Chapters 9-12Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of death.

Chapter 9 Summary

Jackie has never been to a homecoming dance before, and going with Cole gives her the full high school experience. Cole picks her up, and they walk in together, briefly parting ways while Jackie meets the band that Nathan talked about. One of the band members, Paulette, mentions how she keeps asking Nathan to join, but he refuses to give her a solid answer. She also tells Jackie that Nathan was supposed to be at the show tonight but never showed up. It surprises Jackie to hear that Nathan has stage fright and is hesitant about performing in front of an audience.


Jackie and Cole find each other again, and after a drink, Cole takes Jackie to sneak some keys from the locker room and then shows her the school roof top. From there, the entire town can be seen, and Jackie can’t deny the romance in the air. Just as Cole takes her in his arms and is about to kiss her, the fire alarm goes off, and Cole and Jackie decide to be safe and go find out what happened.

Chapter 10 Summary

Jackie tries to study on a rainy day, but Cole interrupts her with flirting and kissing, which she can’t help but enjoy. Alex walks in on them and tells them to look outside, where everyone can see Isaac being arrested by the police. The rumor is that Isaac is the one who pulled the fire alarm at the dance, but nobody knows for sure.


On Monday on the way to school, Jackie stops at the gaming café for a drink and overhears some girls talking about her. They mention how “weird” it is that she would date someone she lives with, adding that it could spell trouble. Jackie pauses to think about this and wonders if it’s true. When Cole takes Jackie shopping for Halloween costumes for an upcoming party and suggests that they dress as Luke and Leia from Star Wars, Jackie finds it all too uncomfortable, so he suggests Bonnie and Clyde instead.


On Friday, Cole takes Jackie to the dirt track, where the racer he recently helped with his car will be racing. Jackie borrows Cole’s jacket and snuggles up to him as they watch the race together. Although Cole’s driver doesn’t win, the man congratulates Cole on his fine work anyway, and Jackie takes a picture of them together. Cole is clearly in his element and proud of his work.

Chapter 11 Summary

When Nathan doesn’t show up for his morning run with Jackie, she goes to the barn and wakes him up, demanding to know what’s wrong. Nathan refuses to tell her and adds that Jackie isn’t his sister, which hurts her. Cole shocks Jackie when he not only acts amicably toward Alex but also asks if he can join Jackie and Alex for their Harry Potter trivia night. He explains that he just wants to spend time with Jackie and doesn’t care where they are. 


Cole surprises everyone with his Harry Potter knowledge, which he got from Danny’s love of the audiobooks. When Cole’s friend shows up and asks Cole if he deferred college because of Jackie, Cole answers that he just has to save up for tuition. He feels embarrassed and leaves without telling Jackie. When she realizes that he’s gone, she grows frustrated with him and determines not to let him get away without an apology.


Late that night, Cole comes into Jackie’s room before she falls asleep and tells her that he wants to take her somewhere. Jackie refuses at first, but when Parker complains about the noise, Jackie goes with Cole. He drives her out to a clearing and carries her on his back to a spot where his family used to go camping. Together, Cole and Jackie hold each other and look at the stars, and Cole talks about his childhood memories. Cole then seduces Jackie, and they share an intimate moment on the grass. Afterward, Cole apologizes for leaving Jackie at the trivia night and explains that he feels like his life is going nowhere. Jackie admits that she doesn’t know what she wants to do yet either and assures Cole that such confusion is normal at their age. When they get home, Cole slips into bed beside Jackie, and they fall asleep together.

Chapter 12 Summary

Jackie wakes up, and Katherine walks into the room to get Parker for her game. She discovers Jackie and Cole in bed, and Cole jumps up in terror when he hears his mother’s voice. That evening, Jackie and Cole have a private conversation with Cole’s parents, who ground them both and remind them about the limits of being in private quarters together. Jackie is tasked with cleaning out feces from the barn, while Cole and Isaac have to go through all the old belongings in the basement. 


Cole finds Jackie in the middle of her work and teases her about the smell. He can sense Jackie’s hesitation as she tells Cole that she isn’t sure about seeing him anymore. She worries about upsetting the family dynamic and losing yet another support system. She also feels guilty for the happiness she experiences when Cole is around. Cole tries to tell Jackie that there is no right way to grieve, but Jackie implies that she cannot see him anymore, and Cole leaves in anger and frustration.

Chapters 9-12 Analysis

The setting of these chapters is filled with emotional and visual symbolism that reflects Jackie’s deepening entrenchment in life with the Walter family. The homecoming dance is portrayed as a classic high school experience, which emphasizes how much Jackie has immersed herself into her new world. The rooftop scene is especially significant as Jackie and Cole look out over the town; it is a moment in which Jackie sees her new home as something beautiful. 


Similarly, romantic imagery intensifies Jackie’s emotional connection to Cole; for example, she notices that “the brief flicker of light reveal[s] a gleam of sweat on his brow and that his hair ha[s] started curling around his ears” (167). These small physical details demonstrate her growing attachment. The dirt track is a romantic setting in these chapters, as it illuminates another side of Cole and the dreams he has. At the track, Cole is truly in his element, showcasing his skills and confidence. It is a moment of pride for both him and Jackie, who captures his joy in a photo, showing that she is starting to appreciate another side of him. This moment builds trust between them, deepening their emotional connection.


Jackie’s emotional arc is increasingly complex as she grapples with her feelings for Cole and her fear of destabilizing her place in the Walter family. This conflict emphasizes the theme of Building a Sense of Belonging Through Found Family. Jackie’s desires are at odds, but she does not want to lose what she has gained. She is glad to see Cole and Alex finally getting along but is visibly affected when overhearing classmates speculate about how strange they think it is for Jackie to date someone she lives with. This makes her even more confused about the appropriateness of her feelings for Cole. 


Moments with Cole in these chapters force Jackie to confront her conflicted feelings. In a symbolic scene, Cole picks out a Luke and Leia costume for the Halloween party—Star Wars characters who were attracted to each other until they realized that they were siblings. It is an uncomfortable reminder for Jackie that she is, in many ways, part of the Walter family, which complicates her romantic connection to Cole. 


Meanwhile, Jackie is still coming to terms with her loss. At the Halloween costume store, Jackie sees a teacup that reminds her of her sister, and for a moment, she considers buying it, only to be jolted back into reality by remembering that her sister is gone. These small moments show the underlying process of Navigating Grief and the Healing Process that Jackie continues to go through.


Novak’s writing style often leans into classic romantic tropes and emotional tension, showing Jackie as someone whose actions are often dictated by feeling rather than thought. She regularly acts in opposition to what she knows is best for her, giving in to emotional desire despite moments of clarity, especially where Cole is concerned. Jackie is portrayed as vulnerable, naive, and easily influenced, succumbing to Cole’s seductions even when he mistreats her, such as when he leaves her without saying goodbye at trivia night. This way of portraying Jackie relies on creating situations in which the romantic protagonist is supposed to be “strong” but acts in opposition to that trait. Jackie is stubborn, organized, and, in some ways, mature for her age, but she still manages to fall for Cole’s manipulation; this problem is rarely addressed aside from the occasional doubt in Jackie’s mind.

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