On March 14, 2022, Fox News correspondent Benjamin Hall was riding in a small car near the village of Horenka, outside Kyiv, Ukraine, when three bombs struck in rapid succession. The second blast plunged him into blackness. In the void, he heard the voice of his six-year-old daughter Honor urging him to get out of the car. He dragged himself through the open passenger door, discovered his right leg was gone below the knee, and found himself on fire. This memoir traces the events that brought Hall to that moment, and the rescues, surgeries, and reckoning that followed.
Hall grew up as a dual U.S.-U.K. citizen. His father, Roderick Hall, survived the Battle of Manila as a twelve-year-old during World War II, leading his three younger siblings toward American lines, where GIs pulled them to safety. Roderick's lifelong reverence for the U.S. military shaped Hall's upbringing. Hall's mother, Jenny, who endured a difficult childhood marked by her own mother's suicide, filled their home with adventurous travel, instilling in Hall a desire to see the world's hidden places.
After graduating from Duke University, Hall pursued war journalism. In 2007, he and aspiring war photographer Rick Findler traveled to Iraq for a failed documentary that gave Hall his first taste of the adrenaline of risk. In 2011, they secured passage on a weapons-laden fishing boat to Misrata, Libya, to cover the civil war against dictator Muammar Gaddafi. Hall witnessed his first death up close and returned to London changed.
That same year, Hall reconnected with Alicia, his future wife, whom he knew from childhood. Her focus on the human stories behind war transformed his reporting. In 2012, he and Rick infiltrated Syria, embedding with ordinary citizens fighting the Assad regime, and nearly died escaping into Turkey. By 2014, they were living together and expecting their first child. Hired as a freelancer by Fox News to cover the Islamic State of Iraq and Syria (ISIS) in Iraq, Hall hesitated for the first time near combat. After publishing his book
Inside ISIS in 2015, he was hired full-time. He and Alicia married in London, and their first daughter, Honor, was born in August 2015.
At Fox News, Hall formed a close bond with cameraman Pierre Zakrzewski, an Irish-born journalist known for his tireless work ethic and infectious love of life. Together they filmed secret ISIS tunnels in Syria and witnessed the final defeat of the caliphate at Baghouz. Hall's second daughter, Iris, was born in 2017, and his third, Hero, in 2020. In 2021, he transferred to the Fox News Washington, DC, bureau as the State Department correspondent, apparently completing his move from the front lines.
On February 24, 2022, Russia invaded Ukraine. Hall was assigned to cover the war from Lviv, in western Ukraine. When Fox News decided to send an additional correspondent to besieged Kyiv, Hall accepted, telling Alicia that Pierre would be with him. He joined a Fox crew that included correspondent Trey Yingst, security agents, and Ukrainian fixer Oleksandra "Sasha" Kuvshynova. Hall carried three tiny hedgehog figurines in his coat pocket and filmed whimsical videos of them for his daughters.
On March 14, Hall set out with Pierre, Sasha, and Ukrainian military escorts for Horenka, a village described as cleared of Russian forces. After filming two reports, they began driving back. At a highway checkpoint, the first bomb exploded 30 feet ahead. Pierre shouted to reverse the car, but it stalled. The second bomb struck beside them. After Honor's voice pulled Hall from the blackness, he crawled from the wreckage as the third bomb detonated. He saw Pierre lying nearby. Pierre warned him about Russian drones but did not appear visibly injured.
A Ukrainian special forces operative code-named Song spotted Hall on the roadside, pulled him into a van, and found Pierre dead. Hall was taken to a Kyiv hospital where his right leg was amputated below the knee. At the Pentagon, Fox News national security correspondent Jennifer Griffin mobilized a rescue, contacting Sarah Verardo, cofounder of Save Our Allies (SOA), a humanitarian organization that extracts people from combat zones. Verardo reached a special operations veteran code-named Seaspray at an SOA command center in Poland.
Seaspray assembled a team that included Dr. Rich Jadick, a decorated naval surgeon known for working close to front lines in Fallujah, Iraq. They crossed into Ukraine in a decrepit ambulance wearing bright orange medical jackets. At the hospital, Hall, experiencing paranoia from medication, believed he was in Russian captivity. Rich assessed his injuries: a skull fracture with shrapnel near the carotid artery, a destroyed left eye, a shattered left hand, burns, an amputated right leg, and a damaged left foot.
Dave, a U.S. Army Special Forces lieutenant colonel, learned of a secret train carrying the Polish, Czech, and Slovenian prime ministers to meet President Volodymyr Zelenskyy in Kyiv and secured Hall a place on the return trip. Seaspray drove the ambulance through blacked-out Kyiv during a shoot-on-sight curfew, and the team carried Hall aboard the train on an emergency blanket. On the train, security agent Jock confirmed that Pierre and Sasha were both dead. Hall learned that shrapnel had severed Pierre's femoral artery and believed Pierre had gotten out of the car first, clearing the way for his escape. He called Alicia, who heard his voice for the first time since the attack.
At a Polish airstrip, soldiers from the Eighty-Second Airborne Division lifted Hall into a Black Hawk helicopter. Seeing American soldiers, Hall felt echoes of his father's rescue in Manila 77 years earlier. He was flown to Landstuhl Regional Medical Center in Germany, where Alicia joined him. They decided Hall would transfer to Brooke Army Medical Center (BAMC) in San Antonio for long-term rehabilitation, while Alicia and the girls remained in London.
At BAMC, Colonel Dr. Joe Alderete assembled a team of specialists. Hall underwent surgeries including burn debridements, skin grafts, and hand reconstruction. He began physical therapy with Kelly Brown, his rehabilitation therapist, rebuilding atrophied muscles. Prosthetists at the Center for the Intrepid (CFI), an advanced rehabilitation facility, fitted his short right tibia with a prosthetic socket and fabricated a custom brace for his damaged left foot. Hall treated recovery as a mission, submitting to every procedure without complaint. A blood infection caused by debris blown into his wounds led to a frightening setback, but he recovered.
Back in London, Alicia managed as a single mother, gradually explaining Hall's injuries to the children and introducing the concept of a "robot leg" through a children's book. After months at BAMC and Fisher House, an adjacent housing facility, Hall prepared to go home. Three days before departure, a millimeter-thick prosthetic liner caused unbearable pain. Prosthetist Del Lipe removed the liner, and the socket fit perfectly.
Fox News arranged a private plane to London. At home, Hall knocked on the playroom window as he always did. Honor and Hero rushed him, crying with joy. Iris hung back until she whispered to Alicia: "Has he got Yellow Jumpsuit?" Yellow Jumpsuit was one of the three hedgehog figurines Hall had carried in Ukraine. He pulled it from his pocket, and Iris hugged him: "I love you, Daddy."
Hall reflects on the parallels between his rescue and his father's by American soldiers in Manila, and on how Pierre likely gave his life clearing the way for Hall's escape. His recovery continues, and the pull of journalism persists, but it is no longer his overriding priority. He closes by affirming that goodness endures even amid extreme depravity, and that this story belongs to the people who found, saved, and rebuilt him.