Some Desperate Glory

Emily Tesh

69 pages 2-hour read

Emily Tesh

Some Desperate Glory

Fiction | Short Story Collection | YA | Published in 2023

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Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of graphic violence, death, rape, child abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, bullying, gender discrimination, antigay bias, and substance use.

Part 1: “Gaea”

Part 1, Prologue Summary

The novel begins with an excerpt from a fictional majoda (alien federation) guidebook, Humanity. It describes how humans found shadowspace technology without alien assistance. The guidebook notes that humans, especially young men, can be violent and that humans have male and female pronouns that they attach inappropriately to alien races like the lirem and zunimmer. Aliens find it strange that humans celebrate the violence of “war heroes.”


This is followed by a review of Humanity on a Chrysotheman network (which includes both humans and aliens). It warns readers against buying the guidebook, calling it a “pile of ignorant bioessentialist crap” (4).

Part 1, Chapter 1 Summary: “Agoge”

Valkyr, who goes by “Kyr,” runs a simulation called Doomsday on the agoge, a virtual-reality system and a parallel-universe generator. She is in a war that occurred before she was born and is trying to prevent the majo (aliens) from destroying the Earth. Kyr uses a jump hook to navigate through shadowspace and gets on a spaceship carrying a bomb. She tries to disable the bomb, but the technology called the Wisdom stops her. She is shot in the simulation. Fourteen billion people on Earth die. This simulation is based on real events and programmed by Kyr’s uncle Commander Aulus Jole, who was there when Earth was destroyed.


Jole comes into the agoge, tells her that she did a good job, and jokes that she is training in the agoge more than he is. Kyr is upset that she failed. Jole puts a hand on her shoulder, tells her that he’s proud of her, and sends her on a recreation rotation.


Outside the agoge room, Kyr runs into Cleo, her nemesis. They both belong to a mess (a group of young people in training) called Sparrow. Cleo wants Kyr to ask Jole about their assignments. They argue about Kyr’s special treatment from Jole. Cleo calls Kyr ignorant, swears at her, and leaves.


Kyr goes to Agricole, a forest that supplies Gaea Station with food and air. She finds her twin, Magnus, usually called “Mags,” sleeping in the canopy. When she calls him lazy, he replies that he’s on rec rotation. When Kyr starts crying, Mags hugs her. Kyr admits that she couldn’t beat the Doomsday scenario and asks Mags how he beat it. Mags says that Avi, who works in Systems Wing, talked him through the simulation; they beat it together. Kyr considers this cheating. Mags says that the Wisdom cheats, so they should be able to do so as well.

Part 1, Chapter 2 Summary: “Sparrow”

Kyr leaves Agricole and thinks about how she can make it across the station, from Suntracker to Drill, in four minutes and 55 seconds. She has already beaten the records of the fastest boys in Mags’s mess, Coyote. (A “mess” is akin to a class or grade, and each is named for an animal). Kyr goes to the kitchen in Oikos Wing. Younger children from the Blackbird mess are playing with spilled water. Kyr reprimands them because water is limited on the station. She makes one girl drink the water she spilled on the floor.


The other teenagers in Sparrow are Cleo, Jeanne, Zen, Vic, Arti, and Lisbel. Kyr is possessive of and hard on the others. She makes sure that they get high scores and believes that Command will assign them to the correct wings. Jeanne doesn’t come to Oikos because she was assigned to Ferox, a combat wing. Kyr pours drinks, and they toast the Ferox toast, “Fortune favors the bold” (21).


The girls talk about where they want to be assigned. The four combat wings—Ferox, Scythica, Augusta, and Victrix—offer the most privileges. Oikos, Systems, Suntracker, and Agricole keep the station running. Vic is obsessed with Suntracker; Arti wants Scythica. They are a lesbian couple, and same-sex couples are forbidden on the station, but Kyr doesn’t report them. Finally, there is Nursery Wing, where women bear and raise children. Kyr is sure that Lisabel will be assigned there. Cleo and Kyr argue. Lisabel reassures Cleo that she will go to a combat wing. Cleo fears being assigned to Strike, a clandestine wing where humans are sent to sacrifice themselves in terrorist acts. She hopes that Kyr will be sent there instead, but Kyr doesn’t believe Strike exists.


A messenger comes and tells Sparrow that Sergeant Harriman has ordered them to Victrix. There, they are instructed to strip a majo ship, catalog its contents, and pack them up. The majo are a group of intelligent, non-human species occupying many planets throughout the universe. The ship is large and colorful. Other soldiers have handcuffed the ship’s majo owner to the ship because the vessel is programmed to explode if its owner is killed. Guards physically abuse the majo for talking too much, and Kyr suggests that they gag the majo. The ship’s defenses push Kyr away forcefully; the majo was trying to warn her.


The ship is filled with fine clothes and other luxurious items. Kyr kicks the majo for not looking upset that they are tearing apart the clothes for fabric. Another messenger comes and gives Lisabel her assignment: Nursery. Kyr gets a flask from a soldier and uses the alien’s fancy glassware to toast Lisabel. The Nursery toast is “I would rather stand three times in the battle line than give birth to one child” (30)—a line from Euripides’ Medea (also used as the novel’s epigraph). The alien tells them that the glasses are valuable. Kyr and the other Sparrows break their glasses after finishing their drinks. This scares the alien.

Part 1, Chapter 3 Summary: “Family”

Arti is assigned to Augusta and immediately sent on a mission. This upsets Vic, but she is assigned to Suntracker, which cheers her up. The remaining Sparrows work in Oikos while awaiting their assignments. The majo fabrics are used to mend uniforms. When Zen is assigned to Oikos, she tells Cleo and Kyr that she never liked them and leaves them alone together. Either Cleo or Kyr will have to be assigned to Nursery to keep up the population targets.


Kyr doesn’t want to be assigned to Nursery and give birth every two years. Nursery Corporal Ekker, who raised Kyr, recently died, and Kyr only vaguely remembers her. Mags and Kyr were born after their parents were dead by using their genetic material. Their father worked with Jole, and their mother worked on Victrix. Their sister, Ursa, was born before their parents died; she was conceived the “old-fashioned way” (36).


The next day, there are no assignments for Cleo or Kyr. Kyr says that they must be on a rec rotation. They go to Drill and fight in various matches. When other messes come through Drill, they watch Cleo and Kyr. After the crowd says some offensive things that Kyr ignores, Cleo says she’s done fighting. They go back to their barracks. Cleo is upset that they still don’t have assignments. Kyr decides to ask Jole about it.


Kyr has access to Jole’s quarters and lets herself inside. He isn’t there, so she waits for him. She remembers how Ursa used to sleep on a cot in Jole’s quarters. Most people on the station don’t have a family like Kyr. Jole returns, with his gun pointed into the room, but lowers it when he sees Kyr. Kyr asks about the assignments, and Jole gives her the flimsies (similar to floppy disks) containing them.


She expresses shock at finding that she is assigned to Nursery, and Jole explains: Her top scores mean that she can birth good soldiers. He picked her for Nursery because she is good at combat. Kyr complains but accepts the assignment. She can’t bring herself to ask about Mags’s assignment. Jole says that Kyr is on rec rotation for the rest of the day and will report to Nursery tomorrow. He also says he’s proud of her.

Part 1, Chapter 4 Summary: “Nursery”

Kyr is in shock when she leaves Jole’s quarters. She fights nausea and dizziness by stretching. Then, she opens Cleo’s assignment, which is to Victrix. Kyr considers running the Doomsday simulation again and gets upset knowing she won’t be able to train while working in Nursery. She goes back to the barracks and gives Cleo her assignment. Kyr lies and says that she hasn’t been assigned yet. Though they have neither glasses nor alcohol, they say the Victrix toast: “Victory or death” (49).


Cleo confesses that she and the others hate Kyr because she consistently beats them in the station’s many formal and informal contests for the approval of those in power. Cleo hopes that Kyr is assigned to Strike and dies. Kyr resists reacting, and Cleo leaves. Kyr remembers when Jeanne, Arti, and Cleo demanded that Kyr stop making Lisabel do extra drills. Then, Kyr goes to Nursery and visits with Lisabel. Lisabel makes Kyr some tea and asks if she’s okay after what happened with Mags. Kyr doesn’t know what Lisabel is talking about.


Lisabel explains that she heard Mags was assigned to Ferox but turned down the assignment. He was then offered a place in any other combat wing, but he refused again and left the station. Kyr says that it’s just a rumor, and Lisabel says Kyr is probably right. Internally, Kyr thinks it makes sense that she was assigned to Nursery if Mags isn’t part of the fighting force; they need more boys like Mags. People are saying that Mags is being manipulated by Ursa. Lisabel holds Kyr’s hand, and Kyr tells her not to worry.


As Kyr is about to leave, Admiral Russell comes into Nursery, flirts with Lisabel, and dismisses Kyr. Kyr mentally vows to break Russell’s hand if he ever touches her. Then, she thinks about how Mags cheated at the Doomsday simulation.

Part 1, Chapter 5 Summary: “Avicenna”

Kyr goes to Systems Wing, and Corporal Lin tells Kyr that Avi is in the arcade. There, the Blackbird mess is playing a dancing game. Kyr finds Avi slouched in a booth watching something. When he ignores her, Kyr turns off the screen he’s watching. Kyr demands that Avi help her find Mags. He says that he doesn’t want to get executed for helping her, but he eventually agrees.


Avi and Kyr go to the agoge. Kyr worries that someone will check the logs, so Avi gives her a simulation to run, as well as an earpiece, and stays outside. She fights enemies she doesn’t recognize. Avi tells her that they’re orcs from a book. Kyr climbs a building and hides on a rooftop. Avi tells her to look for a weapon, and she finds a staff. When the orcs find the stairs and make it to the roof, Kyr fights them with the staff. Avi says that she’s using the weapon wrong; it’s a wizard’s magical staff that can cast spells. She kills the orcs without magic.


The simulation ends, and Avi is still looking online for Mags’s records. Kyr asks for a simulation that Avi made for Mags. It is a beautiful cliffside garden with colorful plants she doesn’t recognize; they aren’t the edible plants from Agricole. There are no enemies for her to fight. She looks at a fountain, off the cliff, and at the sky when the sun starts to set. After she relaxes for a while, Avi announces that he’s found Mags.

Part 1, Chapter 6 Summary: “Strike”

Avi comes into the agoge and summons controls. He tricks the logs into displaying Kyr running a simulation. Then, he explains that the agoge’s shadowspace technology comes from majo technology. Kyr suspects that Avi admires the majo, but he is deeply angry that they destroyed Earth. He displays Mags’s Command file: It says that Mags refused his assignment and left the station. Avi doesn’t believe that Mags would leave Kyr behind.


Avi says that they’ll get caught the “next time Lin does a security sweep” if he keeps digging (74). Kyr tells him to go ahead. Avi projects a broadcast by Ari Shah, a journalist. The story is about the Prince of the Wisdom. Ari interviews Professor Hussain, who explains that the prince doesn’t rule the majoda—a loosely aligned group of worlds—and may not know about their connection to the Wisdom at all. The current prince, Leru Ihenni Tan Yi, looks like the alien whose ship Kyr was cleaning out; they are both from the majo zi species. The prince is going to visit Chrysothemis.


Avi stops the recording and explains that there are 2 million humans on Chrysothemis, and Ursa is among them. Mags asked Avi to find Ursa. Mags’s file says that he’s assigned to Strike. Avi and Kyr think that Jole runs Strike. Kyr starts reading the details of Mags’s mission, set to take place when Leru arrives on Chrysothemis, but Avi makes the information disappear. He suggests that Kyr blame him for showing her classified information. She says that she wouldn’t blame him. Kyr is upset that Mags will get killed on this mission and that his target isn’t the prince; it’s the humans who work with the majo.


Kyr decides to go after Mags, prove that she should be in combat, and save his life. Avi disapproves. Kyr tells Avi that she believes he will help save Mags because he loves him. Avi is surprised that his sexuality doesn’t bother Kyr, and he demands that Kyr take him with her. Kyr thinks that he’ll be a liability, but she agrees.

Part 1, Chapter 7 Summary: “Dreadnought”

Kyr tells Avi to wait with a grapple in the caves below Suntracker. When he complains, she suggests that they steal a dart instead of the majo ship. Avi says that Ursa only got away with that because she had a hostage. Once inside the tunnels, Kyr tells Avi that she’ll give him a signal to use the grapple to descend to the cavern.


Inside Victrix, she heads to the bridge. With directions from Avi, she turns on auxiliary power. Kyr touches a distress signal on the console, and a message from Admiral Elora Marston plays. She is fighting against the rebels trying to take over her ship. Kyr has never heard of a woman climbing the military ladder higher than the rank of sergeant. However, Kyr recognizes her name as the name of Jole’s late wife and her own genetic mother. Avi directs Kyr to do things on the console that she doesn’t understand, and she heads toward the brig.


She tells the guard there that she has a message for him. She hands him the flimsy with her assignment to Nursery, and when he opens it, she chokes him until he is unconscious. She takes back the flimsy, as well as his knife, gun, and old-school Victrix insignia. Avi turns the brig power off long enough for her to open the door to the majo’s cell. The majo asks why she is afraid of them. She undoes their bonds and tells them to get up. They say that they don’t want to die, and she pulls them to their feet.


When they resist, she holds their wrist and has a vision of killing the guard, rather than knocking him unconscious. The majo pulls their hand away. Avi tells Kyr to be nice in her earpiece. She assures the majo that she is there to rescue them. When they leave, she checks if the guard is still alive, and he is.

Part 1, Chapter 8 Summary: “Yiso”

The majo introduces themself as Yiso. They annoy Kyr by talking too much. When Yiso and Kyr get to the hangar, Kyr signals for Avi to jump with the grapple. Yiso can’t keep up, so Kyr carries them while running. Alarms start to sound, and Kyr waits for Avi. He appears, with his hands on his head, led by Cleo. She makes him kneel and threatens Kyr. Kyr and Cleo fight, and Kyr tells Avi to get on the ship. Cleo shoots at Kyr but misses. Kyr gets the gun away from her, and they wrestle.


They pull out their knives. Cleo condemns Kyr for running away and cuts her arm shallowly. Kyr says that Cleo is her sister, and Cleo says Kyr’s a traitor. Kyr says that she’s going to help Mags, and Avi yells for Kyr to get on the ship. Kyr has never killed anyone and can’t kill Cleo. Cleo stabs Kyr in the thigh. Yiso pulls Kyr into the ship with the Wisdom’s reality-bending technology. Yiso worries about Kyr’s injury. Avi says that they need to get out of range of Gaea Station before doing first aid. Yiso thanks Kyr for saving them, and Kyr passes out.

Part 1 Analysis

Tesh’s novel begins with an epigraph from Euripides’ Medea: “I would rather stand three times in the battle line than give birth to one child” (1). This epigraph sets up an equivalence between the two functions of the fascist Gaea Station: fighting and breeding. Like the protagonist of Euripides’ tragedy, the women assigned to Gaea Station’s Nursery division understand that childbirth—especially under conditions that do not value the mother’s life—is an inherently violent and dangerous process. Since Gaea Station treats reproduction as a function of the state rather than a personal matter, this violence is analogous to the violence faced by soldiers in combat. Part 1 takes place entirely in the setting of Gaea Station, but it is only one of several settings, and universes, in the novel. Gaea is a space station powered by “four great shadow engines” that are adjacent to one another deep in a planetoid’s tunnels (86). Gaean leaders lie about the destruction of Earth, claiming that Gaea houses the only remaining humans. This lie justifies Gaea’s requirement that everyone be either a soldier dedicated to avenging Earth or a mother dedicated to rebuilding the human population.


Tesh uses the brainwashing of Gaea’s children to explore How Fascist Competition Undermines Empathy. Children are forced to compete with one another in simulations run by the agoge technology and in physical combat in the Drill rooms. Being constantly compared to one another keeps the children from learning to care about one another. The fascist power structure undermines solidarity and prevents resistance by teaching individuals to see each other as rivals in a perpetual contest for the approval of authorities. Despite this constant competition, merit doesn’t necessarily result in obtaining better positions at the station. Kyr thinks, “[P]roving you were capable of saving the world didn’t mean you could, or that anyone would let you” (47). She is the top of her class, with the highest scores of the young women, and is assigned to Nursery rather than to any combat wing. Her extensive skills are merely something that the authorities believe she can pass down to male children. Tesh uses the fictional location of Gaea to mirror fascist power structures in the real world.


Gaea’s Nursery Wing highlights How Authoritarianism Oppresses Women. Gaea controls the bodies of the women who live there. Kyr thinks that “even her body would not be hers” in Nursery (48). She eventually learns that one in three women die bearing children on Gaea. Women in Nursery are systematically raped and forced to have a child every two years to meet imaginary “population targets” (53); women’s choices are eradicated with authoritarian lies. In Part 2, Kyr learns that there are far more humans remaining on the planet Chrysothemis than she has been told. Authoritarianism creates a false need and sense of urgency in order to destroy women’s autonomy over procreation and sex, as the fascist state reduces women to the status of reproductive machines controlled by men.


The motif of luxury develops the theme of how fascist competition undermines empathy. Because they live on a space station with limited resources, Gaeans are taught that nothing can be wasted. Kyr and the others hate Yiso’s fancy drinking glasses and “luxury fabrics” because they serve no functional purpose (28). Excess is condemned as a way to control the station’s population. The fabrics are used to mend uniforms, and Kyr is so brainwashed that she thinks music and fun simulations in the agoge are a “waste of station resources” (66). Fascism limits what people can experience, demanding that all energy and resources be devoted to the goals of the authoritarian state. This limits the Gaeans’ empathy by limiting their capacity to imagine other forms of value than those deemed acceptable by the state. In Part 1, Kyr punishes a girl who is younger than her for spilling water while playing with it. The station’s indoctrination prevents Kyr from understanding the importance of play for young children. Similarly, flowers that are not part of plants that produce food are symbols of luxury and excess. Avi’s simulation for Mags, the clifftop garden, contains “nothing useful, nothing edible. Just color” (70). Like Yiso’s colorful fabrics, flowers are considered unnecessary and wasteful.


The third theme that Tesh develops in Part 1 is Found Family as a Form of Resistance. Kyr doesn’t realize that she is sexually attracted to women and people outside of the gender binary in the novel’s first universe. She accepts Mags and Avi being gay because she doesn’t think love and sex are important. Avi becomes part of her found family when Kyr decides to go save Mags. Avi, Mags, and Kyr’s community is built around rebelling against fascism. Being part of the LGBTQ+ community goes against the gender essentialism that Gaea is built upon. LGBTQ+ identity is a site of resistance and solidarity, as the oppression that these characters experience leads them to develop empathy for each other and work together against their oppressors.

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