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Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of addiction and mental illness.
ā[A]ll I want to do is yell
really really loud,
shout at the world that this is not permanent
this is not forever
this was a mistake
and my parents are getting betterā
Lauraās authentic voice is shown in bold and italics. The formatting highlights her denial of her parentsā addiction and the temporary motif. A slight rhyme scheme exists with āforeverā and ābetter,ā although the novel is told in free verse.
ā[Janet] thought I should feel grateful
for my aunt and my new school,
which she talks about like
itās a forever thing,
a āpositiveā change.
Basically, adults know nothing.
Nothing nothing period.ā
Laura feels frustrated that she has no control over her situation. Her ongoing resentment for Janet is well-defined, as they have contrasting ideals. This also shows the theme of Control and Resilience in Times of Change.
āIām like a woodpecker.
Or a hummingbird.
A solo bird instead of part of a flock.
Being alone is normal.
Super normal.ā
The bird similes are an important symbol. Laura identifies with a woodpecker or hummingbird because she feels so alone.