The Last List of Mabel Beaumont

The unfinished note that Arthur leaves after his death, reading “Find D,” is the central symbol of the novel and becomes Mabel’s “last list,” representing renewed purpose and the courage to confront the past. Initially, Mabel is lost in grief, passively reflecting that it is “too late to change the world” (3). She exists in a state of waiting, defined by her decades-long marriage and the secret of her repressed longing for her childhood friend Dot. The discovery of the note acts as a catalyst, jolting her out of this inertia. It is an instruction that she interprets as posthumous permission from Arthur to seek out Dot, the great lost love of her life. This quest provides Mabel with a new reason for being, transforming her from a woman who looks back into one who must actively engage with the world to forge a new future. As she forges a found intergenerational family of women with their own regrets and secrets, the note stops being a record of her mission and instead becomes a way to connect with and express care for others; as Mabel adds solving her friends’ problems to the note and creates a list, she is propelled into new experiences and friendships that dismantle her isolation.