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The title of this chapter translates to “sometimes I think and sometimes I am,” so the title addresses immediately a distinction between the thinking ego and Being. In her opening, Arendt tells the reader that if they are hoping for a conclusive statement about her questions, they will be disappointed. If thinking is an activity that is headed toward meaning rather than truth, then it follows that if she is asking questions about thinking itself, she will not arrive at an answer. However, Arendt explains, there is value in asking questions and circling them because there is meaning in the process of thinking.
She then offers statements that she discourages readers from taking as dogmatic. The first is that thinking always interrupts everyday life and order. The second is that there is an inherent contradiction in thinking that keeps it from being able to touch reality. The third is that thinking always removes itself from the apparent world and deals in negation. Therefore, the thinking ego is homeless. It is not in the world and does not exist in space.
After exploring whether thinking exists in space and determining that it does not, Arendt turns her attention to whether thinking exists within time. She considers a parable by Franz Kafka that she believes answers this question. In the parable, there are two antagonists in a road, one in front of a man and the other behind him. Each tries to push the man in the opposite direction. At the end of Kafka’s parable, the man figures out how to step away from the two antagonists and umpire them from the outside. This, Arendt tells us, is a metaphor for thinking where the past and future converge.
Both the past and present are in the mind at the same time, and the mind is the person in between giving space for both forces. Arendt explains that the thinking ego deals in reflection. By positioning the mind as the umpire, it reflects and makes meaning from the past and present. However, Arendt warns that there is a danger in removing oneself entirely from the context of time. The position between past and present is part of the function of the mind’s structure. Without the person between them, there would be no difference between the two.
In this chapter, Arendt sets up her next two modes of the mind: Willing and judging. When considering time, willing belongs to the future and judging belongs to the past. Willing and judging are more secure in the apparent world than thinking. Arendt explains that she intends to offer a genealogical approach to her subjects, tracing the history of philosophical thought.
Arendt closes Volume I with a quotation from Cato the Elder, a Roman soldier and senator: “Never am I less alone than when I am by myself, never am I more active than when I do nothing” (216). In this citation, Arendt crystalizes her view of thinking as action—one that has the power to influence morality and worldly matters. Her distinction between the thinking ego and Being underscores her insistence that thinking is not about producing definitive truths, but about circling questions, engaging in reflection for the sake of meaning rather than conclusion.
The “homelessness” of the thinking ego marks both its danger and its necessity. In Chapter 20, Arendt turns to Kafka’s parable of the man trapped between two antagonists, one pushing him from behind and the other blocking him from ahead. The figure steps out of their struggle and becomes an umpire, judging the tension from the side. For Arendt, this parable reveals the structure of the thinking ego, which stands between past and future. However, this very position reveals risk. If the thinker forgets their embeddedness in time and appearance, they risk detachment from The Plurality of Experience and Responsibility that gives thinking meaning. To reflect between past and future is valuable, but only if the thinker remembers they remain part of the apparent world.
Arendt concludes the first volume with a “Postscriptum” that gestures forward to her next sections on willing and judging. She situates these mental activities differently in relation to time. Thinking hovers in the gap, but willing belongs to the future and judging to the past. Unlike thinking, willing and judging are more securely tethered to The Primacy of Appearance.



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