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Content Warning: This section contains discussion of substance use and gender discrimination.
Mairin, overseeing their escape plan, feels like “a battle commander, plotting each step of the way to freedom” (211). Janice wonders where she could go once she escapes; she says the foster home was worse than the Good Shepherd. Denise says she’s going to New York City. Angela wants to go to the library. Helen plans to ask for help from her dad’s secretary. Odessa says she’s not coming: She’ll turn 18 soon and doesn’t want to risk her chance at getting legally released.
That night, Mairin sneaks into the office to look for the money stashed in the reliquary to Saint Apollonia. She finds the supposed teeth of the saint, but no money. She asks her father for help, thinking, “She had to find her way back to a world filled with love and possibility, like the one she’d known with her father” (217). Then she finds a small, hidden drawer.
Bernadette tries to reconcile herself to the rule about silence, taking solace in her day-to-day work. She notes a complaint from a uniform company that shirts were missing from their last order, and a complaint from a hotel service that other clothes were not returned. She looks forward to the visit from the library bookmobile, though Sister Rotrude insists on approving the girls’ book selections. This is also when Bernadette goes to confession with Sister Rotrude.
Bernadette is dismayed when the door to the confession booth is barred and she is locked in. When she is finally freed, the bookmobile driver reports that her vehicle is gone. The nuns discover that six girls are missing: Mairin O’Hara, Angela Denny, Helen Mei, Denise Curran, Janice Dunn, and Kay Collins. Bernadette prays for the girls, then realizes that money is missing from the reliquary.
Mairin drives the library bookmobile away from the Home. For a while they drive along, singing. Kay becomes frightened and upset, and Mairin doesn’t know where she is going. When police spot them, Mairin suggests they ditch the van and run. Mairin runs as far as she can. She realizes they didn’t have time to divide up the money, which she left behind. Cold, afraid, and desperate, she finds Flynn’s dime in her shoe.
An excerpt from the Buffalo Evening News of August 21st, 1969, reports that six youths have escaped from the Good Shepherd Refuge. Three were apprehended and taken to a police station, where one subsequently escaped. The other three remain at large. The library’s bookmobile was recovered undamaged.
Mairin finds a phone booth. Afraid that her mother and Colm will just make her go back to the Home, she calls Flynn. He promises to come get her. While she waits for him, Mairin reads a copy of Time magazine that reports on the moon landing.
Flynn drives up in his produce truck, and Mairin reflects that at last she feels safe for the first time in a year. Flynn gives her something to eat and takes her to Heyday Farm. Mairin is greeted by a woman named Saffron and told she can stay with them if she helps out. Mairin stands in a field of flowers and feels an enormous sense of relief.
Mairin feels older and harder after her experience. She wants to rediscover her own identity. When she looks at those who come and go from the commune, she realizes, “there were all kinds of ways to be wayward. And all kinds of ways to be lost” (246).
Mairin works hard at the commune, though others subscribe more to the habits of free love, drug use, and leisure. She enjoys growing things on the farm and learning. Once, when cops come on a drug raid, Mairin is terrified. She tells them her name is Ruth Shepherd. Fiona comes to visit. She reports that she is thinking about college. She tells Mairin about giving birth and then giving away her baby, saying the baby “will always haunt me. I’ll always wonder about her” (251).
Flynn visits often, and Mairin feels drawn to him but also reserved. She wishes Jax, the man who owns the farm, would do more with upkeep. Jax says he’ll sell her the place if Mairin can earn the money. On the Fourth of July, she goes to Niagara Falls, but no one is there. She begins taking college courses and finds Flynn in her class.
Mairin visits her mother to ask for her birth certificate so she can get her driver’s license. She feels wary about returning home, but her mother embraces her. She says Colm is gone and Liam is being sent home from Vietnam after becoming ill with malaria. Her mother finally reveals that, when she was 17, she got pregnant with a boy she was not allowed to marry. She went to the Magdalen Hospital in Limerick and had the baby there. She learned the baby was adopted by a couple in Buffalo and came to the US to try to locate the child.
In the fall of 1971, Mairin greets Liam as he returns home. Her brother was impacted by the war but says that he would like to go to college and become a doctor. She and Liam discover a file noting that their mother is entitled to a settlement from the power company due to their father’s death.
Mairin goes to the Falls every Fourth of July. In 1972, she sees more protests against the war in Vietnam. Colm comes back to the house, saying he’s ready to take Deirdre back. Mairin and Liam realize he must have heard about the settlement money she is receiving, and they insist that he leave.
Deirdre gets an annulment, granted because she cannot have children with Colm, and is finally free of him. In 1973, Mairin goes to the Falls with Flynn and Fiona. She enjoys her job working for Mr. Eisman, her former employer, and she enjoys the simmer of attraction with Flynn. She runs into Kevin Doyle, who is back from Vietnam and planning to become a priest.
The next year, Angela finds Mairin at the falls. They hug and catch up on each other’s lives. Angela asks Roy and Shirley Barrett to take their picture, and their little girl runs into the frame for a moment. Angela is studying to be a librarian. She took the laundry money from the van and went to her friend Tanya’s. Mairin says that, at the orchard, she tries to give jobs to girls who are in trouble, so they don’t have to go to the Good Shepherd. Mairin thinks, “it was both painful and gratifying to connect with Angela” because they had both gone through similar experiences (274).
Mairin begins a romantic relationship with Flynn. He gets a loan and buys Heyday Farm. They marry in the summer of 1975 and work the farm together. Mairin continues to hire girls in need of shelter. She and Angela stay in touch and wonder what happened to the others. Flynn renames their place “Wayward Farm.”
Parts 3 and 4 represent important turning points for the girls. “The Girls on the Bus” makes playful reference to the children’s song “The Wheels on the Bus,” foreshadowing the giddy sense of relief that several of the girls experience at being able to finally escape from The Legacy of Institutionalized Violence. The title of Part 4, “The Age of Aquarius,” alludes to the hit song by the American group 5th Dimension, which was popularized by the 1969 musical Hair. The song itself describes the coming of the astrological Age of Aquarius which, according to The Farmer’s Almanac, is popularly believed to be an era of harmony, understanding, and enlightenment. While the exact beginning of this Age is debated, the phrase foreshadows the new phase of life that Mairin enters as she recovers from her time at the Home of the Good Shepherd and establishes a life on her own terms.
The reference to the moon landing that Mairin learns about when reading Time magazine adds to the astronomical references and the hint that Mairin’s world will be vastly different now. This historical milestone, which took place in July 1969, represents the events of the broader world that Mairin missed out on during her isolation at the Home of the Good Shepherd. The reference to the moon hints that the outside world might seem strange and different to her for a while. However, the allusion to the Age of Aquarius hints also at a time of liberation—a strong juxtaposition to the image of Bernadette and Rotrude being briefly locked in the confessional booth, trapped by their own ostensible piety and complicity with the cruel choices made by those in charge of the Home.
Whereas the earlier Parts of the book were more contained, focusing on Mairin’s limited experience of the world, this section draws on the broader world for context. The war in Vietnam looms larger as a global threat, with the protests Mairin witnesses at Niagara Falls reflecting the deeper national debates over US involvement in the war. Liam’s trauma over his time in combat reflects a common experience of service members and offers a parallel to the trauma experienced by Mairin. These background references offer a deeper dimension to her setting, reflecting her new adulthood but also reinforcing how her own experience of abuse feels private and little understood except by those who experienced it, too.
Another broader cultural context is found in the legal restrictions on women, which have dictated her mother’s choices and add another dimension to The Cost of Contravening Social Norms. Mam reminds Mairin, “A woman can’t even get a bank account or a charge card on her own” (257). This legal discrimination helps explain Deirdre’s previous dependency on Colm, from which she is liberated when she has a more secure source of income from the settlement offered by the power company following her husband’s death. Deirdre’s experience offers a stark contrast to Mairin’s own experience of employment, career, and romance in her work with Eisman orchard, her co-ownership of Heyday Farm, and her marriage to Flynn. Mairin’s world offers her more choices as she moves away from the beliefs of her Catholic upbringing into the different set of values offered by the hippie commune, and the increasing legal rights for women.
In another sense, despite her return to the world—and, eventually, a relationship with her mother, brother, and Flynn—Mairin’s world remains narrow in terms of her understanding of what happened to the other girls. Her only contact is Angela, a fellow survivor. The excerpt from the evening news suggests that four girls escaped and two returned to the Home. This suspense leaves open questions to be pursued into Book 2, where the fate of Mairin’s fellows will be resolved.
There is further suspense built by the discussion the girls have, prior to their escape, about where they will go and what they want their lives to be like. As the Prologue revealed, Everly was the Barretts’ daughter, meaning that it is a young Everly who darts into the photo when Angela and Mairin are united—an image mentioned in passing that will hold a deeper resonance later.



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