When She Returned

Lucinda Berry

68 pages 2-hour read

Lucinda Berry

When She Returned

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2019

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Chapters 25-35Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of death.

Chapter 25 Summary: “Meredith”

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Meredith drives Kate to her first meeting at the police station, and she waits in the car for two hours before Kate emerges. Meredith is struggling to understand how to act around Kate. She does not talk much, which makes Meredith nervous. They get home, and Meredith texts Scott. Meredith is dismayed by how oblivious Scott is to Meredith’s role in their situation. He has not touched her since Kate returned.

Chapter 26 Summary: “Abbi”

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Scott drives Abbi to her second day back at school. Abbi asks if Scott thinks Kate will move to her own place, and Scott starts asking questions. Abbi says she has not spoken to Kate about it, but she wants to move in with Kate and Shiloh to maximize her time with them before going to college. Scott appreciates that Abbi is asking him first, but he says he wants to discuss it with Meredith.


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The chapter switches to Kate’s perspective. The group buries Willow, and Abner says they are returning her to the earth. Kate is disgusted and struggles with the guilt of having killed Willow.


Bekah goes into labor, but Kate knows something is not right. At first, all the women gather in the birthing tent, but as time goes on, everyone leaves but Kate and Margo. The baby’s feet are positioned to come out first, a breech birth, and Kate and Margo do not know how to respond. Bekah keeps passing out from the pain and blood loss. 


Abner does not have a solution, but he starts a fight with Sam, who wants to be with Bekah. When Sam refuses to leave the tent, Abner shoots him, orders others to carry Sam out, and sends Kate to get his knife. Kate is scared and angry, but she goes to Abner’s tent for the knife.

Chapter 27 Summary: “Meredith”

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Meredith struggles to sleep after drinking with her book club, but she likes that no one in the club brought up her situation. At 4:12 am, Meredith resolves to get up and make breakfast for everyone. She finds Kate in the kitchen talking on the phone, but Kate quickly hangs up when she sees Meredith. 


Meredith asks who Kate was talking to, but Kate denies having been on the phone. She gets an apple from the refrigerator, claiming she only came to the kitchen for a snack. Meredith wakes Scott and tells him what happened, but Scott is not concerned. Meredith begs him to ask Dean about it, but Scott goes back to sleep.

Chapter 28 Summary: “Abbi”

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Abbi debates posting on the Vanished forum, a website for discussing missing persons, knowing that she should not reveal any information. The forum is comforting to Abbi, and she wants Kate’s followers to know she is doing okay. Abbi sees a new post from someone named Gloria, whose post reads: “Kate Bennett is a dead woman” (200).


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The chapter switches to Kate’s perspective. Bekah dies during childbirth, and Sam dies of his gunshot wound. Their baby boy survives, and Kate carries him through the woods as the group flees the burning camp. After Abner cut the baby out of Bekah, who was already dead, he ordered everyone to set the camp on fire, comparing their departure to the story of Sodom and Gomorrah. Abner claims the camp is cursed, citing Bekah and Sam’s deaths as evidence, and Kate notes that Abner was the only person who remained calm throughout the chaos.

Chapter 29 Summary: “Meredith”

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Scott calls Dean and asks about the death threat Abbi found on the forum and the call Meredith witnessed Kate make. Dean says not to worry about either. Abbi goes to school, and Scott goes to work. Meredith checks the phone records, knowing that the most recent call will not have been posted, but she finds another call to an unknown number at 2:30 am two nights prior. Meredith does not trust Kate.


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The chapter switches to Kate’s perspective. The group buries Sam and Bekah next to each other, and no one questions the process of loading the vans and leaving. They drive for three days, and Abner asks Kate to sit with him while he drives. Kate says no one will forget what happened, but Abner insists that everything is going according to the prophecy. Abner asks if she trusts him, and she knows she does not. He killed Sam, but he insists that “God” strikes down those who disobey him. In order to get him to leave her alone, Kate reluctantly says she trusts Abner, and Abner says he feels a special connection with Kate.


The group settles at an abandoned RV campground, and Abner addresses the group. He shares their grief that Bekah died during childbirth, lying that Bekah asked Abner to take care of the child. Kate is uncomfortable, and she sees some other members shifting, too. 


Abner says they are all a family, and children are everyone’s responsibility. He calls up the other six children in the group, including Anne and Michael’s sons, Chad, Shane, and Ben. Abner stands behind the children and calls them “soldiers” who will succeed where the adults have failed. Everyone chants and claps, but Kate and some others remain still.

Chapter 30 Summary: “Meredith”

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Scott invites Meredith to go for a walk and asks if she is feeling better, referring to the death threat. Meredith does not care about the threat, but she is concerned about the phone call. Scott says they need to allow Kate space to do what she wants, and Meredith gets angry, noting that Kate lied about the call. Meredith presses Scott to tell Dean and the FBI team about the call, wondering what else Kate might lie about.


Meredith hears Kate leave her room at night, waits a moment, then follows her to catch her on the phone. Kate hangs up mid-sentence when she sees Meredith enter the kitchen. Meredith confronts Kate, who denies being on the phone and tries to leave, but Meredith blocks her. 


Kate asks why Meredith is “doing this” to her but gets angry when Meredith is not swayed by Kate’s tears. Kate breaks away, and Meredith goes to Scott, telling him what happened. Scott blames Meredith for “spying” on Kate, and Meredith questions why Scott trusts her after she left him for 11 years. She apologizes, but Scott leaves to check on Kate.

Chapter 31 Summary: “Abbi”

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Abbi hears Scott and Meredith arguing in the other room, and she cannot stop thinking about Gloria’s post. Abbi registers to post on Vanished and replies to Gloria, asking why she wants Kate dead.


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The chapter switches to Kate’s perspective. She and Margo work together, and Kate notices Bekah’s son, Miles, walking with Abner. Abner spends most of his time with Miles, and Margo notices Kate watching them. Margo reveals that Abner loves Miles because Bekah was “his.” Kate does not understand.


Margo explains that people need to prove their loyalty or make exchanges to become disciples. When Will wanted to bring Margo into discipleship, Abner wanted to have sex with Margo in exchange. Will refused and offered to bring Abner a virgin instead. Margo met Bekah at a Christian group in Atlanta and brought her to Abner. 


Kate is disgusted, and she realizes that she, too, must have been tricked or exchanged. Margo says they brought Kate in to prove that they could get someone with a loving family and successful career to give up their life for Love International. Margo tries to explain that Kate’s decisions are still her own, but Kate feels sick and goes back to her tent.

Chapter 32 Summary: “Meredith”

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Meredith listens as Scott talks to Kate, who denies making any phone calls. She interrupts and says she caught Kate, but Kate says it is not her business. Meredith says they should not keep secrets, and Kate tells Scott to tell Meredith what he and Kate argued about on the day she left.


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The chapter switches to Kate’s perspective. Margo grabs Kate on their way to a midday meeting. She begs Kate not to tell Abner that she knows about the exchanges and tests. Kate says she will not, noting that she would not wish a “reckoning” on anyone. Margo and Kate both know that Abner has been acting strangely, and Margo apologizes for getting anyone into this mess. 


Abner gives a speech about procreation, saying that people from the outside are going to try to steal what Love International has made, and they need children to be their soldiers in that battle. He wants them to start procreating as much as possible, and he declares that the bonds of marriage are no longer relevant. Anyone can have sex with anyone they please, and Abner says he intends to do his part as well.

Chapter 33 Summary: “Meredith”

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Kate excuses herself, and Meredith turns to Scott, demanding that he tell her what happened on the day Kate disappeared. Scott says he and Kate got into an argument. Following the 2008 housing market crash, Scott and Kate were struggling financially. She found out that he took out a second mortgage on their house and told him she was disappointed in him. He expected Kate to be angry, but her disappointment made him angry. 


Meredith questions why Scott never told the police, Abbi, or Meredith. Scott says he knew the argument would make the police focus on him, which would be unproductive, and over time, his lie became the truth for him. Meredith is upset, but Scott says she never told him the full truth about her marriage to James, either.

Chapter 34 Summary: “Abbi”

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Scott forces Abbi to go over Meaghan’s house, but she wants to be in her own house, just in case someone responds to her Vanished comment. Meaghan talks about other kids at school, but Abbi feels like she grew up overnight, making the gossip seem childish.


Meredith tries to talk to Abbi when she gets home the next day, but Abbi feels uncomfortable talking to Meredith without Scott present. Meredith asks about what Abbi and Kate do at night, and Abbi says they just talk. Abbi often lets Kate use her phone, but she does not tell Meredith that. 


Abbi is uncomfortable, feeling like Meredith is trying to figure out some conspiracy. She sympathizes with Meredith, though, acknowledging that it is awkward for Scott to have his first wife back. Meredith says she wants Abbi to be safe, and Abbi questions what could be unsafe about talking with her mother.


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The chapter switches to Kate’s perspective. She tries to go to Abner’s tent unnoticed, even though Abner announces his “maiden” selection each day. At first, Kate was disgusted by the thought of sex with Abner, but their first few nights were just talking. When they eventually had sex, Kate resented how much she enjoyed it. Today, Abner calls on her in the afternoon, which is unusual.


Kate vomits one morning and realizes she is pregnant. She is the first woman to get pregnant under Abner’s new procreation mandate, but she feels a mix of pride and fear. She decides to keep the pregnancy a secret until she can tell Abner, who has become increasingly paranoid about “outsiders” attacking them.

Chapter 35 Summary: “Abbi”

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Kate gathers everyone in the kitchen and announces that she wants to find a place to live, and she wants to bring Abbi with her. Meredith offers to help Kate find a new place, but Scott is unresponsive. Meredith voices their concern about letting Abbi leave to live with Kate, and Abbi gets angry, telling Meredith that she is not a part of the discussion. Scott criticizes Abbi for saying Meredith is not a part of the family and sends her to her room, but Abbi refuses to go, insisting that she will move with Kate.

Chapters 25-35 Analysis

Abbi’s decision to move out with Kate and Meredith’s discovery of Kate’s phone calls mark the climax of Abbi and Meredith’s conflicting perspectives. When Meredith finds Kate on the phone for the first time, she is stunned by Kate’s outright denial, and she tries to talk to Scott about it. Meredith immediately wonders, “What if she’s been making calls to [Love International] in the middle of the night this entire time?” (197). However, Scott and Abbi vacillate between denying Kate was ever on the phone and criticizing Meredith for invading her privacy if she was on the phone, effectively gaslighting Meredith and excluding her from the family discussions. Meredith becomes more suspicious of Kate and loses faith in Scott, but Abbi follows the opposite path, ignoring anything suspicious Kate does. Abbi notes that she understands why Kate’s return has been “depressing,” but she adds: “I was happy she was home—no matter what the circumstances were” (199). Abbi’s perspective is that she will side with Kate regardless of any evidence or anecdotes Meredith might present, creating an insurmountable barrier between them. Through this section's portrayal of these complex family tensions, the novel highlights The Importance of Communication and Compromise in Families: Scott and Abbi are so invested in Kate’s return that they cut off any meaningful communication with Meredith, ignoring her increasingly justified concerns.


This theme is also illustrated through Meredith’s changing perception of Scott and her marriage. She notices Scott’s apparent infatuation with Kate and how it manifests in their own relationship. Meredith comments, “Scott’s inability to see how hard some of this was hurt…He hadn’t hooked my pinky with his like we did every night as we fell asleep” (186), showing how his and Meredith’s marriage is suffering. Scott’s ignorance of Meredith’s struggle is reminiscent of his perception of his marriage with Kate, which was grounded in his willful ignorance of Kate’s desire to explore herself and the world more. Scott’s perspective gets more convoluted when he tells Meredith that he and Kate fought on the day she disappeared. Scott tries to gloss over the fight as “[r]egular married stuff,” but Meredith focuses on the fact that Scott passed a polygraph, then “lied about [the argument] for eleven years” (227). Scott has crafted a mindset in which everything is fine, and any conflicting information is quickly reframed or modified in his mind to fit the narrative he wants. Kate’s presence forces two conflicting narratives in Scott’s mind to collide, attempting to combine a perfect marriage with both Kate and Meredith, which neither Kate nor Meredith want.


Abner’s character develops rapidly in the past timeline of this section, quickly transforming from a charismatic, sometimes-domineering leader into a paranoid abuser. Kate and Margo note his increased paranoia and violence, but keeping with the theme of Manipulation, Deception, and Abuse Within Cult Dynamics, they struggle to pull themselves out of the Love International community. Part of Abner’s delusions includes the alleged threat of an invasion by outsiders, and Abner’s solution is to have children with as many women in the group as possible. There is an ambiguity in Kate’s description of the “maiden selections,” as she notes, “None of Abner’s maiden selections were a secret. He announced them each night after the fire gathering” (233), implying that Abner is sleeping with, or trying to sleep with, all the women in the group. Even married women, like Margo, are chosen in Abner’s selection, though Margo refuses three times before giving in. Abner’s motivation is unclear, though, as he could be simply abusing his power for sexual pleasure, or as Kate notes, the threat of invasion could be a genuine delusion fueling Abner’s paranoia. Through his escalating actions and rhetoric, however, the narrative continues to center the cult member’s experience of indoctrination and loyalty.

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