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Allison helps Phoebe select two blazers and a pair of dress shoes. When Phoebe returns home, she can’t locate Lenore. She checks all the cat’s hiding spots to no avail. In a state of panic, she asks Sam if he has seen her. The two walk around the block, checking under every car and in each yard. Phoebe’s anxiety increases, and she reveals that she doesn’t feel responsible enough to take care of a cat. She’s now sure that Lenore got out when she left the door open earlier and cites this as an example of “bad” pet-parent behavior. Sam tries to reassure her, but she won’t listen. When they return home, however, Lenore has returned. Phoebe weeps, not only in gratitude but also because she’s finally ready to express her grief about her parents’ divorce. Sam comforts her, explaining that she’s a good person and a good cat parent. The two share another passionate night of sex, and Phoebe feels even more drawn to Sam.
After much planning and a series of logistical meetings between Conner and Sam, the day of the proposal comes. Phoebe’s part in the plan is to ask Shani to hang out. At their meeting, Conner, Sam, and the children’s flash mob will appear. Phoebe just wants to read her advisor’s comments on her In Cold Blood chapter before she heads out to meet Phoebe. The comments aren’t positive. Dr. Nilsson calls her work “disjointed” and tells her that it isn’t the work of a doctoral-level scholar. Phoebe is crushed but knows that she must put on a brave face for her girls’ date with Shani, so she tries not to focus on the feedback. She and Shani meet up and head to the park, as planned. After they’ve been there for a few minutes, the music starts, and the children appear. Shani is delighted. As the kids sing and dance, they form a circle around Shani and Phoebe. Sam is there dancing with them. Then, Conner is standing right beside them. He proposes, and Shani screams out a heartfelt “yes.” Sam and Phoebe give them some space. Phoebe tells Sam what a good dancer he is, and he tells her that he’s falling for her. She’s stunned and doesn’t know what to say. He asks if she feels the same way, and she tells him that she’s incapable of that kind of love. He’s crushed but says he’s still glad that he met and fell in love with her. He just wishes she’d been more careful with his heart. He walks away, and she bursts into tears.
Phoebe struggles after her breakup with Sam. She’s supposed to revise her latest chapter but has little motivation. Lenore begins feel comfortable sitting in Phoebe’s lap, and she spends more time curled up with the cat than she does writing. On the day of her mock interview, she feels only dread. She pairs her new blazer with a professional-looking dress and heads out the door. She runs into Sam, and they greet each other awkwardly before he rushes off.
The mock interview goes well. The faculty members she meets with seem interested in her dissertation, and she shares her broader arguments about true crime as a genre. In addition, she notes how true crime speaks specifically to students: They’re at a time in their life dominated by both potential and uncertainty. Phoebe herself recalls not knowing what to feel sure about or afraid of. True crime, for her, offers a way to read about something that is obviously, concretely evil. Being able to label something definitively is helpful to her. The department doesn’t currently have a job but will be listing one soon, and they encourage her to apply.
The night before she returns to North Carolina, Phoebe gets together with Conner. First, she drives him to the Sunrise Slayer’s house. He reminds her that their father was just a bad guy, not a serial killer. However, Conner also points out that their father was afraid of his feelings and unable to truly love. Phoebe expresses her fears that she’ll turn out just like him, and Conner replies that she must learn to give in to and express her feelings. She sends Allison a text thanking her for her help and includes a note at the end expressing her love. Conner then takes her to the grocery store where their father fatally collapsed. She was avoiding it but finds the experience cathartic, thinking that maybe now she can let go.
The next morning, Phoebe is packed and ready to go except for her desk. She even has Lenore all set to travel. As she contemplates how to get her desk onto the top of the car, Sam offers to help. She tries to decline, but he rolls his eyes and insists. When they finish, he asks to say goodbye to Lenore. They go inside her dad’s house and find the cat. Phoebe tries to give Sam the guitar she found in her old bedroom, but he won’t take it. He doesn’t want to be reminded of her. They hug, and she leaves.
The semester begins at the end of August, and Phoebe is relieved to have so much to get done before her dissertation defense in October. She still has an entire chapter and many revisions to complete. She works as hard as she can and is surprised that everything goes well. Her free time, however, is less than ideal. She can’t sleep or stop thinking about Sam. She’s miserable. As her dissertation defense approaches, Dr. Nilsson encourages her to invite friends and family to attend. She decides to ask Conner, Shani, Allison, and Sam. She plans to drive down to Florida to ask Sam in person and then drive back up right before her defense. Conner thinks the plan is nuts, but Shani finds it romantic.
She arrives at Sam’s house in the middle of the night and rings the bell. He comes to the door sleepily, looking confused. She’s hurt when he tells her that he can’t hook up with her, but she takes a deep breath and explains that she isn’t there for a “booty call” but to tell him that she loves him, wants to try a real relationship with him, and wants him to come to her dissertation defense. He smiles and tells her that if his girlfriend is about to defend her dissertation, there’s no way he’d miss it. He adds that he planned to wait until the semester was over and then reach out to her again. Phoebe is thrilled and relieved.
Phoebe’s defense goes well, and afterward she moves in with Sam while looking for a job. Sam says that he’ll move anywhere, but she hopes that something opens up nearby and they can stay in Florida. She meets Sam’s family and genuinely likes everyone. Conner and Shani get married, and Phoebe tells Sam that maybe she can see getting married too, someday.
The final set of chapters opens as Phoebe’s rescue cat, Lenore, goes missing. Phoebe’s response to Lenore’s absence reveals not only how much the cat means to her but also how much progress she has made on self-reflection, foregrounding the theme of Personal Growth and Identity Development. Her ability to be emotionally present for her friends, family, and love interest has progressed unevenly but steadily. Her relationship with the cat symbolizes this process and reveals not only that Phoebe is capable of love but also that she has come to see herself that way. A significant factor in Phoebe’s emotional immaturity was her inability to see herself or others as they really are, and her conviction that she can provide a loving home for Lenore gestures toward her meaningful progress in interpersonal relationships as well. This thematic focal point is evident in other scenes too. Phoebe commits to her dissertation and career during these chapters and articulates her dissertation arguments thoughtfully during her mock interview. In defense of a nontraditional dissertation topic, she explains to her interviewers, “I know a lot of people think true crime is a pulp genre, not worthy of analysis, but the fact that it’s so closely tied to mainstream fixations makes it more worthy” (293). She can create meaningful points of connection between her dissertation and the kind of cultural critique expected of academic scholars, and she provides additional information on the relevance of her research to students. She struggled with motivation, productivity, and writing quality during the dissertation process, but as she nears the completion of her degree, she can focus. Although much of the novel foregrounds her emotional development, Phoebe’s growth as a professional is another big part of her character’s narrative arc.
Conner’s over-the-top proposal is a scene that features emotional highs and lows, and it further showcases key differences between Conner and Shani’s relationship and Phoebe and Sam’s. Conner and Sam worked hard to plan the kind of dramatic proposal that Shani would love, revealing not only thoughtfulness but also appreciation of fun and whimsy. Phoebe, true to form, finds the proposal slightly appalling but feels better equipped to appreciate how Conner’s personality differs from hers, and she has developed a genuine relationship with Shani. In this scene, Conner and Shani appear well matched, happy, and in love. They clearly care for each other deeply and know each other well. Phoebe and Sam contrast markedly with Conner and Shani. Although Phoebe has made tremendous progress in emotional growth, she’s hesitant to admit the real nature of her feelings for Sam. Because she isn’t emotionally healthy enough to tell Sam that she loves him, he ends their relationship. Although she’s crushed, she’s unready at this point to take the final step in her growth process: She can be more emotionally present for Conner, Shani, and Allison, but her parents’ relationship still looms large in her mind, and she’s unwilling to put her feelings on the line for Sam.
By the novel’s end, however, Phoebe realizes that she loves Sam and knows she must find the strength to tell him that she returns his feelings. That she invites her friends and loved ones to her dissertation defense reveals her newfound ability not only to focus on the future rather than the past, but also to maintain the kind of relationships that terrified her in the past: She now understands that it’s better to risk having hurt feelings than to live her life without meaningful personal connections. As the novel ends, she has a happy, healthy relationship with her brother and Shani, has resumed her friendship with Allison, and has committed to a long-term romantic relationship with Sam.



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