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Seventeen-year-old Gerald is an angry teenager who splits his time between high school special education classes, working at the PEC center, and anger management sessions. Unlike the average teenager, he has a sordid past as a child reality television star on Network Nanny; he is known notoriously as the Crapper, “Gerald the spoiled brat,” or “Gerald the kid who threw violent tantrums” (2). His experience on the show has caused great strain on his life, particularly as the film crew witnessed instances of abuse perpetuated by his sister, Tasha, against him, and yet no one intervened. Still reeling from this sense of injustice, Gerald wavers between ambivalence and deep anger in his teenage years. When lessons from anger management sessions are not enough, he retreats into Gersday, an imaginary place in his mind, where he lives out the fantasies that he wishes were true in his real life.
Gerald’s escapism and temper do not become pressing issues for him until he meets Hannah. When he suddenly experiences a desire to have a deeper connection with someone, he comes to realize that he lacks the proper emotional tools to connect without feeling vulnerable. When Hannah tells him that he scared her when he nearly got into a fight with a rude customer, he realizes that this is the first time he has had to deal with the repercussions of his anger. She worries that his anger may cause her harm one day, as does Gerald. Once Gerald comes to terms with his uncertainty about his emotional regulation and resolves to make changes in his life to prevent falling back on anger and escapism as coping mechanisms, he effectively creates a sense of intimacy, love, and safety in his relationship with Hannah.
Throughout the novel, Gerald has a strained relationship with both of his parents who ignore Tasha’s abusive behavior for various reasons. As someone who values appearances and performing well for the outside world, Gerald’s mother enables Tasha’s harmful actions in the household by covering up her antics on reality television. She noticeably favors Tasha, neglecting Gerald and Lisi in the process. The reasons behind this becomes clear when Gerald overhears his mother’s admission about feeling emotionally estranged from Gerald and Lisi, declaring, “They’ll never love me […] And I don’t blame them” (224). Rather than tend to the reasons contributing to this emotional estrangement, she resigns herself to her favoritism of Tasha at her other children’s expense. It later becomes clear that Tasha abuses her mother, creating a co-dependent and abusive bond between the two.
Gerald’s father acknowledges that Tasha is a major barrier to a happy family as he blames her for causing a rift in his marriage. Gerald’s mother’s strong preference for Tasha not only impacts her other children but also her relationship to Gerald’s father, who seems to identify with Gerald. He says that he is “in the same creek on the same boat with the same shitty paddle” (137) as Gerald, because he wishes to leave the household too but does not know how. Gerald’s father eventually moves away from his wife and daughter, taking Gerald with him.
Gerald’s oldest sister, Tasha has terrorized Gerald since he was a young child. While it is not clear why she is so exceptionally cruel, Lisi diagnoses her as a psychopath, and she is someone who takes pleasure in causing pain to others. Her violent behavior does not just extend to Gerald and Lisi but also to her mother. Gerald witnessed Tasha physically harm their mother when he was younger, but he could not intervene because he “didn’t know the word for psychopath then” (173) or how to make sense of what he saw.
In addition to her violent tendencies, Tasha also has no impulse control, demonstrating an inappropriately high sexual drive at a young age with no sense of abashment for how she performs sexually in front of others. Gerald recalls seeing Tasha hump pillows on the couch and how she would invite boys over for sexual intercourse when she was underage. While these acts do not physically harm Gerald, how Tasha operates consistently places Gerald in uncomfortable positions.
Lisi is Gerald’s other sister. Tasha also abused Lisi while growing up, and Lisi lived in fear of her sister, like Gerald. Lisi determines to leave her traumatic household, so applies for scholarships, gets into college, and leaves. Though she loves Gerald and supports him, she never calls home.
Hannah, who refers to herself as the “junkman’s daughter” (181), is Gerald’s love interest whose reciprocated love transforms his life for the better. Consumed by his own problems, Gerald does not realize until later that Hannah has her own homelife issues. After her brother goes AWOL following his return from military service, her mother has been struggling with her mental health. Hannah must take on most household chores to take care of her entire family. After running away with Gerald, she still possesses deep concern and love for her family despite resentment over her treatment. By setting confronting problems directly, Hannah creates positive changes for herself and sets an important example for Gerald.
Joe Jr. is a teenager the same age as Gerald, whom he befriends one day. Joe Jr.’s family works in the circus, which is why Gerald, who loves the idea of circuses, befriends him. When Gerald considers running away and joining the circus, Joe Jr. quickly points out that circus life isn’t a fairytale world, but a job filled with hard work and stress. He remains friends with Gerald, eventually getting his friend to understand that joining the circus isn’t a solution to Gerald’s problems.



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