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Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of illness, sexual violence, rape, emotional abuse, bullying, antigay bias, gender discrimination, and substance use.
Troy Barrett, a Canadian hockey player for the National Hockey League (NHL) who has recently been traded from the division-leading Toronto Guardians to the last-place Ottawa Centaurs, poses for official photographs with his new team. The photographer, a woman named Gen, comments approvingly on his public confrontation with Dallas Kent, his former teammate and best friend. Troy reflects on the viral video where he called Dallas a rapist during practice, his realization that his former team prioritized protecting Dallas over holding him accountable, and his subsequent trade.
In the locker room, Troy encounters Wyatt Hayes, a former Toronto backup goalie now thriving as Ottawa’s starter. Although Troy has been unkind toward Wyatt in the past, Wyatt offers him a cautious chance to prove that he’s changed. Team captain Ilya Rozanov confronts Troy about his friendship with Dallas before giving him a grudging welcome.
Harris Drover, the team’s social-media manager, arrives with Chiron, a puppy in training to become a therapy dog. Troy is immediately struck by Harris’s open display of Pride pins and rainbow symbols. As a closeted gay man still reeling from his breakup with his secret boyfriend Adrian Dela Cruz, Troy feels intense envy of Harris’s ability to be openly gay and accepted. When Harris mistakes Troy’s lingering stares for contempt, Troy can’t find the words to explain himself. Coach Brandon Wiebe assigns Troy to the top line with Ilya and Zane Boodram, and practice begins.
Harris reviews photographs that Gen took of Troy and finds him extremely attractive, though he recalls what he interpreted as Troy’s contemptuous reaction to his Pride pins. He reflects on the accusations against Dallas Kent and his frustration with the hockey world’s silence, noting that Troy stood alone in publicly believing Dallas’s accusers.
In his hotel room, Troy discovers that Adrian, his ex-boyfriend of two years, is now publicly out and engaged to film director Justin Green. The revelation devastates him. He has no one to confide in since no one knew about Adrian in the first place. He recalls learning about the accusations against Dallas just two days after being dumped and how he was devastated by the details the women shared. After exchanging supportive texts with his mother, Troy attempts to create his mandatory public Instagram account, but he abandons the task when he sees vicious comments about him from both supporters of Dallas and Ottawa fans.
Before Troy’s debut game, Wyatt tells Harris that Troy is difficult but dedicated and that he believes Dallas’s accusers. Harris reviews the overwhelmingly negative social-media responses to Troy’s arrival in Ottawa.
Troy plays poorly in the game, missing passes and making multiple mistakes, though Ottawa still defeats Pittsburgh thanks to Wyatt’s goaltending and two goals from Ilya. After the game, a reporter asks Troy if he regrets his comments about Dallas. Troy spots Harris giving him a sympathetic look in the background and then refuses to discuss the matter. When Harris approaches afterward to ask about filming a promotional video, Troy declines, saying that he wants to focus on hockey. He feels guilty watching Harris walk away disappointed, though he considers his relatively gentle refusal a sign of personal growth.
Harris tells Gen that he thinks Troy seems sad and could use a friend. Gen warns him that everyone considers Troy difficult, though she hopes he wasn’t complicit in Dallas’s crimes.
Troy unexpectedly arrives at Harris’s office to apologize for his rudeness the night before. During their conversation, he finds himself drawn to Harris’s warmth and authenticity. He abruptly agrees to film a promotional interview on the spot. Before they begin, Troy tells Harris that he isn’t antigay and explains that he stared at Harris’s Pride pins due to surprise, not judgment. During the interview, Troy names openly gay player Scott Hunter as his favorite current player, impressing Harris. He struggles to answer personal questions, though Harris’s playful teasing briefly makes him genuinely smile.
The narrative moves forward to the day of Troy’s first away game with the Centaurs. Troy wakes up hungover in his Vancouver hotel room. Ilya arrives, gives him Gatorade, and warns him never to drink before a game again. He also informs Troy that his father, Curtis Barrett, is waiting in the lobby. Troy meets with Curtis and two business associates, enduring his father’s dismissal of Dallas’s accusers and his suggestion that Troy apologize to Dallas. Troy plays poorly against Vancouver, and the team loses.
In Edmonton, Troy is demoted to the third line. He scores what appears to be a legitimate goal, but it’s disallowed for goalie interference. Enraged, he shoves the referee, earns a game misconduct, and destroys his stick in the tunnel. Ottawa loses again.
Ilya tells Troy that he needs to play for the team instead of for himself. Troy reflects on years of hiding his sexuality behind aggressive antigay bias modeled after his father and Dallas, and he feels deep shame over his past cruel treatment of former teammate Ryan Price, who came out to the Toronto team.
Harris drives to his family’s apple orchard for Sunday dinner, where he’s warmly greeted by his parents and their dogs. His father expresses concern about his health, referencing Harris’s congenital heart condition and multiple past surgeries. Harris reassures him but internally resents being viewed as fragile.
Harris’s older sisters, Anna and Margot, arrive with their husbands. During dinner, Harris’s father mentions Troy’s recent on-ice outburst and jokingly tells Harris to keep him out of trouble. The family teases Harris about his love life, and he reflects that his job has consumed his social life and that he feels lonely.
Wyatt encourages Troy to attend a team barbecue at Zane’s house, and Troy accepts a ride from Harris. Before the party, Troy brings Harris coffee and cake pops as a friendly gesture.
At the barbecue, Troy receives a cautious but warm welcome. Evan Dykstra tells him that his wife works with sexual-assault survivors and that he supports Troy for confronting Dallas. Zane admits that he used to think poorly of Troy due to his association with Dallas but hopes to be proven wrong. The group’s open discussion of Wyatt’s sister and her wife signals the team’s inclusive culture, though Troy still doubts his own moral character and feels like an intruder.
Watching the affectionate couples makes Troy miss Adrian intensely. He finds himself observing Harris across the fire and imagining what a loving boyfriend he would be. On the drive back, Harris plays music performed by Fabian Salah, the boyfriend of Troy’s former gay teammate Ryan. Troy feels a quiet sadness for himself because he didn’t know that Ryan was in a relationship and didn’t try to befriend him when they were teammates. At the hotel, Troy finds it difficult to leave the warmth of Harris’s truck, and they share a meaningful look before he forces himself back into the cold.
The narrative opens in the aftermath of Troy Barrett’s decision to publicly label his former teammate a sexual predator, immediately establishing professional hockey as an institution that punishes dissent to protect its assets. Troy faces swift retaliation for breaking the sport’s code of silence: His former organization trades him, and opposing fans weaponize social media to hurl abuse at him online. This fallout reflects the cultural context of the #MeToo movement, illustrating how institutional structures prioritize a star athlete’s reputation over accountability. Troy’s consequent isolation, which is exacerbated by his secret boyfriend publicly coming out and announcing an engagement to someone else, demonstrates the risks involved in challenging systemic abuse. Instead of rewarding his moral stance, the league’s ecosystem treats his integrity as a liability, and he’s left utterly alone, establishing the steep cost of confronting normalized toxicity within the theme of Speaking Truth to Power and the Cost of Integrity.
Troy’s fraught relationship with his own identity manifests through his visceral reactions to visual markers of LGBTQ+ visibility. When he first encounters Harris Drover, Troy fixates on the Pride pins attached to his jacket. Within the historically antigay environment of men’s professional hockey, these pins function as a symbol of a liberated existence that Troy simultaneously dreads and envies. His stare is misread by Harris as bigoted contempt when it’s actually rooted in jealousy. Troy’s terror of being outed has forced him to rely on a rigidly curated public persona, making Harris’s casual authenticity magnetic yet unsettling. Troy notes that, aside from mandatory league events, “he ha[s] never seen anyone blatantly displaying rainbow symbols in a locker room before” (11). By placing these overt LGBTQ+ symbols within the locker room, a space traditionally hostile to such displays, the text highlights the tension between Troy’s internalized shame and his unarticulated desire for a life free from constant self-policing. The pins create tension by forcing Troy to confront the vast disparity between his hidden truth and Harris’s lived reality.
To survive in the high-pressure environment of professional hockey, Troy relies on posturing that the narrative gradually dismantles through the theme of The Courage to Redefine Masculinity and Selfhood. He models his aggressive façade on two negative examples, Dallas Kent and his father. The scene in which Curtis ambushes Troy, dismisses the accusations against Dallas, and demands that Troy apologize to his former friend underscores the bigotry and toxic masculinity that the man modeled when his son was growing up. The pressure of maintaining his hypermasculine mask culminates in Troy’s on-ice meltdown in Edmonton, where he earns an ejection for violently shoving a referee. Following the outburst, Ilya intervenes, telling him, “Score a goal for you if you need to, […] but think about what you can do for the team” (63). Ilya’s mentorship challenges Troy’s self-centered worldview, prompting him to reflect with shame on his past complicity in bullying Ryan, a former gay teammate. This internal shift marks the beginning of Troy’s realization that true strength requires emotional honesty and communal responsibility rather than cruelty and defensive isolation.
The contrast between Troy’s toxic past and his potential future is emphasized through his integration into the Ottawa Centaurs’ community, introducing the theme of Found Family as a Catalyst for Healing. Unlike the exclusionary culture of the Toronto Guardians, the Centaurs practice respect and inclusivity. This shift is epitomized by Chiron, who acts as a symbol of unconditional acceptance and whose non-judgmental presence provides the first crack in Troy’s hardened exterior. While Troy expects suspicion from his new teammates, Chiron offers immediate, uncomplicated warmth that circumvents Troy’s carefully constructed defenses, establishing a foundation of trust without the weight of hockey politics. This acceptance is further cemented during a team barbecue, where partners and staff are welcomed and teammates like Evan openly support Troy’s stance against Dallas. Although Troy still feels like an outsider at this point in the novel, he begins to seek comfort in Harris’s warm and steady presence, signaling his character’s crucial role in Troy’s future growth. By placing Troy in a supportive space, the narrative shifts the conflict from an external battle against a bigoted league to an internal journey toward self-acceptance, illustrating how community creates the necessary safety for personal transformation.



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