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Dani blows off an in-person meeting with Ethan to attend a family dinner with Levi. Ethan reluctantly agrees to a phone meeting, where he reiterates his belief that Dani should use her mother’s name to help her chances of getting into design school. Dani leans into Levi’s advice and refuses. Levi arrives and catches the tail end of the phone call, where Ethan suggests that he and Dani meet in his office on Friday night. Levi is worried about Dani returning home alone late in the evening.
Levi holds her hand as they go to the family dinner. Over the meal, Sarah encourages Levi to move out of his crowded apartment, which he shares with his roommates, and suggests that he and Dani move in together. Before Dani can respond, Claire and Rhea pelt her with more questions about when they’ll get married and have kids. Dani sees Trish smiling, something she hasn’t seen often since Levi’s father died, and she wonders how she’ll break the news to Trish when the fake-dating game is over.
Dani intentionally spills her wine to create a diversion. She and Levi go to the restroom to clean up, and he begins removing his shirt. Dani tries not to look. Levi knows about Gabe’s threat to tell about a “kissing incident,” and he wants to know the story. Dani refuses to tell him. They’re close enough to kiss, and Dani struggles to maintain her composure.
Levi asks whether anything is going on between her and Ethan. Dani says no and that Ethan only asked her out once, before he was her advisor. Levi is livid, believing that the situation is inappropriate and that Ethan is taking advantage of her. He wants Dani to find a new advisor. Dani defends herself, saying that she doesn’t need Levi to be her “brother.” She can see that her words have wounded him. He backs off and asks her to let him take her home after her meetings with Ethan.
In high school, when Dani and Levi argued, she would write him a letter to express her feelings. The first time she tried it was after another boy said unkind things about her, and she was so upset that she ghosted Levi at a party she was supposed to attend. When she tells Gabe about their most recent argument, Gabe suggests that she write an apology letter. Levi calls her after receiving the letter. He apologizes for “overstepping,” and they agree to once again be “best friends.”
Dani meets with Ethan in his office, where he tells her that the most recent draft of her essay for Lazaro lacks “emotion” and sounds “immature.” He wants her to try again, aiming more for “aspirational and decisive” (141). After she leaves, Dani begins to cry.
Ethan finds her crying and apologizes. He invites her to his place to work on the essay. Just as Dani is feeling drawn to Ethan’s charm, Levi arrives to walk her to the train. He identifies himself as Dani’s “boyfriend” and grasps her affectionately, walking her away from Ethan.
Dani has finished the alterations on Levi’s wedding suit and refuses to take payment. She enjoys their playful banter and reflects on how the fake-dating scheme has rekindled their friendship, which she has missed. Levi reminds her of the ball, and despite still having nothing to wear, Dani says that she still plans to come.
After unsuccessfully finding anything in her closet to wear to the ball, Jia and Gabe insist that she ask to borrow something from her mother. Dani’s mother grants her request and gives her an envelope containing her acceptance letter to École Supérieure des Arts et Techniques de la Mode (ESMOD, or Higher School of the Arts and Techniques of Fashion) in Paris. Dani is happy but reminds her mother that Lazaro remains her first choice. Her mother encourages her to be open to change.
Gabe and Jia select a dark blue, backless, curvy dress for Dani. She arrives at the ball and meets Levi on the staircase. They exchange a wordless look, and she knows that he’s taken aback by how she looks. Another man asks to buy her a drink, but Levi swoops in and ushers her away for a dance. Dani’s classmate Sandra interrupts, asking about Dani’s graduate-school applications. Dani doesn’t tell her about Paris since they’re trying to sell the idea that Levi is in a committed relationship, a story that’s less believable if she’s moving to France. Dani sees Levi talking to another woman and is jealous. Just then, Ethan appears.
Ethan congratulates Dani on her acceptances to ESMOD, and just as his charm lures her in again, Levi appears. Dani interprets Levi’s protectiveness as jealousy, and as they walk away from Ethan, she accuses him of leaving her to talk to another woman.
Bella arrives, and Dani pulls Levi onto the dance floor to give Bella a show. Levi apologizes and explains that the woman he was speaking with is a student in a class for which he’s a teaching assistant. He was telling the student about Dani. Their dancing becomes increasingly intimate, and Dani can’t help her feelings. She wonders if Levi feels the same. He tells her that she’s “beautiful” and “enthralling,” but Dani thinks it’s part of the performance. Levi insists that he means it. Dani excuses herself to get “some air.”
In a panic, Dani decides to leave, but Levi catches her just before she gets into a car. Dani wants to tell him that she loves him, but instead, through tears, she says that she’s never felt beautiful. Levi says that she is beautiful and that he’s “infatuated” with her. He kisses her passionately, and Dani is overcome with her love for him.
Another student, Sandra, interrupts them just as Dani musters the courage to tell him the truth. Sandra congratulates her on her ESMOD acceptance, and Dani explains that she hasn’t decided if she’s attending yet. Dani sees Bella from afar and knows that she’s seen everything. She quickly says goodbye to Levi and leaves.
Dani has a flashback to prom night. She was drunk, and Jeremiah, her date, left her and took her phone. Levi tried to help her, and in her mind, she thought she confessed her love for Levi. However, she now realizes that she actually said, “I love him” (180), making it sound as though she loved Jeremiah. She refused to let Levi take her home or help in any way, and he walked away hurt and angry. Later, as she waited for her mother to come pick her up, she saw Levi’s date, Cora, kissing him. Embarrassed and brokenhearted and interpreting it as a rejection, Dani vowed to cut off all contact with Levi.
In the present, Dani returns home, and Gabe and Jia are waiting for her. Dani cries, feeling foolish for almost telling Levi she loves him when she knows he doesn’t return the feelings. Gabe argues that she can’t be sure. Dani feels frustrated with being in her twenties yet still stuck in high-school drama.
Later, Dani channels her grief into completing her Lazaro application. She writes vulnerably about her failures and “about every instance in which [she] experienced loss, and how [she] came back from it” (187). Without first passing it to Ethan, she submits the application.
These chapters develop another antagonist, Ethan, who undermines Dani’s sense of self-worth through manipulative means. As the emotional stakes in Dani’s relationship with Levi intensify, she is also dealing with the pressure of a major life transition as she prepares for graduate school. The weight of both situations leaves her emotionally vulnerable, and Ethan takes advantage of that vulnerability and his position of power as her advisor. She describes their dynamic, revealing its inherent imbalance: “He made me feel young, as if I knew nothing. An inconvenient caveat to our arrangement because my insecurities often did that on their own” (163). Ethan is supposed to give her guidance, but instead, he uses his influence to manipulate her into a self-serving relationship, especially as he pushes her to present herself in her applications in ways that don’t feel authentic to her, presenting a new obstacle to Dani’s journey toward maturity.
This situation raises the theme of Growing Up by Letting Go of Expectations as Dani’s unwillingness to see the truth about Ethan strains her relationship with Levi, who correctly recognizes the inappropriateness of Ethan’s behavior. She also doesn’t understand the root of Levi’s protectiveness, interpreting his concern as another “big brother” response. Instead of clarifying his feelings, his protectiveness reinforces her perspective that he doesn’t see her romantically. Dani often slips into the belief that nothing has changed between them, even though time and experience have fundamentally altered their relationship. She says, “Anytime we got a glimpse of who we used to be together, it was like the ghost of our past entered the room and reminded us that there were four years of time separating us for a reason” (132). Dani constantly wrestles with the tension between her expectations and reality as she tries to filter Levi’s actions through the story she has constructed about their relationship.
These chapters also continue the theme of Listening to One’s Instincts as a Path to Self-Discovery as Dani continues to struggle with her self-worth because she places more weight on other people’s perspectives than her own. Her reunion with Levi reveals less about her grief over losing their friendship and more about the insecurities that she’s carried with her since high school. She has internalized the cruelty of others and realizes now that she has never fully worked through it all. Instead of processing that pain, she carries it with her, and as a creative person, this stunts her ability to create. In turn, she views her creative block as another failure, perpetuating the same self-doubt that has followed her for years. Dani’s struggle characterizes her journey of self-discovery, as she continues to define herself through the past and others’ opinions, which even affects her work.
Dani also continues to show difficulty in letting go of her preconceived notions about her relationship with Levi. Attending the ball feels like a fairy tale for Dani, as she’s dressed in an elegant gown and on the arm of the man she loves. Levi’s kiss should be her “Cinderella moment” and the confirmation of everything she’s hoped for, but instead, she labels it “[a] secret between two friends” (174), illustrating how she still views events through a narrow perspective built on past assumptions. She’s so convinced that their relationship is built on a lie that she can’t bring herself to believe that it means anything real and sees it all as part of the act. Dani has imagined this kind of romantic fulfillment for years, yet when it finally happens, she can’t trust it. Like Cinderella, she runs from the ball and ends the magic because she doesn’t believe it was ever real to begin with, illustrating how her perspective can lead to a self-fulfilling prophecy.
The author juxtaposes the ball scene with the flashback to Dani’s prom, offering a new perspective on that pivotal night. The flashback reveals that what she has always understood as Levi’s rejection was, in fact, a misunderstanding. Because of alcohol, she mistakenly declared her love for her prom date instead of Levi, and it was Dani who pushed Levi away, not the other way around. Everything she believed about the rupture in their relationship came from a misunderstanding and her inability to see it for what it was. This realization develops the theme of Overcoming Fear to Embrace Love, showing how easily timing, misinterpretation, and mistakes can affect relationships. As a result of fear of rejection and humiliation, Dani built her understanding of that night on something that wasn’t entirely true, which helps explain why her feelings have remained unresolved for so long. The disaster of the ball night ends with Dani resisting the urge to fall back into grief and regret, highlighting that she’s making progress along her character arc toward embracing love and maturity. Rather than dwelling on everything that went wrong, she chooses to move forward and finally complete her Lazaro application. This moment exemplifies character growth, as she stops reacting to her emotions and begins to take control of her own future. In doing so, she begins to develop a stronger sense of identity, choosing for herself rather than letting her failures define her.



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