Releasing 10

Chloe Walsh

78 pages 2-hour read

Chloe Walsh

Releasing 10

Fiction | Novel | YA | Published in 2025

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Parts 20-21Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of sexual violence, rape, mental illness, child abuse, child sexual abuse, child death, suicidal ideation, self-harm, sexual content, cursing, illness, and death.

Part 20: “Unforgiving Hearts” - Part 21: “Turning Over a New Leaf”

Part 20, Chapter 170 Summary: “This Isn’t a Game: Lizzie”

Over the next few days, Lizzie becomes even more detached from everything around her. She doesn’t go to school and loses large stretches of time.


One afternoon, Hugh comes over to Lizzie’s house to get his phone charger. She tries to get him to talk to her, but he refuses. Instead, she kisses him, and then begins to touch his body. Standing in the doorway to her bedroom, she pleasures him with her hand until he orgasms. She can see his “shame,” which causes her to be overwhelmed by guilt at “purposefully inflict[ing] pain on” him (628).


Lizzie goes into the bathroom. She stares at herself in the mirror as she hears Hugh leave. She then gets a razor blade and cuts her thigh.

Part 20, Chapter 171 Summary: “Soaring in Her Mania: Hugh”

When Lizzie returns to school, Hugh does his best to ignore her. He can tell that she is continuing to have sex with Pierce. He tells himself that her “hypersexuality” is a symptom of mental illness, but he is “too hurt” to forgive her (631).

Part 20, Chapter 172 Summary: “Not a Care in the World: Lizzie”

Lizzie has sex with Pierce in the bathroom. She thinks of these encounters as a form of medicine that helps with her urges. In the mirror, she barely recognizes the person she sees—but she also doesn’t care.

Part 20, Chapter 173 Summary: “Hate to Be You: Hugh”

At practice on Friday, Johnny invites Hugh to run with him. He asks if Hugh is alright. Hugh feels grateful that Johnny cares.

Part 20, Chapter 174 Summary: “Don’t Hold Your Breath: Hugh”

When Hugh gets home on Saturday, Lizzie and Claire are asleep on the couch in his living room with their heads on his mother’s lap. Catherine asks Hugh what happened. He tells her but makes her promise not to treat Lizzie any differently.

Part 20, Chapter 175 Summary: “Rapid Cycles and Racing Hearts: Lizzie”

Lizzie struggles to focus on what Pierce is saying to her. She hears him ask if she wants to be his girlfriend. Instead of answering, she goes into the bathroom and vomits.

Part 20, Chapter 176 Summary: “You Mean the World to Me: Lizzie”

A few days later, Lizzie goes over to Hugh’s house. He initially refuses to talk to her, but then lets her inside. She wants to fix things between them. He asks if she has started taking her medication, and she admits that she hasn’t.

Part 20, Chapter 177 Summary: “Leaving Like a Father: Hugh”

A week later, Hugh’s father tries to talk to him about Lizzie. However, Hugh angrily dismisses him—Peter has not been there for the family since Gibsie’s father died, so Hugh doesn’t need him now.

Part 20, Chapter 178 Summary: “Liberated Liabilities: Lizzie”

Not taking her pills makes Lizzie feel strangely liberated. She rarely sleeps, spending her time doing schoolwork, reading, and writing. She no longer fears feeling so unanchored, because she has already lost the only person that mattered.

Part 20, Chapter 179 Summary: “Freudian Slips: Hugh”

Every day over the next week, Lizzie goes over to Hugh’s house to see Claire. Each night, she goes into Hugh’s bedroom to try to convince him to give her another chance. Even when she climbs into his bed, Hugh resists her.

Part 20, Chapter 180 Summary: “Sleepovers and Stevie: Hugh”

One night, Lizzie comes into Hugh’s room. Without saying anything, she puts a CD into his stereo and plays “Silver Springs” by Fleetwood Mac. She stares into Hugh’s eyes as the song plays.

Part 20, Chapter 181 Summary: “Early Morning Wake Ups and Lindsey: Lizzie”

In the middle of the night, Hugh goes into Claire’s room where Lizzie is sleeping. He plugs his stereo in by Lizzie’s side of the bed, waking her up. He plays “Go Your Own Way” by Fleetwood Mac and turns it up to full volume. While the song plays, he stares at Lizzie, then leaves.

Part 20, Chapter 182 Summary: “I’m Mister Brightside: Hugh”

A few days later, Hugh goes to a party to celebrate his rugby team winning. Hugh thinks of how lucky he is to have his friends, especially Gibsie.

Part 20, Chapter 183 Summary: “I Love You, I’m Sorry: Lizzie”

Upstairs at the party, Lizzie has sex with Pierce. Overwhelmed with shame, Lizzie goes into the bathroom, repeatedly bangs her head against the door to feel the pain, then breaks a toothbrush in half and uses it to harm herself.


When Lizzie goes back downstairs, she sees Hugh leaving. She follows him outside and tries to talk to him, but he ignores her.

Part 20, Chapter 184 Summary: “The Lion and the Gazelle: Hugh”

A week later, Pierce comes to Hugh in the locker room. Lizzie has not been to school all week and Pierce is worried about her. Hugh dismisses him but can’t stop worrying about Lizzie.


After school, Hugh goes to Lizzie’s house. He finds her sitting outside in the rain in her school uniform. She invites Hugh inside. He hesitates, but she promises that she just wants to talk.


In the bedroom, Lizzie tries to seduce Hugh. He resists, insisting that he still loves her but can’t give in to her. However, when she takes off her clothes, they engage in parallel masturbation.

Part 20, Chapter 185 Summary: “You Can Hold My Hand: Lizzie”

Afterwards, Lizzie feels regret upon seeing how ashamed Hugh looks. Hugh tells her that what they did was a mistake, but Lizzie struggles to comprehend why—he’s never touched her without her consent, unlike “the monster” who “fucks [her] in [her] dreams” (677). Confused, Hugh tries to get her to explain, but she storms past him into the yard.


Hugh catches up to Lizzie at the gate. He tells her that she can come back to his house since her parents aren’t home. He desperately wants to help her. Lizzie softens, agreeing to go with him and holding his hand as they walk.

Part 20, Chapter 186 Summary: “Maybe We Can Be Friends?: Hugh”

For two weeks, Lizzie stays over at Hugh’s house, sleeping in Claire’s bed. Hugh resists the urge to see her each night, usually showering in the middle of the night to take his mind off her.


One night, Lizzie comes into the bathroom while Hugh showers. She apologizes for being in his home, but he assures her that he just wants to protect her. She then steps into the shower and hugs him. She begs Hugh to forgive her, insisting that she will do everything she can to treat herself. Hugh hesitates. He wants to forgive her but can never trust her again. He promises that he will always love her and that someday they will be friends.

Part 20, Chapter 187 Summary: “Stolen Burgers and Kisses: Hugh”

The next night, on New Year’s Eve, Hugh goes out to a dance with his friends. He dreads the idea of it turning midnight without Lizzie. However, at midnight, a red-headed girl named Katie grabs him and kisses him. Hugh realizes that she looks as though she has been crying.


Outside, Hugh sits with Katie. He feels guilty, then realizes he has no obligations to Lizzie anymore.

Part 20, Chapter 188 Summary: “Where the Hell Were You, Daddy?: Lizzie”

That same night, Lizzie has sex with Pierce at her house. Her father walks in on them, kicks Pierce out, and turns his anger on Lizzie. However, all she can think is that her father never protected her from the monster who hurt her for years. She goads her father, and he hits her. She can see he is crying but she feels nothing.

Part 20, Chapter 189 Summary: “New Year, New Me: Hugh”

As Hugh eats breakfast the next morning, Claire rushes into the kitchen to tell him that Lizzie’s mother had a heart attack.

Part 20, Chapter 190 Summary: “I’ll Do It: Lizzie”

Sitting by her mother’s bedside, Lizzie blames herself for what happened. She tells her father that she wants to be admitted into treatment. Relieved, he contacts a psychiatric facility, and they agree to admit Lizzie that afternoon.


Hugh shows up at the hospital. He helps Lizzie eat. She repeatedly apologizes for everything she did, but Hugh assures her that she only needs to focus on her own health.

Part 20, Chapter 191 Summary: “Little White Lies: Hugh”

Before Lizzie leaves, she says goodbye to her mother, who is recovering from her heart attack. Hugh realizes how much he still loves Lizzie—he didn’t even hesitate to come be with her.


Before Lizzie leaves, she apologizes again to Hugh. He assures her that she will begin to heal and that he will be waiting for her when she comes home. However, he admits to himself that he is lying.

Part 21, Chapter 192 Summary: “Hibernating Hearts and Watery Bridges: Hugh”

A week later, Hugh returns to school. Claire expresses her frustration that she hasn’t heard from Lizzie. Hugh protectively lies that Lizzie is in Spain with her mother because they both needed time away.

Part 21, Chapter 193 Summary: “Whatever It Takes: Lizzie”

Lizzie’s father expresses his frustration with the doctors at the treatment facility. The doctor explains that it may take over two months of in-facility treatment for Lizzie to begin to recover and even after that it’s a difficult path. However, Lizzie assures her father that she will do whatever they recommend.

Part 21, Chapter 194 Summary: “Just Friends: Hugh”

On January 25, Lizzie has been in treatment for 40 days. Hugh has not spoken to her the entire time, yet he still thinks about her every day.


Katie interrupts his thoughts. She apologizes for kissing him on New Year’s Eve. She is still getting over with a recent breakup. They decide to be friends.

Part 21, Chapter 195 Summary: “Close Your Eyes, Sweetheart: Lizzie”

As Lizzie lies in the hospital, a nurse attaches pads to her head. They have been treating her with electroconvulsive therapy.

Part 21, Chapter 196 Summary: “It’s Nice to Have a Friend: Hugh”

A couple weeks later, Hugh goes to the movies with Katie. He is nervous the entire time, wondering if she wants to be more than friends. However, he relaxes as the movie goes on. Afterwards, they agree to continue to meet on Friday nights as friends.

Part 21, Chapter 197 Summary: “This is Me Trying: Lizzie”

As Lizzie continues treatment, she thinks about Hugh. She begins to understand how her manic and depressive episodes affect her decision-making and how her actions impacted Hugh.

Part 21, Chapter 198 Summary: “Comfortable Companions: Hugh”

One Friday night, Hugh and Katie go out to dinner. She asks him questions about Lizzie. Initially, he resists answering, but then opens up. He realizes that he feels better talking about it.


After dinner, Katie asks if Hugh wants to be more than friends in the future. She isn’t ready to move on, but she likes being with him and would be interested in more eventually. With Hugh’s mind and heart in conflict, he kisses her, feeling a mix of “uncertainty, guilt, and excitement” (721).

Part 21, Chapter 199 Summary: “Fres Out the Slammer: Lizzie”

After three and a half months of treatment, Lizzie returns home more confident and in control of her ability to stabilize her mood. She returns to school in mid-April.


In the afternoon, Lizzie waits where she knows she will see Hugh. Lizzie thanks Hugh for not telling anyone where she was, and he assures her that all he wants for her is to get better.

Part 21, Chapter 200 Summary: “Goodbye, My Lover: Hugh”

When Hugh first sees Lizzie, his heart immediately tells him to forgive her and to let her back into his life. As he wrestles with his feelings, Lizzie insists that she wants to tell him how she feels.


Lizzie thanks Hugh for everything that he did for her. She can now see how selfish she was by stopping her medication and how her actions ruined their relationship. She is still in love with Hugh but knows that he won’t be able to forgive her. Hugh tries to interrupt, as he grapples with his mixed feelings. However, Lizzie insists that they can’t even be friends, as it would be too difficult while they’re still in love. Instead, she wants him to be with Katie and to be happy. As Lizzie walks away, Hugh wants to tell her not to go, but knows that “it wouldn’t […] help either one of [them]” (730).

Parts 20-21 Analysis

In this section, mirrors are used as a metaphor to emphasize the duality that characterizes Lizzie’s mental health crisis. After she brings Hugh to orgasm in her bedroom doorway, she stares at her reflection with a lack of recognition: “[a] stranger stared back at me. A whore had stolen my face” (629). Then, after she has penetrative sex with Pierce in the bathroom, she again finds it difficult to identify with the person she sees in the mirror: “I tilted my head to one side, trying to make a connection with the stranger staring back at me. I couldn’t recognize her, but I was touching her face” (634). In both scenes, Lizzie’s dissociative state literalizes the fact that she feels split into two versions of herself: the one who wants to be with Hugh, and the one having promiscuous sex while knowing that she is harming herself. In the novel, Lizzie’s sexual acting out is a manifestation of mania—one of the poles of her bipolar disorder—as well as a response to the trauma of being raped. By externalizing the part of her that is experiencing extreme symptoms and displacing it onto her reflection, Lizzie shows that she is unable to coherently integrate her fractured psyche.


Hugh also feels torn, though his internal conflict is a more typical one. He still cares deeply about Lizzie, as emphasized by his willingness to talk with her and even let her stay over at his house. Moreover, he clearly feels compassion for Lizzie’s inability to fully control her behavior, as evidenced in the fact that he begs his mother and Claire not to treat Lizzie any differently despite what she did. This willingness to let go of his bitterness and anger is a positive sign. At the same time, Hugh’s empathy reveals The Benefits and Burdens of Commitment. Intellectually, he understands that curtailing the relationship is the right thing to do. However, his heart “turned to her like a faithful boomerang. Because unlike my brain, it couldn’t be tricked into forgetting about her” (727). This simile compares Hugh’s emotions to a weapon designed to return even when thrown far away; Lizzie’s actions have hurt him, but every time he sees her, his initial reaction is to rekindle the romance. This conflict highlights the danger and value of unconditional commitment.


The evolution of the relationship between Lizzie and Hugh in the novel’s conclusion is conveyed through physical touch. The first time that they see each other after their breakup, Lizzie pleasures Hugh in the doorway to her bedroom. The next time, when Hugh refuses to touch her, she pleasures herself, encouraging Hugh to do the same to himself. In both instances, as Hugh tries to distance himself emotionally from Lizzie, he is drawn back in by his physical attraction to her. However, on the last night that Lizzie spends at Hugh’s house, she comes into the shower with him but does not touch him sexually. Instead, they hold each other, as Lizzie apologizes for the harm that she caused. The progression of distancing touch—from mutually sexual to masturbatory to supportive, nonsexual connection—exemplifies the emotional trajectory of their bond. Their hug in the shower reaffirms The Love and Support Friendships Offer, as they still care for each other even if they cannot be together romantically again.


The final climax of the novel comes when Lizzie’s mother has a heart attack, leading Lizzie and Hugh to reconnect as future friends. Because Lizzie blames herself for her mother’s cardiac event, she finally recognizes the damage that she is causing those around her by not addressing her mental illness. After months of in-patient treatment, Lizzie can show Hugh that she has taken his concerns to heart and has taken on the responsibility for managing her condition.


Although much of the novel borrows its structure from the romance genre, the conclusion subverts the expectation of a happily ever after ending. All along, the novel has been demonstrating that even fated, consuming love cannot conquer all—despite Hugh’s intense commitment to Lizzie, he cannot improve her mental health in the long term, nor can he bring Mark to justice or undo the damage of the abuse Lizzie has suffered. Instead, the ending emphasizes The Complexities of Trauma and Healing. While Hugh’s ongoing support—as well as the support of Claire and Hugh’s mother—will help Lizzie in her mental health journey, teenage love is simply not enough. Instead, Lizzie will need therapy, medication, her friendships, and more to truly address the trauma she has faced.

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