Before I Die

Jenny Downham

Before I Die

Jenny Downham
40 pages1-hour read
Fiction
Novel
YA
Published in 2007

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Character List

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Major Characters

Tessa is a sixteen-year-old British girl living with terminal leukemia. Frustrated by her fading health and the dreary constraints of her treatment, she creates a secret list of rebellious acts she wants to experience, from having sex to breaking the law. She is fiercely independent, often pushing away the people who care for her, yet desperately yearns to live a normal teenage life.

Key Relationships

Daughter of Dad

Daughter of Mum

Older Sister of Cal

Best Friend of Zoey

Romantic Interest of Adam

Brief Romantic Partner of Jake

Patient of Philippa

Dad is Tessa's devoted and exhausted primary caretaker. He is patient, hardworking, and deeply protective, shouldering the immense burden of managing his daughter's illness and his household alone. His constant vigilance often frustrates Tessa, who sees his care as a reminder of her fading health.

Key Relationships

Father and Caretaker of Tessa

Father of Cal

Ex-Husband of Mum

Former Romantic Interest of Sian

Mum is an adventurous, wealthy-born woman who left the family when Tessa was twelve. She has recently moved back into a nearby apartment following the news of Tessa's diagnosis. She possesses a charming, impulsive spirit that entertains Tessa, but she severely lacks the reliability and practical skills needed for caretaking.

Key Relationships

Mother of Tessa

Ex-Wife of Dad

Mother of Cal

Cal is Tessa's younger brother. He struggles to fully comprehend the gravity of his sister's illness, often using dark humor and blunt comments to cope with the tension in the house. Despite their typical sibling bickering, he forms a crucial part of Tessa's grounding reality.

Key Relationships

Younger Brother of Tessa

Son of Dad

Son of Mum

Neighbor of Adam

Zoey is Tessa's best friend, known for her wild, rebellious, and fiercely independent streak. She dresses Tessa up, sneaks her into clubs, and encourages her rule-breaking desires. Beneath her party-girl exterior, Zoey longs for stability and love, often seeking it through reckless romantic entanglements.

Key Relationships

Best Friend of Tessa

Romantic Partner of Scott

Friend of Jake

Adam is the quiet, slightly disheveled boy who lives next door to Tessa. He spends most of his time doing yard work and caring for his depressed mother following a family tragedy. His status as a solitary outcast draws Tessa to him, providing a calm contrast to her chaotic life.

Key Relationships

Romantic Interest of Tessa

Son and Caretaker of Sally

Neighbor of Cal

Supporting Characters

Sally is Adam's mother. Following the sudden death of her husband in a car accident, she became deeply depressed and reclusive. She relies heavily on her son to manage the household and act as her buffer against the outside world.

Key Relationships

Mother of Adam

Neighbor of Tessa

Jake is a local boy whom Tessa and Zoey meet during a night out. He provides Tessa with her first sexual experience, though he proves to be oblivious and uncommunicative regarding her emotional distress and physical condition.

Key Relationships

Brief Romantic Partner of Tessa

Friend and Roommate of Scott

Scott is Jake's friend and roommate who runs a market stall. He briefly dates Zoey after the group meets at a club, pursuing a fast-paced romantic connection with her.

Key Relationships

Romantic Partner of Zoey

Friend and Roommate of Jake

Philippa is a home-care nurse assigned to monitor Tessa's deteriorating condition. She maintains a strict, no-nonsense professional demeanor, often clashing with Tessa's cynical and rebellious moods.

Key Relationships

Nurse to Tessa

Colleague of Dad

Shirley is a stern supermarket detective who catches Tessa stealing. She remains entirely unmoved by Tessa's attempts to use her illness to gain sympathy, insisting on calling Tessa's father instead.

Key Relationships

Interrogator of Tessa

Richard Green is a popular radio host whom Dad contacts to help fulfill Tessa's wish for fame. Despite his public persona, he is a rumpled, impatient man who quickly cuts the interview short when Tessa deviates from the script.

Key Relationships

Interviewer of Tessa

Acquaintance of Dad