Caught Up

Liz Tomforde

59 pages 1-hour read

Liz Tomforde

Caught Up

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2023

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Chapter 33-Bonus ChapterChapter Summaries & Analyses

Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of sexual content.

Chapter 33 Summary: “Kai”

On Miller’s 26th birthday, which is also her final day in Chicago, Kai bakes her a birthday cake while she has breakfast with her father, Monty. Later, the Warriors host Family Day at the field, an event Kai typically dreads because no one attends for him. This year, Max, Isaiah, and Miller are present. Miller arrives wearing Kai’s jersey, but her mood has been poor since her photo shoot the day before. When Kai asks her to help introduce Max to teammates’ parents, she refuses, insisting it would be inappropriate for a nanny. He pulls her onto the field to pitch, proposing a bet: If she walks the batter, she must explain her mood, but, if she strikes him out, he’ll stop asking. Miller walks the batter and admits the photo shoot felt like a nightmare and that leaving tomorrow feels wrong, though she believes she has no choice.


Kai speaks with Monty privately, explaining he wants Miller to know she always has a home with them but won’t pressure her to stay. Monty reveals that Miller looks at Kai as if he is the most wonderful thing that’s ever happened to her but warns she may leave despite her feelings due to her drive to succeed. Kai admits he loves Miller and will keep loving her even if she breaks his heart. Kennedy arrives with Dean, and Isaiah reacts with hostility. Kennedy reveals Dean is her stepbrother.

Chapter 34 Summary: “Miller”

Miller finds Isaiah sulking in the dugout over Kennedy’s connection to Dean, and she comforts him. When Miller asks about Kai’s childcare plans after she leaves, Isaiah explains the staff will help for the remaining month of the season. He admits he’ll miss her, and Miller reveals she has 16 consulting jobs scheduled over four years, a schedule that now sounds unbearable and lonely. Isaiah grows serious, tells Miller that Kai sacrificed his youth for him and deserves the world and that Kai considers her his entire world. Miller assures Isaiah she’ll never forget Kai or Max, privately hoping Kai has maintained their agreement to remain emotionally detached, as she has failed by falling in love.


Brian Gould, Monty’s former Atlanta teammate, approaches and criticizes Monty for retiring mid-season to adopt Miller, which he claims cost them a World Series ring. He tells Miller it’s fortunate she has an impressive career after Monty abandoned his for her. Isaiah moves to defend her, but Miller stops him and says Brian is correct. She views the exchange as a necessary reminder to leave the next day.

Chapter 35 Summary: “Kai”

Kai drives Miller and Max home from Family Day. At home, he surprises Miller with the birthday cake he made and gives her a framed photograph of the three of them and a birthday card with Max’s scribbles, signed with love from Max. Miller cries, overwhelmed by the gesture. They put Max to bed together, which they seldom do. Miller rocks Max while visibly agonized, knowing this is her final night with the toddler, and whispers that she loves him. Max lifts his head, looks directly at her, and clearly calls her mama for the first time. She realizes he’s been trying to say this for weeks, not her name. He repeats it proudly while settling back against her chest, and Miller begins sobbing.

Chapter 36 Summary: “Miller”

After placing Max in his crib, Miller rushes from the room, devastated. She sobs that she hasn’t earned the title of mother. Kai counters that she has earned it through consistent love and care, not by achieving a goal. Her attention shifts to Kai’s baseball cap on the kitchen island. Inside the inner brim, next to Max’s picture, is a photograph of her. When she asks why, Kai confesses he’s deeply in love with her. Miller denies it, reminding him of their rules against attachment. Kai rejects her rules and declares he won’t apologize for his feelings. He admits loving her was “one of the two greatest surprises of [his] life” and that he would chase her across the country if not for his responsibilities to Max (352). He begs her not to tell him whether she loves him back or give him false hope.


Instead of speaking, Miller kisses him. They go to his bedroom, and Miller asks him not to use protection, wanting complete closeness for their final night together. Before they have sex, Kai asks permission to tell her he loves her one more time. Afterward, he tells her that if she ever decides to stop running and make a home, she should make it with him. She silently agrees. When Kai calls it a good day, Miller thinks to herself that, for her, it was the last one.

Chapter 37 Summary: “Kai”

One week has passed since Miller left. Kai is pitching terribly and hasn’t spoken to her, instead asking Monty for updates. He sleeps with her pillow and has spent the week correcting Max when the toddler calls her mama, though he is beginning to give up. During a game, Kai gives up a grand slam and Monty pulls him from the field, urging him to call Miller. Kai refuses, not wanting to distract her from her success. At home, Max notices his father is sad, and Kai explains that sadness means loving someone so much you miss them. When Max points to Miller’s photo and calls her mama, Kai gives up correcting him.


That evening, Kai scrolls through Miller’s online interviews searching for any hint she might return. Realizing he forgot about Ryan and Indy’s wedding on Saturday, he texts them. When Indy mentions that Miller misses everyone, his longing becomes unbearable. He calls Miller’s phone, but her agent answers and tells him Miller is working late and is happy and thriving. Kai asks Violet not to mention he called and hangs up feeling defeated.

Chapter 38 Summary: “Miller”

One week after arriving in Los Angeles, Miller is overwhelmed by her demanding schedule. She gives her phone to Violet after a prep shift at Luna’s restaurant and is disappointed when her agent says that Kai hasn’t called. During dinner service, an order for Bananas Foster triggers memories of Max, and she becomes overwhelmed with sadness, reaching for the birthday card from Kai and Max she keeps in her chef coat pocket. After her shift, she returns to her large rental house but chooses to sleep in her van because the house feels too empty without Kai and Max.


She checks the internet, finds coverage of Kai’s terrible game, and feels responsible. Luna’s owner, Chef Maven, then texts to cancel Miller’s only morning off for an additional meeting. Looking at messages from her Chicago friends, including a video of Max and Kai, Miller is overcome with loneliness. She calls her father but reaches his voicemail and leaves a tearful message admitting she misses him and Kai. She cries herself to sleep in her van.

Chapter 39 Summary: “Miller”

Miller wakes the next morning, momentarily forgetting she is in Los Angeles, not Chicago. She accidentally shatters the glass on Kai’s framed photo and, while removing the picture, discovers a handwritten note on the back, telling her he hopes she’s finding joy because she helped him and Max find theirs. The message devastates her. She meets Chef Maven for coffee, and Maven observes that Miller described her love for traveling in the past tense and asks if she still enjoys it. Miller admits her career has lost its appeal. When Maven asks for Miller’s reason for cooking, she immediately responds that it’s to feed the people she loves. Maven advises her to quit if she’s lost her passion, saying it’s better to be mediocre at something you love than excellent at something you don’t.


Miller shows Maven the magazine layout and is struck by how unhappy she looks in the cover photo. She opens a pending email from the photographer and finds a single outtake, a photo of her holding Max, both beaming with joy. Maven notes Miller looks at Max the way she looks at her own daughter. After buying a replacement frame, Miller returns home to find Monty waiting on the front steps. He flew to Los Angeles after hearing her voicemail. He shares the story of her kindergarten Mother’s Day tea party, where she first called him “Dad,” and insists raising her was a privilege, never a sacrifice. Miller finally understands. Monty tells her to pursue her happiness. At her magazine interview later that day, Miller tells the journalist she plans to go see two boys.

Chapter 40 Summary: “Kai”

Thirteen days after Miller left, Kai drives with Max and Isaiah to Ryan and Indy’s wedding. Isaiah reveals he’s been texting Miller daily with updates on Max and that she occasionally asks about Kai. He grows angry with Kai for refusing to ask for help, pointing out he could have asked Isaiah to watch Max during the off-season so Kai could visit Miller. Isaiah also reveals what Brian Gould said to Miller at Family Day, giving Kai renewed hope. At the reception, Kai slips away and finds an advance copy of the magazine with Miller on the cover. The article reveals Miller is leaving the high-end culinary world. In the interview, she says that her new dream is a life of balance and love, that the only kitchen she wants is Kai’s, and that she stopped running from commitment after meeting him and Max. The article includes accessible recipes dedicated to his family, including one for his late mother.


As Kai processes this, Miller appears in the doorway holding two champagne glasses and says she quit her job. She tells him she wants to open her own patisserie in Chicago, watch his games, raise Max, have more babies, and be happy. She confesses she loves him, and they kiss. Max sees Miller through the glass door and calls for her, and Miller runs outside and embraces him. Kai joins his family on the dance floor, surrounded by their friends.

Epilogue Summary: “Kai”

The narrative moves forward to Max’s second birthday, which is six months after Miller’s return. She’s prepared an elaborate jungle-themed party, and her new bakery, M’s Patisserie, has been thriving for six weeks. Monty arrives with gifts and privately gives Kai the engagement ring he purchased for Miller’s mother decades ago, which he never had the chance to use. The backyard fills with friends and family, including Stevie and Zanders with their new baby daughter, and Indy and Ryan, who are expecting. Isaiah and his teammates arrive late from Las Vegas, where Isaiah and Kennedy drunkenly got married. Kai tells Isaiah to hide his wedding ring so it doesn’t overshadow his own proposal to Miller later.


After Max’s birthday cake, Kai has Max deliver a small bag to Miller. Inside is a ring box. Kai kneels and proposes to Miller, asking her to marry him. Miller tearfully accepts as their friends celebrate around them.

Bonus Chapter Summary: “Kai”

Nearly two years after Miller returned, Kai and Miller are preparing for family dinner when Max asks why they didn’t go to Spring Training. Kai explains that he retired from playing baseball to stay home, and Max’s resulting sadness solidifies Kai’s decision to accept Monty’s offer to join the Warriors’ coaching staff. Retrieving the mail, Kai finds an envelope from their law firm containing finalized adoption paperwork, making Miller legally Max’s mother. He shows the documents to Miller, who’s overwhelmed with emotion.


Miller then reveals she had a gift made in case he accepted the coaching position, a Warriors jersey for Max with the word “COACH” on the back. She produces a second, newborn-sized jersey with the same design and tells Kai she’s pregnant. Kai is overwhelmed with emotion, grateful to be included from the beginning of this pregnancy, unlike with Max. They place their hands together on her stomach, overjoyed about their expanding family and the future ahead of them.

Chapter 33-Bonus Chapter Analysis

In these final chapters, Kai dismantles his own defensive stoicism through emotional honesty, finding The Courage to Be Vulnerable in the Face of Past Trauma. Before Miller leaves Chicago, Kai refuses to retreat into the guarded persona he adopted after his father’s abandonment. Instead, he explicitly declares his love, explaining that she anchored him and telling her, “You put me first when I forgot how to” (352). After her departure, Kai experiences depression, pitching terribly and sleeping with her pillow. Rather than completely shutting down, he openly admits his sadness to his toddler, explaining that grief is simply a reflection of love. Furthermore, when Isaiah confronts him for acting like a martyr, Kai finally accepts his brother’s offer to help with off-season childcare. By voicing his grief and leaning on his family, Kai breaks a lifelong pattern of isolation and self-reliance. This emotional transparency demonstrates that embracing vulnerability is necessary for navigating personal crises and forging genuine intimacy.


Ultimately, the motif of the baseball field becomes a site of integration, representing Kai’s newly achieved equilibrium. Family Day used to be his “least favorite day on the calendar” because he lacked a traditional support system (325), but Miller’s presence makes the event a joyful occasion. Following Miller’s return at Ryan and Indy’s wedding, a gathering that highlights the vital importance of his chosen family, Kai fully restructures his life. He retires from playing to join Monty’s coaching staff, a decision Miller celebrates by gifting him a “COACH” jersey for Max alongside a newborn-sized equivalent to announce her pregnancy. Joining the coaching staff removes the relentless travel demands that previously made the sport feel entirely incompatible with fatherhood. He retains his connection to the game while ensuring he can be consistently present for his expanding family. By physically altering his relationship to the diamond, Kai reconciles his professional identity with his paternal devotion, proving that balance requires conscious, structural life changes rather than perpetual sacrifice.


The narrative resolves the theme of The Conflict Between Professional Ambition and Personal Fulfillment by redefining success through the motif of baking. In Los Angeles, Miller struggles at Luna’s, sleeping in her van because her expansive rental house only amplifies her isolation. She ultimately admits to Chef Maven that her true motivation is feeding the people she loves, a stark contrast to the sterile, child-free environment of her high-end culinary career. This realization prompts her to abandon the restaurant industry and return to Chicago to open M’s Patisserie. Rejecting critical acclaim, she features approachable recipes in her Food & Wine magazine spread, including a tiramisu dedicated to Kai’s late mother. Baking transitions from a source of stifling industry pressure into an expression of authentic love. By walking away from the prestige of her James Beard Award to teach local classes and run a bakery “named after all her favorite people” (415), Miller reclaims her craft. This shift argues that sustainable ambition must integrate personal joy, rejecting the notion that elite accolades equate to a fulfilling life.


The conclusion deepens the theme of Redefining Home and Family Through Love Rather than Biology by framing parenthood as an active, joyful choice. When Monty unexpectedly visits Miller in California, he states that adopting her was a profound privilege, never a sacrifice. This crucial intervention frees Miller from the lingering guilt instilled by Brian Gould’s callous comments at Family Day and allows her to see her bond with Max as organic and voluntary, mirroring her father’s devotion. Earlier, when Max calls her “Mama” for the first time, Miller breaks down, terrified she hasn’t earned the title. Kai reassures her that motherhood is earned through consistent, loving care rather than measurable achievements. The thematic arc is formalized in the bonus chapter when Miller receives the finalized legal paperwork to adopt Max, shortly before revealing her pregnancy. Through these parallel adoption narratives, the text posits that family is defined by unwavering emotional commitment rather than biological ties.

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