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Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of suicidal ideation, emotional abuse, and sexual content.
The narrator, Linda, is invited to a Vision Board Brunch (VBB) by her coworker and only friend, Karina Carvalho. Linda works as a content moderator at a video-sharing platform called Acuity and believes in the concept of predestined fate. Her secret desire is for a plane to recognize her as its soulmate and crash, uniting them in a spiritual marriage (she views planes as spiritually male and refers to them regularly using he/him pronouns). Fearing social rejection from the VBB, Linda decides to create a fraudulent vision board with a pilot as a stand-in for her true goal. Linda was first drawn to Karina because of her intense fear of flying, which Linda sees as a kindred spiritual state.
Linda reflects on her past, including her deceased father, who was the only family member to indulge her childhood interest in planes. After he died, she sold his boat, Wendy, for $9,000 (far less than it was worth) and spent the money on a monthlong flight binge that left her penniless and led to her moving in with her brother Al in Bakersfield. To control her obsession, she now lives a spartan life in a windowless room and allows herself only one round-trip flight per month. Inspired by a pilot sighting on the AirTrain at the San Francisco International Airport (SFO), Linda resolves to attend the brunch. She prepares her board at home with images of planes, stock photos of pilots, and a picture of Airbus CEO Guillaume Faury, then prints the images at a copy shop.
On her way to work at Acuity, Linda interprets the contrails she sees in the sky as a good omen. At the office, she sees that her performance ranking in the “Hate & Harassment” department is first, while Karina’s ranking in the “Violence” department is last. During a mandatory nine-minute wellness break, Linda achieves sexual gratification by placing a small piece of a decommissioned 737 in her mouth while viewing photos of planes on her phone.
This ritual brings back the memory of her sexual awakening at age 13. Her family was flying to Chicago, where her father had been invited to an actuarial convention, when the plane, a 737-800 designated N92823, encountered severe turbulence. Linda experienced her first orgasm and became convinced this was her destiny. The National Transportation Safety Board later attributed the incident to clear-air turbulence, though Linda disputes this with her own theories. She considers N92823 her first love and stalked his flight paths until he was put into storage.
After work, Linda goes to the Elephant Bar in Burlingame to watch planes land in the adjacent airport. This is her usual Friday night routine when she does not have a flight booked. She lies to the host, Jose, about waiting for a friend to secure a booth with a runway view. While watching planes land, she fantasizes about marrying a pilot who could share insider knowledge about aircraft.
On Sunday, Linda joins the VBB at the home of Celia, the mother of Karina’s fiancé, Anthony. There, she meets Karina’s friends for the first time: Esme, Stacy, Morgan, and Judy. Stacy mentions attending Stanford; Karina attended SF State. The other women present their vision boards, which focus on conventional goals like career advancement, family, and self-care. When it is Karina’s turn, her friends create tension by questioning her focus on marrying Anthony, whose novelty T-shirt business they are skeptical about.
Linda then presents her board, which is covered in photos of planes, pilots, and the Airbus CEO. She lies, explaining that her goal is to marry a pilot and travel more. To her surprise, the women react with enthusiasm, calling her board “amazing” and welcoming her into their group. The event concludes with all the women joining hands while Esme leads them through a manifestation mantra she learned at a corporate retreat: “Universe, empower me to become the best version of myself, in accordance with your infinite wisdom” (40). Linda leaves feeling a new sense of social belonging and confident that she has successfully communicated her true intentions to the universe.
Feeling emboldened by her success at the brunch, Linda calls her mother to announce she has decided to marry a pilot. She then attempts to socialize with her landlords, Mr. and Mrs. Chen, by entering their main house, which makes them visibly uncomfortable. Later, their son, Kevin Chen, politely asks Linda to stay out of the main house to avoid worrying his parents. After seeing Linda’s flight map and vision board, Kevin suggests she try using dating apps to find a pilot.
Linda reviews the itinerary for her upcoming monthly flight: a round trip to Phoenix on N108DQ, a 20-year-old 737-800, with the return leg on N942NN, a 17-year-old A321-100 she has not yet met. Taking Kevin’s advice, she creates a profile on a dating site called Pilotdate.net. In her windowless room’s harsh overhead light, she takes several unflattering photos of herself in a lace bra and uploads the best one, along with a blurry work ID picture, unable to wait for natural light since the sun has already set. She writes a bio based on a listicle about dating pilots and leaves her phone, hoping the profile will attract a match by morning.
Though the novel’s opening line, “Call me Linda” (3), immediately frames the narrative as a contemporary parallel to Herman Melville’s Moby-Dick, Linda is framed as being more akin to Melville’s Captain Ahab than his narrator, Ishmael. Both Ahab and Linda are consumed by the hunt for their respective “white whales.” In Linda’s case, her existence is singularly focused on her desire for a “marriage to a plane” (3), a union she believes can only be consummated in a fatal crash. This literary framing elevates Linda’s objectum sexuality from a mere psychological condition to an epic, potentially tragic quest. Her fixation is presented as a deep search for destiny, giving her a sense of purpose in a world she otherwise finds deeply alienating. By aligning Linda with one of literature’s most iconic obsessives, the narrative establishes her single-mindedness as both the core of her identity and a potential source of her own destruction.
The narrative grounds Linda’s surreal desires in a formative event: Linda’s sexual awakening aboard a turbulent flight at age 13. Experiencing her first orgasm during a moment of sublime terror fuses erotic pleasure with the prospect of a fiery death, cementing this specific fantasy as her ultimate destiny. The exposition of her backstory also reveals the important detail that Linda’s relationship with airplanes is partly tied to her relationship with her late father, described as the only person who could appreciate her interest in airplanes. This informs her perception of airplanes as being fundamentally “male,” a way of bringing Linda back to the only relationship in her life where she could feel safe and understood. The aircraft from the formative flight introduces N92823, the symbolic airplane that becomes Linda’s “first love” (19) and the archetype against which all subsequent planes are judged. This flashback gives her desire a specific origin, rooting it in a physical and emotional experience rather than an abstract whim. For Linda, the memory is proof that her connection to planes is real and predestined, a conviction that shapes her entire worldview and justifies her extreme quest for union.
Linda’s perspectives on destiny and a universal sense of purpose are juxtaposed against the Vision Board Brunch, which satirizes a specific brand of contemporary wellness culture while exploring its limitations. At the gathering, Karina’s friends display boards with conventional, socially acceptable goals like career advancement, family planning, and self-care. This ritual is a form of Manifestation as Toxic Positivity, a worldview that insists all desires can be achieved through positive thinking and aesthetic arrangement, thereby ignoring systemic barriers and personal complexities. The symbol of Vision Boards is central here; the boards themselves are physical objects representing the gap between one’s internal world and one’s public performance of ambition. Linda’s participation is likewise a performance; her board, filled with planes and pilots, is a coded message that she must translate into a more palatable goal: marrying a pilot. The brunch concludes with the women joining hands to recite a mantra, an ironic moment given that Linda’s “best version” involves a violent, transcendental death that is utterly impossible to share within this social context. The scene critiques a culture that champions authenticity but only accepts a narrow, sanitized version of it.
Folk further qualifies the alienating nature of Linda’s world through her work and living situation. Linda’s grim work at Acuity, where she is the “top-performing mod” (8) in the “Hate & Harassment” vertical, provides a contrasting backdrop for her fantastical inner life. Her job requires her to immerse herself in the most toxic forms of human interaction, “scrubbing comment threads of hate speech and death threats” (8) for $20 an hour. This emotionally draining work is contrasted with the sanitized corporate environment, which offers superficial perks like a nine-minute wellness break and a replenished stash of snacks. This juxtaposition highlights the theme of The Psychological Toll of Hidden Digital Labor, exposing the human cost of maintaining a palatable online world. Linda’s pride in her efficiency at this dehumanizing task suggests a cultivated emotional detachment, which in turn fuels her desperate longing for a more authentic and overwhelming form of connection. Her profession places her at the center of modern isolation; she moderates human relationships without ever truly participating in them, an experience that reinforces The Alienating Nature of Modern Life. Her desire for a spectacular, all-consuming union with an airplane thus becomes a radical alternative to the disembodied, fragmented, and abusive interactions that constitute her daily reality.



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