Plot Summary

What Light

Jay Asher

What Light

Fiction | Novel | YA | Published in 2016

Plot Summary

Sierra is a high school junior whose family owns a Christmas tree farm in Oregon and operates a seasonal sales lot in a small California coastal town, a tradition her grandparents started nearly thirty years ago. Every year after Thanksgiving, Sierra and her mother drive south to reunite with her father, living in a silver Airstream trailer on the lot and selling trees through Christmas Eve. Before she leaves, best friends Rachel and Elizabeth give her framed photos and express hope she might stay in Oregon for senior year so they can spend Christmas together. Sierra is conflicted: She has overheard her parents discussing whether the lot's declining finances can justify another season, though they have not spoken to her about it directly.

Sierra arrives in California and reconnects with Heather, her best friend since infancy, whom she sees only during the selling season. On Thanksgiving evening, they hike up Cardinals Peak, a local hill, and plant a small tree Sierra brought from the farm. She has done this every year, and six trees now grow there. Sierra confesses this may be their last season, and they agree to make the year special regardless.

The lot opens for business. Heather pushes Sierra to pursue a casual holiday romance, but Sierra resists, citing her overprotective father and the impracticality of it. Her father privately warns her against falling for anyone at the lot, reminding her how painful it was when he first fell for her mother and had to leave. Then, while hanging posters, Sierra notices a handsome stranger with dark hair and a striking dimple buying a tree. Their brief exchange leaves her flustered.

When Sierra mentions the stranger to Heather, Heather immediately identifies him as Caleb and reveals a troubling rumor: He reportedly attacked his sister with a knife, and the sister no longer lives in town. Sierra is shaken but cannot stop thinking about him. Over the following days, Caleb returns to the lot, and their conversations are flirtatious but halting. Sierra later discovers him at another lot loading more trees into his truck. When she alludes to the rumors, he shuts down and drives away.

Sierra visits Breakfast Express, a retro diner where Caleb works as a waiter. While she and Heather eat, a mother and her young twin daughters arrive to thank Caleb for giving them a Christmas tree, their first in years. The mother explains that Caleb does this on his own, using his tip money. Sierra realizes every tree he buys is a gift for a family who cannot afford one.

Their connection deepens. Sierra joins Caleb on a delivery to Mrs. Trujillo, the grandmother of his friend Luis. Caleb reveals that after his parents' divorce, his own family could not afford a tree, which inspired his tradition. Sierra shares the origin of her Cardinals Peak trees: At eleven, she cried for an hour after cutting down the first tree she personally raised, then began transplanting a seedling to California each year. She offers him the oldest tree to give to a needy family, and he suggests they deliver it together next year.

Andrew, a baseball player who works on the lot and harbors feelings for Sierra, confronts her, insisting Caleb is dangerous. Sierra dismisses him. Rachel and Elizabeth, alarmed by the rumor, urge Sierra to ask Caleb directly.

At a late-night diner, Caleb tells Sierra the truth. After his parents' divorce, his younger sister Abby, then in sixth grade, repeatedly blamed him for choosing to stay with their mother. One day he snapped: He grabbed a kitchen knife and chased Abby to her room, stabbing her closed bedroom door repeatedly while she screamed. He never opened the door or touched her, but the incident terrified everyone. Abby moved to Nevada to live with their father. Caleb's best friend Jeremiah witnessed the episode, and Jeremiah's mother spread the story, creating lasting stigma. Through family counseling, Abby has forgiven Caleb, but he cannot forgive himself for causing his mother to lose daily contact with her daughter. Sierra believes him and holds his hands across the table.

Sierra advocates for Caleb on multiple fronts: She pushes Jeremiah to reconsider the friendship, confronts Jeremiah's protective sister Cassandra when the siblings visit the lot, and tells her own parents the full story. Her father is deeply uncomfortable but reaches an uneasy acceptance, agreeing not to stand in Sierra's way.

When Rachel lands a role in a school production of A Christmas Carol and begs Sierra to come home for the performance, Sierra declines because Caleb has asked her to meet his family that same weekend. Rachel hangs up in anger. At dinner with Caleb's family, Sierra meets Abby, who is warm and confident, and their mother, who is more reserved. Upstairs, Sierra pauses at Abby's old bedroom door and feels the painted-over knife marks with her fingertips. When she inadvertently triggers Caleb's guilt about his sister's fractured upbringing, he becomes overwhelmed and abruptly ends the evening, telling Sierra the situation is "too much."

Devastated, Sierra reaches out to Rachel, who forgives her and promises help. The next morning, Caleb arrives with an apology, saying he stayed up all night talking with Abby and realized the problem lies within himself. Days later, Jeremiah unexpectedly appears at Caleb's house for their first real reunion, sparked by Sierra's advocacy. That evening, Caleb's mother reveals her secret Christmas gift to him: a trampoline. He and Sierra jump on it in the driveway, and after collapsing onto their backs, breathless and laughing, they share their first kiss under the stars.

Their happiness is tested when Sierra's father tells her the relationship must end because she is growing too attached with only days left. Caleb's mother then tells Caleb that Sierra's family is leaving soon and likely not returning. Blindsided that Sierra kept this from him, Caleb declares the situation too difficult and drives away. Sierra walks with her father and makes her case: His discomfort is partly about Caleb's past but mostly about watching his daughter fall in love knowing she will be heartbroken. Her father admits he and her mother nearly did not survive their own long-distance beginnings but concedes it was worth it. He relents.

Sierra calls Caleb, and they reconcile. Her parents donate a tree to his cause, and Luis and other baseball players from the lot pool their tips to buy another, showing that Caleb's generosity has become contagious. Rachel's promised help arrives by express mail: Elizabeth sends the painted tree cutting from Sierra's first Christmas tree, and Rachel sends two tickets to the winter formal dance back in Oregon.

On a hike up Cardinals Peak, Caleb and Sierra discover her oldest tree has been stolen, cut down and abandoned in the brush. Sierra is heartbroken, and Caleb holds her quietly.

On Christmas Eve, Caleb takes Sierra to the midnight candlelight service at his church. Rather than watch from inside, he leads her outside to listen through the walls as the congregation sings "Silent Night" and candlelight illuminates the stained glass from within. He explains this moment has always been the one instant each year when everything felt okay, and this year he wanted to share it only with her. They kiss outside the church.

On Christmas morning, Sierra gives Caleb the painted tree cutting, the most personally significant object she owns. He gives her a cutting from her stolen Cardinals Peak tree, painted with a tree and angel, along with a gold necklace pendant of a duck in flight, a migratory bird that, like Sierra, travels south each winter. That evening, from a bonfire at the lot, Jeremiah spots colored lights sparkling near the top of Cardinals Peak. Sierra hikes up to find Caleb standing among her illuminated trees, having strung them with lights powered from his truck. She gives him the winter formal tickets and asks him to be her date. Sierra tells Caleb she loves him, and he tells her he loves her too. He turns on his truck stereo, and they dance together among the glowing trees as the season comes to a close.

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