In My Dreams I Hold A Knife

Ashley Winstead

47 pages 1-hour read

Ashley Winstead

In My Dreams I Hold A Knife

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2021

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Character List

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Major Characters

Jessica is a 32-year-old consultant returning to Duquette University for her college reunion. Growing up with financial struggles and a father addicted to painkillers, she developed an obsessive need to be perceived as flawless and exceptional. Her severe imposter syndrome drives her to constantly measure her self-worth against her wealthy former friends, the East House Seven.

Key Relationships

Friend and Rival of Heather Shelby

Former Boyfriend of Mark Minter

Harbors Feelings for Brandon Cooper

College Friend of Caro

Rival of Courtney

College Friend of Jack

College Friend of Frankie

Investigated by Eric Shelby

Daughter of Jessica's Father

Daughter of Jessica's Mother

Heather is a wealthy and charismatic student at Duquette University who serves as the informal leader of the East House Seven. Her parents heavily dote on her, providing her with sports cars and endless financial resources. Though she can be warm and inclusive, she effortlessly outshines her peers, which unintentionally and sometimes intentionally stokes deep jealousies among her closest friends before her tragic death.

Key Relationships

Sister of Eric Shelby

Friend of Jessica Miller

Former Girlfriend of Jack

Sorority Sister of Courtney

Friend of Caro

Friend of Mark Minter

Friend of Brandon Cooper

Friend of Frankie

Daughter of Heather's Parents

Mark is the wealthy heir to a real estate empire and a former president of the Phi Delt fraternity. Handsome and privileged, he occupies the absolute top of the social hierarchy at Duquette University. Beneath his princely exterior, he harbors intense anxiety about his family's reputation and a deep-seated fear of appearing weak, driving him to seek partners who look up to him.

Key Relationships

Husband of Courtney

Former Boyfriend of Jessica Miller

Best Friend of Frankie

Former Roommate of Brandon Cooper

Friend of Heather Shelby

Son of Mark's Father

Son of Mark's Mother

Brandon is a scholarship student who rides a motorcycle and maintains a bad boy image around campus. Unlike his wealthy friends in the East House Seven, he intimately understands financial struggle and sells drugs on the side to help his single mother pay the bills. He is highly perceptive and easily looks past the superficiality of campus wealth to understand people's true natures.

Key Relationships

Fiancé of Caro

Former Affair Partner of Jessica Miller

Former Roommate of Mark Minter

Friend of Heather Shelby

Friend of Frankie

Friend of Jack

Son of Brandon's Mother

Caro is a sweet kindergarten teacher originally from Miami. As a member of Kappa Kappa Gamma and the East House Seven, she often acts as the peacekeeper of the group. However, her pleasant demeanor masks a profound fear of being left behind by her more ambitious and wealthy friends, which causes her to go to extreme lengths to stay connected to them.

Key Relationships

Fiancée of Brandon Cooper

Best Friend of Jessica Miller

Friend of Courtney

Friend of Heather Shelby

Friend of Mark Minter

Friend of Jack

Frankie is a former Duquette football star who achieved his dream of playing in the NFL. During college, he leaned into the stereotype of the dumb jock within the East House Seven. Beneath his athletic persona, he wears a crucifix to remind him of his Catholic guilt and carries heavy secrets regarding his true identity and the immense pressures of college athletics.

Key Relationships

Best Friend of Mark Minter

Secretly Connected to Jack

Friend of Heather Shelby

Friend of Jessica Miller

Friend of Caro

Friend of Brandon Cooper

Jack is an earnest former Eagle Scout raised in a strict Baptist family. During college, he often served as the moral center of the East House Seven. However, his life has been severely derailed since graduation, as he remains the primary suspect in the minds of his peers for Heather's unsolved murder, casting a long shadow over his reputation.

Key Relationships

Former Boyfriend of Heather Shelby

Secretly Connected to Frankie

Friend of Jessica Miller

Scrutinized by Eric Shelby

Friend of Caro

Friend of Brandon Cooper

Courtney is a wealthy woman who was accepted into the elite Chi Omega sorority during her freshman year. She currently maintains a curated image as a successful lifestyle influencer. Behind her flawless exterior, she is intensely competitive and insecure, constantly battling for social supremacy and struggling with an addiction to diet pills that fuels her pursuit of perfection.

Key Relationships

Wife of Mark Minter

Secretly Jealous of Heather Shelby

Friend of Caro

Acquaintance of Brandon Cooper

Sorority Sister of Amber Van Swann

Supporting Characters

Eric is Heather's brother, who was an awkward, unpopular teenager when his sister ruled the Duquette campus. Unable to move past her unsolved murder, he has taken a staff job at the university specifically to investigate her death. He has spent the last decade meticulously researching her friend group, determined to expose the killer hiding among them.

Key Relationships

Brother of Heather Shelby

Interrogator of Jessica Miller

Enemy of Jack

Antagonist to Mark Minter

Son of Heather's Parents

Dr. Garvey is an elite, highly connected economics professor at Duquette University who has advised U.S. presidents. He controls access to prestigious post-graduate fellowships that serve as gateways to Ivy League programs. He abuses this immense academic power, leveraging recommendation letters to exploit ambitious, desperate female students.

Key Relationships

Exploitative Professor of Jessica Miller

Professor of Heather Shelby

Jessica's father is a man burdened by unfulfilled ambitions. Having given up his dream of working in Washington, D.C. to take an accounting job, he develops an addiction to OxyContin. He channels all of his crushed aspirations into Jessica, demanding she achieve the perfection and Harvard admission that eluded him.

Key Relationships

Father of Jessica Miller

Husband of Jessica's Mother

Jessica's mother is a practical woman who tries, often unsuccessfully, to protect Jessica from her husband's intense demands. She warns Jessica about the crushing financial realities of taking out loans for an elite university like Duquette, though her concerns are ultimately ignored in favor of ambition.

Key Relationships

Mother of Jessica Miller

Wife of Jessica's Father

Amber is a wealthy, beautiful freshman pledge considered the ultimate prize by the Duquette sororities. Her decision to pledge Chi Omega rather than Kappa Kappa Gamma deals a devastating blow to Jessica's social ambitions. She eventually transfers from the university after a private video is maliciously leaked.

Key Relationships

Sorority Sister of Courtney

Trevor is a member of the Phi Delt fraternity alongside Mark and Frankie. He is a gossip who delights in uncovering and sharing scandalous information about his fraternity brothers and their girlfriends, ultimately sparking violent confrontations within the house.

Key Relationships

Fraternity Brother of Mark Minter

Charles is a student at Duquette and a friend of Trevor Daly. He uses inside knowledge about the financial collapse of Mark's family business to publicly taunt him, intentionally poking at the deepest insecurities of the campus royalty.

Key Relationships

Antagonist to Mark Minter

Friend of Trevor Daly

Mark's father is a wealthy real estate developer whose business and personal failures deeply impact his son. When his company goes bankrupt in the housing crash and his marriage falls apart, his subsequent actions instill a profound fear of weakness and failure in Mark.

Key Relationships

Father of Mark Minter

Husband of Mark's Mother

Mark's mother is a ruthless woman who publicly cheats on her husband and ultimately orchestrates a takeover of his failing real estate company. Her cutthroat actions deeply traumatize Mark, shaping his extreme anxieties about loyalty and public humiliation.

Key Relationships

Mother of Mark Minter

Wife of Mark's Father

Heather and Eric's wealthy parents completely dote on their daughter, showering her with expensive gifts like a new BMW. Their obvious favoritism and immense wealth insulate Heather from the realities most college students face.

Key Relationships

Parents of Heather Shelby

Parents of Eric Shelby

Brandon's single mother struggles financially, living in sharp contrast to the wealthy parents of the other Duquette students. Her inability to pay the bills motivates Brandon to take extreme risks to support them both.

Key Relationships

Mother of Brandon Cooper