It Should Have Been You: A Novel

Andrea Mara

71 pages 2-hour read

Andrea Mara

It Should Have Been You: A Novel

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2026

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Chapters 45-66Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of graphic violence, death, child abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, bullying, self-harm, and substance use.

Chapter 45 Summary: “Susan”

Susan is certain that the AirTag shows Jon at her sister Greta’s house. She rationalizes that Jon and Greta have always gotten along well and occasionally message each other, but she can’t recall a time Jon has visited Greta socially without her present. She texts Greta to ask if Jon is there. Greta’s response is delayed, and her typing indicator starts and stops for an unusually long time. When she finally replies that Jon isn’t there, Susan is certain she’s lying.

Chapter 46 Summary: “Maeve”

On Monday, Maeve hears a knock on her bedroom door and assumes it’s her mother, who likely heard her vomiting. Notifications accumulate on her phone as more people view an unspecified video. Leesa enters and asks if Maeve is unwell. Maeve denies it, hides her phone under her pillow, and is irritated by Aoife hovering outside the door. Leesa feels her forehead and notes that she’s clammy. Maeve momentarily craves her mother’s comfort but then imagines revealing the video and feels overwhelming shame. She lashes out at both Leesa and Aoife, demanding they leave. After Leesa exits and closes the door, Maeve curls into a ball and cries uncontrollably.

Chapter 47 Summary: “Susan”

On Tuesday morning, Susan tracks Jon’s route to work before Leesa arrives. Leesa is unusually subdued and worried about Maeve, whom she heard vomiting and crying the previous night. She fears that Maeve is being bullied again, referencing past incidents with Nika and Ariana. Leesa considers asking Aoife to investigate Maeve’s social media for clues.


The sisters move to the back garden with coffee, and Susan places Bella on a playmat under a parasol. Susan doesn’t reveal her suspicions about Greta and Jon. When Leesa leaves, Susan rushes back to the garden and discovers that Bella is no longer in the shade—her cheeks and forehead are red. Confused, since Bella can’t yet roll over, Susan blames herself for misjudging how quickly the sun moved.

Chapter 48 Summary: “Venetia”

On Tuesday, Venetia stands outside her front door, her brief elation dissolving into grief. She recalls slipping through the unlocked side gate of Susan’s garden and moving Bella into direct sunlight, taking pleasure in imagining Susan’s reaction. Felipe opens the door and guides her inside, admitting that he was worried she might harm Susan, and asks her to promise to stay away. Venetia reflects on how the baby was confused but not fearful when she moved her, not yet understanding that humans can cause harm.

Chapter 49 Summary: “Celeste”

On Tuesday, Celeste notices that her sharpest kitchen knife is missing. Suspecting that her daughter may have taken it for self-harm, she searches Nika’s bedroom but finds nothing. She also notices that Cody has bruised knuckles, raising further concern.

Chapter 50 Summary: “Maeve”

On Tuesday evening, Leesa tells Maeve that Aoife identified Nika as the person behind the diary video. Leesa also mentions that Greta is downstairs and wants to see Maeve. After Leesa leaves, Maeve searches online for ways to kill Nika, including methods involving nut allergies, and has a flashback to their once-close childhood friendship. Greta enters, takes Maeve’s laptop away, and asks her to fetch her naltrexone from her bag downstairs. Maeve suspects that Greta is engineering time alone to search her room for signs of self-harm but complies. On her way out, she bumps into Aoife eavesdropping outside the door. Aoife’s awkward, consoling touch unexpectedly brings Maeve to tears again.

Chapter 51 Summary: “Susan”

On Tuesday evening, Susan walks to Dún Laoghaire pier and encounters Felipe near Bar Four. He invites her for a drink, and they share a bottle of wine outside. Felipe asks if Susan has seen Venetia and appears relieved when she hasn’t. He reveals that his marriage to Venetia was arranged for visa purposes, though they did care for each other. He speaks emotionally about a cousin who died from a drug overdose and about Aimee and Venetia’s closeness. He then confesses that he believes the current trouble surrounding Aimee is his fault, though he doesn’t explain why. They part with an emotionally charged hug, and Susan feels comforted despite her growing concerns.

Chapter 52 Summary: “Susan”

On Wednesday morning, Susan checks that Bella’s skin has returned to normal, remaining shaken by how easily her daughter could have been harmed. Determined to uncover the truth about Jon’s affair, she searches his belongings and finds a restaurant receipt hidden in his wardrobe—dinner for two at Peronique, with a note indicating that one diner had a tree-nut allergy. The detail leads Susan to realize who Jon’s affair partner is.

Chapter 53 Summary: “Nika”

During a break at Wednesday’s hockey camp, Nika and her friend Jess enter the changing room. They find Greta, their coach, crouching on the floor with Nika’s open lunchbox. Nika sees ground almonds sprinkled on her brownie and accuses Greta of trying to exploit her allergy to kill her. Greta clutches the lunchbox and insists that it might be dangerous. Nika tells Jess that she needs to call her mother.

Chapter 54 Summary: “Celeste”

Celeste arrives at the hockey club after missing four calls from Nika. Nika accuses Greta of attempting to kill her with ground almonds. Greta denies it, claiming that she only suspected something was wrong with the lunch. Celeste examines the lunchbox, finds ground almonds on a brownie, and threatens to call the police. Nika quickly reverses her position, suggesting that Greta may have been trying to help, and Jess mentions a classmate who recently posted about nuts on social media. Celeste doesn’t believe the explanation but leaves with Nika, warning Greta that this isn’t the end of the matter.

Chapter 55 Summary: “Susan”

Susan realizes that Jon’s affair partner was Savannah Holmes, remembering that Savannah publicly discussed her tree-nut allergy on social media. She also recalls that once, when Savannah’s packages were delivered to their house by mistake, Jon had returned one of them. Susan wonders whether Savannah was killed because someone mistook her for Susan or because of the affair with Jon. She considers whether Jon could be responsible but dismisses the idea, though she acknowledges that she didn’t think him capable of cheating either. Jon’s recent anxious behavior suggests that he knows his girlfriend was murdered, and Susan feels overwhelmed by the possibility that she may somehow be responsible for Savannah’s death.

Chapter 56 Summary: “Savannah”

The previous Tuesday evening, Savannah cycled home from the gym and left her bike at the front of the house. She texted Jon to see if he would visit but learned that he was working late and heading home. Savannah reflected on their relationship, wondering if she was falling for Jon. She admired the inscribed bracelet he gave her and glanced at her wedding photo with her ex-husband, Albie, thinking it may have been time to take it down.

Chapter 57 Summary: “Susan”

On Wednesday, Susan sees a message from Celeste in the neighborhood group warning parents about an incident at Greta’s hockey camp involving Nika. She calls Greta, who explains the situation but sounds evasive. Susan then asks if Greta has seen Jon recently. Greta denies having seen him since Saturday. Susan knows this is a lie and can’t understand why her sister would cover for him.

Chapter 58 Summary: “Jon”

On Wednesday evening, Jon sits in his car reviewing his affair with Savannah on a hidden second phone. He reads her final angry text, in which she threatened to call the police if he or another woman ever returned. Jon anonymously calls the police to report that Savannah’s ex-husband, Albie Byrne, was harassing her before her death.


When Jon exits the car, Leesa arrives and mentions that she babysat Bella the previous Wednesday while Susan was at her “physiotherapy” appointment. Jon knows this is a lie. “Physiotherapy” is their code word for marriage counseling, which they didn’t have that day. Alarmed by the discrepancy, he makes an excuse and drives away, concluding that he needs to speak with Greta.

Chapter 59 Summary: “Venetia”

Just after six o’clock on Wednesday evening, two police officers visit Venetia and Felipe. Detective Kellerman asks about Aimee’s marriage to Rory and reveals that a neighbor reported hearing shouting. Kellerman confirms that both Aimee and Rory were murdered and then asks if either of them knew Savannah Holmes. After the police leave, Felipe worries that Kellerman suspects something. Venetia insists that they’re safe as long as they maintain their alibi—that they were home together on Tuesday night. Felipe alludes to Rory as Aimee’s killer. Venetia blames Susan’s message for setting events in motion and senses that she’ll need to monitor Felipe closely.

Chapter 60 Summary: “Venetia”

The previous Tuesday night, Venetia walked home from her shift at Bar Four and checked her phone to find a viral Facebook post in a local group: a screenshot of a message revealing that Celeste’s husband, Warren Geary, was involved with a PR representative at the Bar Four opening party. The comments identified the woman as Aimee. Venetia dropped her cigarette and began running toward Aimee’s house.

Chapter 61 Summary: “Celeste”

On Wednesday, Warren confronts Celeste about her message in the neighborhood group accusing Greta of tampering with Nika’s lunch. He suggests that they shouldn’t make unfounded accusations if the incident was a misunderstanding. Celeste deflects by mentioning his affair with the woman from Bar Four. While passing Cody on the stairs, she notices that his bruised knuckles haven’t fully healed. She’s been avoiding confronting what she suspects about him—that he’s “damaged”—but she decides that she can no longer look away. She quietly enters his room to search it.

Chapter 62 Summary: “Jon”

Jon sits in a parking lot, his mind racing. He recalls that Savannah was wearing the inscribed bracelet during their final argument, which means that she had it just before she died, yet the bracelet is now in Susan’s drawer. Adjusting his seat, he dislodges Savannah’s car keys from the footwell. He wipes them clean and disposes of them in a public trashcan along with his burner phone.

Chapter 63 Summary: “Celeste”

Celeste searches Cody’s bedroom and finds her missing kitchen knife under his pillow. Before she can process this, Cody walks in and confronts her. Celeste confiscates a vape and asks about his knuckles. He claims that he hit his hand on a wall and that the knife was for cutting an apple. He argues that losing his internship wasn’t entirely his fault and implies that Celeste shares blame for past decisions. When she tells him to take responsibility and be more like Nika, Cody warns her cryptically that she will soon see the truth about his sister.

Chapter 64 Summary: “Susan”

On Wednesday, Leesa tells Susan that Jon seemed surprised to hear about her “physiotherapy” appointment the previous week. Later that night, Susan meets Felipe at Conways pub, where he talks warmly about his family, and she confides in him more openly than usual. She asks whether there could be a connection between her viral message and Aimee’s death. Felipe reveals that he forwarded a screenshot of Susan’s message to Rory because he was tired of Rory mocking Venetia. He confirms that both Aimee and Rory were murdered and tells Susan that her message had nothing to do with their deaths. He briefly reaches across to touch her hand. An hour later, in bed, Susan can still feel the touch of his fingers.

Chapter 65 Summary: “Venetia”

On Thursday morning, Venetia uses a leaflet drop as cover to approach Susan’s house. She unbolts the side gate, enters through the unlocked patio doors, and finds Bella awake in her bassinet in the living room. Venetia lifts the baby, holding her at arm’s length. Bella smiles at first, but her expression shifts to confusion when Venetia squeezes her. Venetia carries her outside through the side passage to the front garden, thinking that the baby will soon learn that humans should be feared.

Chapter 66 Summary: “Venetia”

The previous Tuesday night, after seeing the viral post about Aimee’s affair, Venetia rushed home. Felipe drove her to Aimee’s house, and she let herself in with a spare key. Upstairs, she heard snoring and felt momentary relief. She pushed open the bedroom door to find Aimee murdered across blood-soaked sheets, with a barbell nearby. Rory sat asleep in a chair. Rage overwhelmed Venetia. She picked up the barbell and struck Rory’s head repeatedly until Felipe pulled her away. Rory slumped to the floor. Venetia had two regrets: not making Aimee leave earlier that day and not making Rory suffer more before he died.

Chapters 45-66 Analysis

In this section, Mara emphasizes The Pervasiveness of Deception and Hidden Lives by using physical objects to connect private betrayal and public crime. Susan links the hidden restaurant receipt, noting a tree-nut allergy, to the rose-gold bangle in her drawer, realizing that Jon’s affair partner was Savannah. Simultaneously, Jon’s recollection that Savannah was wearing the bracelet during their final argument prompts him to wipe her car keys clean and dispose of them, along with his burner phone. The bangle transitions from a symbol of domestic infidelity into a critical piece of forensic evidence linking Jon to a potential case of murder. Susan’s decision to track Jon’s movements via an AirTag “to find out who he’s seeing” intensifies the web of deception underlying her marriage (165). The family’s brittle façade of security masks profound dishonesty and suspicion.


The text further underscores The Unforeseeable Consequences of Small Transgressions via the symbol of WhatsApp screenshots. The narrative details the fatal chain reaction instigated by Felipe’s decision to send the screenshot to Rory as retaliation for Rory’s mockery of Venetia. Rory’s subsequent murder of Aimee, in turn, drives Venetia to bludgeon the sleeping Rory to death. The screenshot operates as an uncontrollable digital force, amplifying a private neighborhood grudge into a double homicide. Felipe’s impulsive attempt to defend his wife set off a disproportionate cascade of violence.


The theme of Digital Communication and the Collapse of Privacy is explored by tracing the impact of exposed secrets on the younger characters. After an anonymous Snapchat account broadcasts a video of Maeve’s stolen childhood diary, all-consuming shame isolates the teenager in her bedroom. Her ensuing devastation drives her to research lethal methods of revenge involving tree-nut allergies, specifically targeting Nika. This storyline directly parallels Susan’s initial impulsive text and Felipe’s screenshot, demonstrating a pervasive cultural reliance on digital retaliation. The teenagers use social media to bypass traditional conflict resolution, opting instead for maximum public humiliation. Maeve’s shift from a victim of cyberbullying to someone actively contemplating physical harm highlights how rapidly digital hostility escalates into real-world threats.


The motif of mistaken identity, doubles, and disguise emerges in these chapters through the characters’ continued misreading of events. Greta’s interception of Nika’s nut-laced lunchbox to protect Maeve is interpreted by Nika and Celeste as a murder attempt. Meanwhile, in a parallel escalation, Venetia repeatedly intrudes on Susan’s property without her presence being detected. She exploits the fact that “the baby hasn’t yet learned to fear humans” (227), subjecting Bella to various degrees of harm. While Nika misinterprets Greta’s secrecy, Venetia treats an innocent infant as an extension of Susan’s culpability rather than a distinct, vulnerable life. Amid these compounding misinterpretations, genuine motivations remain entirely opaque. The inability to truly know another individual leads characters to act on flawed, disastrous assumptions.


In the case of Celeste’s character, the misinterpretation of events extends to self-deception. Her search of Cody’s room suggests that she’s realized that her son is concealing significant aspects of his life. However, after discovering the kitchen knife under Cody’s pillow and noticing his bruised knuckles, she accepts his implausible explanations. Instead of confronting the signs of Cody’s self-harm, she embraces transparent lies, evading addressing uncomfortable truths about her household’s internal dysfunction.

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