Once and Again

Rebecca Serle

58 pages 1-hour read

Rebecca Serle

Once and Again

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2026

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Chapters 34-44Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Content Warning: The section of the guide references infertility and pregnancy loss, sexual content, violence, and illness or death.

Chapter 34 Summary

Marcella prepares to tell Lauren a truth she has rehearsed mentally for years. Standing outside Cedars-Sinai, she begins with a phone call when Lauren was 15: Dave had been driving Lauren home from a volleyball game when there was an accident. He said they were heading to Cedars-Sinai and that Lauren was badly hurt.


Marcella sped down the PCH, remembering nothing of the drive. At the hospital, she learned Lauren was in surgery. A nurse led her to a small waiting room—the bereavement room—where Dave was openly grieving. He told her Lauren was gone. Marcella screamed in denial and pushed him away.


Later, Sylvia arrived. Marcella initially remembers her as calm but corrects herself—Sylvia felt heavy with a sense of inevitability. Sylvia said there was a way to fix things.


In the present, Marcella reveals the truth to Lauren: she was the one who died in the accident, not Dave. Lauren struggles to reconcile this with everything she believed about their family history. When she asks why her mother lied, Marcella explains that protecting her daughter has always been her responsibility as a mother.

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