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The morning after the Ottawa plane incident, teammate J.J. visits Shane’s hotel room and confronts him about seeming upset the previous night. J.J. reveals he knows about the texts Ilya sent during the scare and assumes Shane has an unrequited crush on him. Shane decides to hide behind the lie rather than admit the truth, and J.J. offers his sympathy.
After J.J. leaves, Shane realizes he wants a future with Ilya now, not in 10 years as they’d planned. Two days later, he’s waiting at Ilya’s house when Ilya returns from Florida. They kiss on the porch, and inside, Shane leads Ilya to the living room filled with electric candles—a callback to an old joke of Ilya’s about proposing by candlelight. Shane goes down on one knee and proposes using Ilya’s full Russian name. After a stunned moment, Ilya says yes.
The ring doesn’t fit Ilya’s finger, so he threads it onto the gold chain around his neck. They make love on the living room rug, then discuss coming out publicly and moving up their timeline to a summer wedding. Shane mentions J.J.’s misunderstanding, suggesting they can still hide in plain sight a little longer.
Before a home game against the top-ranked New York Admirals, Ilya feels energized by the engagement ring hanging around his neck. He avoids discussing his deeper mental health concerns with Shane, hoping to “fix himself without troubling his future husband” (275).
Ilya delivers a rare, fiery speech to his teammates declaring they will make the playoffs, and the team responds with enthusiastic cheers before winning decisively. At their usual postgame bar, Ilya plays pool with longtime teammate Bood, whose wife is due to give birth any day, and watches Troy leave with Harris.
Later, Ilya sits with rookie Luca and discovers he is an accomplished artist, asking him to design his next tattoo. When they’re alone, Luca confesses it’s been hard to meet people for sex. Ilya offers advice from his own younger years, but Luca clarifies he’s not just looking for hookups. A teammate overhears and teases them before leaving. Despite the awkward exchange, Ilya decides he likes the young player.
At the All-Star Skills Competition, Shane enters the fastest skater event specifically to compete against Ilya and narrowly wins. They watch Dallas Kent win the shot accuracy competition, which angers Shane. Ilya tells him that Commissioner Crowell called Troy and ordered him to stop posting about sexual assault on social media, likely to protect Kent’s reputation.
Later at the hotel bar, Ilya chats with Scott Hunter and invites him and his husband, Kip, to help with the summer hockey camps. He then signals Shane to meet him in his room.
That night, a drunk teammate knocks on Ilya’s door and interrupts them having sex. When the teammate overhears Shane moaning, he doesn’t realize who it is and assumes that Ilya has a woman inside and leaves. Shane and Ilya then have sex, with Ilya talking dirty about what would happen if their peers could see them. Shane stays the night, and they discuss being the first married NHL All-Stars next year—a prospect that terrifies Shane but excites Ilya.
After a press conference on All-Star Game day, Ilya confronts Commissioner Crowell in the hallway about his call to Troy, with Shane alongside for support. Crowell dismisses player activism as “unnecessary drama.” Shane argues that Troy is doing what the league itself should be doing.
Ilya asks whether Scott Hunter coming out was also an annoyance. Crowell claims to support Hunter but says he “often crosses the line” (302). Shane points out that the two other players who came out after Hunter are no longer in the NHL. Crowell makes excuses, then states that sexuality hardly matters anymore while looking pointedly at Shane. Shane firmly replies that it does matter. Crowell ends the conversation and leaves. Shane and Ilya agree confronting him was probably a bad idea—but one they would repeat.
In February, Ottawa is on a winning streak. At Monk’s after a win, Troy tells Ilya he plans to come out publicly at the team’s Pride Night game in two weeks and that he and Harris are officially dating. Ilya feels happiness mixed with jealousy but offers his full support.
At a later practice, Harris reveals that the team dog, Chiron, failed therapy dog training and needs a permanent home—which Harris plans to provide. Troy then announces to the entire team that he’s gay and dating Harris. The team cheers, and Troy kisses Harris in the locker room. Ilya is thrilled for them but jealous that his own relationship with Shane won’t receive the same welcome.
Ilya returns to therapy after a five-week absence and tells Galina about the engagement and his fears about consequences for Shane’s career. She advises him to tell one trusted friend as a first step. While in Boston for a game, Ilya meets his old friend Svetlana Vetrov for dinner. After pressing him, she deduces that Ilya moved to Ottawa to be closer to someone he loves and quickly guesses it’s Shane. They reconnect over three hours of conversation, and Svetlana promises to visit Ottawa and meet Shane.
After Ottawa’s Pride Night game, Ilya arrives at Shane’s house emotionally drained. Shane understands that while Ilya is happy for Troy, the night is complicated for him. To distract him, Shane leads him to the shower and performs oral sex on him. Later in bed, he gives Ilya a prostate orgasm—a rare experience for him—then masturbates to climax while Ilya watches.
Afterward, while cuddling, Ilya mentions that teammate Bood and his wife Cassie had their baby boy, Milo. They joke about naming a future son and playfully debate combining their last names into Hollanov or Rozander. Ilya teases about naming a child Roger Crowell Rozanov-Hollander. They laugh together before Ilya falls asleep in Shane’s arms.
In the week after Pride Night, Harris invites Ilya to his family’s apple farm for Sunday dinner. After the meal, Troy tells Ilya how good it feels to be out and encourages him to do the same. Ilya responds that it’s “not only [his] secret to tell (331), and Troy realizes Ilya’s partner is also closeted—likely Shane.
Harris mentions that a stray dog at the farm needs a permanent home. The dog has immediately bonded with Ilya, and he decides on the spot to adopt her, naming her Anya. Harris’s family agrees to keep her temporarily until Ilya is ready.
Nearly two weeks later, Shane arrives at Ilya’s house and is surprised to meet Anya. Though initially hesitant about pets, he is won over by Ilya’s obvious joy and the dog’s sweet nature. That night, instead of having sex, they let Anya sleep in bed with them. Shane watches his sleeping boyfriend and dog, feeling deeply content.
Ilya drives Anya to Montreal to visit Shane. They visit Hayden’s family, where Anya is a hit with the children. While Hayden steps away to record a FanMail video, Shane and Ilya slip outside for a moment alone and share a passionate kiss in a secluded spot in the side yard.
The next morning, a panicked Hayden arrives at Shane’s house. His FanMail video, filmed in a room with a large mirror, captured a clear reflection of Shane and Ilya kissing. The fan who received it posted it on Twitter, and it has gone viral. Shane and Ilya have been outed.
Ilya calmly reassures the distraught Hayden that it was an accident and their own fault for being careless. After Hayden leaves, Ilya watches the video and starts laughing hysterically at the absurdity of being outed by a birthday greeting for someone named Brad. Shane joins in the laughter.
They call their agent, Farah, who promises to draft an official statement and warns that Commissioner Crowell will likely retaliate. When Ilya returns home, Coach Wiebe is waiting. Wiebe reveals that Crowell has ordered both players benched temporarily. To show his support, Wiebe confesses that he is bisexual and had a painful secret relationship with a male teammate when he was young. He promises to back Ilya with the team and tells him to stay strong for the playoffs.
Chapters 25 through 32 mark a shift in Shane and Ilya’s willingness to endure the strain of their hidden relationship. The catalyst occurs when Shane’s teammate J.J. misinterprets Shane’s anxiety over Ilya’s near-plane crash as an unrequited crush. The emotional exhaustion of maintaining this lie pushes Shane to realize that waiting 10 years for an open life is untenable. Shortly after, Shane proposes to Ilya by recreating an old joke with electric candles, promising him, “[I] will always, always choose you” (268). Because the engagement ring does not fit, Ilya strings it onto the gold chain he wears. The act is an internal rebellion against their enforced invisibility, allowing Ilya to keep the symbol of their commitment physically close.
At the same time, the accidental outing forces a collision between the couple’s private domesticity and their public personas. Prior to the leak, Ilya adopts a stray dog, Anya, emphasizing the quiet, authentic future he craves. This peace is shattered when Hayden Pike’s FanMail video inadvertently captures a reflection of Shane and Ilya kissing. Instead of panicking, they react with hysterical laughter at the absurdity of the situation. This laughter signals a release from the anxiety that has long dictated their behavior, immediately eliminating the exhausting performance of concealment. When Crowell retaliates by temporarily benching them, Coach Wiebe offers his unwavering support and confides his own bisexuality to Ilya. This solidarity fortifies Shane and Ilya as they face the playoffs and prepares them to face the consequences of public visibility. This progression shifts the focus of the theme of The Corrosive Burden of a Secret Queer Relationship. Instead of grappling with the secrecy of their romance, the two must now navigate the emotional labor required to preserve a partnership within a hypermasculine environment.
The All-Star Weekend highlights the friction between players’ personal values and the league’s demand for a marketable image. During the event, Shane and Ilya confront Commissioner Crowell regarding his mandate that Troy Barrett cease posting about sexual assault. Crowell dismisses player activism as “unnecessary drama” and claims that sexuality hardly matters anymore, to which Shane firmly replies, “It matters” (303). The motif of hockey arenas here conveys the institutional pressure exerted by the NHL; Crowell prioritizes protecting the league’s financial interests over Troy’s advocacy. The All-Star environment commodifies Shane and Ilya’s rivalry while enforcing the erasure of their private identities, forcing them to perform as adversaries rather than partners. This dynamic illustrates the theme of Professional Success at the Cost of Emotional Authenticity. Crowell’s position reflects the pressures within men’s professional sports, where a culture of silence can force queer athletes to weigh personal integrity against professional risks.
Ilya’s psychological trajectory shows that their engagement does not resolve his deep-seated distress. Following the proposal, Ilya feels energized and delivers a fiery speech to rally the Ottawa team, yet he avoids discussing his lingering mental health concerns with Shane. His internal struggle worsens when Troy publicly comes out and introduces his boyfriend, Harris, to the locker room. Witnessing Troy’s liberation triggers a sharp mix of happiness and jealousy in Ilya, emphasizing his own confinement. Recognizing his state, Ilya returns to his therapist and follows her advice to confide in a trusted friend. He meets Svetlana Vetrov, who deduces that Ilya moved to Ottawa for love, prompting him to name Shane as his partner. This arc explores the theme of Depression as an Isolating Force. It reflects the stigma surrounding mental illness in professional sports, where athletes are conditioned to project unwavering toughness, making the act of asking for support a significant one.



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