Because I Killed Him

Edith Birde

Because I Killed Him

Edith Birde
73 pages2-hour read
Fiction
Novel
Adult
Published in 2026

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Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of death, graphic violence, physical abuse, emotional abuse, bullying, and substance use.

Part 5: “The Final Touch”

Part 5, Chapter 51 Summary

On Friday morning, Loredana is relieved that Professor Jerome hasn’t reported her for throwing a rock at him. Now that she’s no longer protected by Edmund’s entourage, she’s once again forced to watch the daily low-citizen executions and feels deep shame for her past indifference to this injustice. She meets Charlotte, and they go to Jerome’s suite to discuss Loredana’s new tutoring arrangement. On the way, Charlotte reports that Jerome is Winston Glass’s son. Jerome has a “muddy reputation” and is rumored to have slept with many of his Orange students.


At Jerome’s suite, they’re met by Henry, a prototype Pinkie that’s much more lifelike and expressive than the models the women are used to. Inside the crowded office, Loredana finds a crowd of students waiting for the oblivious Jerome, who’s ensconced inside a soundproof, transparent force field, intent on his own work. Rosamund is also present with her pet monkey. She dismisses the other students and threatens to humiliate and kill Loredana, vindictively ordering her to eat the monkey’s feces. Loredana lunges at her, but Rosamund takes Charlotte hostage with her saber. To save Charlotte, Loredana begins to comply with the humiliating demand. Henry intervenes and disarms Rosamund, who announces that she will kill Loredana this instant. Just then, Loredana’s Bond alerts her that her civil credits are rapidly draining due to fraudulent charges. Henry abruptly drags Rosamund out of the room. Jerome finally pays attention to his surroundings, so Loredana and Charlotte explain what happened. Henry takes the wounded Charlotte to a medic. Loredana suspects that Edmund is retaliating against her.

Part 5, Chapter 52 Summary

In the lavatory, Loredana vomits as her civil credits continue to plummet. Convinced that she’s about to die, she vows to live a more meaningful life if given a second chance. The credits stop dropping just before they reach the threshold for execution. When she emerges, Jerome explains that he’s a Brasscoat—an agent for the Office of Civil Integrity. His job is to hunt down Heretics. He knows that her credits are being sabotaged, so he offers her a deal and gives her an Aegis, which instantly restores her credits and saves her from arrest.


In exchange, Jerome recruits Loredana for a classified assignment. She is to infiltrate the network of student Heretics at Grandmaster during the next school year, and she’s forbidden from telling anyone except her parents. Jerome explains that the Aegis is a special model for informants; it can be concealed beneath her Blood ring and hides her true civil-credit status. After leaving Jerome’s suite, Loredana discovers that the Aegis has lifted her weapons restriction and granted her millions of civil credits. Before she leaves, Henry admits to being the one who whistled a warning to her when Vincent confronted her on the train platform. Loredana thanks him for his help.

Part 5, Chapter 53 Summary

It’s now the night of the Mensur, when the Green and Blue fencing champions, Jack and Edmund, will duel each other in a formal, nonlethal bout. Before the Mensur, Jack and Dickie visit Loredana and Charlotte, concerned about Charlotte’s recent request to leave Edmund’s entourage. Charlotte announces that she’s through with Jack because he never protected her from Rosamond. She reveals Rosamund’s many abuses. Jack is shocked and contends that she should have told him earlier. The fight deepens as he accuses Charlotte of trying to crawl into Edmund’s bed on the same night she professed her love for Jack. Horrified, Dickie denounces Charlotte. 


After Jack and Dickie leave, Charlotte confesses to Loredana that she sabotaged her relationship with Jack because she couldn’t trust herself to have the strength to leave him otherwise. She hadn’t planned on making a pass at Edmund but acted impulsively while she was high on Bliss. As the two women reaffirm their friendship, Loredana’s Pinkie delivers her family saber, which she hasn’t been allowed to carry until now due to her weapons restriction.

Part 5, Chapter 54 Summary

Hours before the Mensur, Loredana learns that Jack is too drunk to fight in the duel against Edmund. She intuits that the argument with Charlotte sent him back into his alcohol addiction. Loredana asks Harrison to let her fight in Jack’s place, but Harrison refuses and names William as the challenger. The Greens travel by hoverboat to the Sailing Strip, a large platform on the Luminescent Lake where the duel will take place. At the Sailing Strip, Loredana and Charlotte sit in the back to avoid Edmund’s notice.

Part 5, Chapter 55 Summary

Once they arrive and begin preparing for the duel, a loud, unexplained bang from the direction of the energy shield alarms everyone. The crowd shrugs off their alarm, and the duel begins. Edmund quickly demonstrates his superior skill, landing four touches on William before missing his attempt at a fifth and allowing William to land his first touch.


William celebrates the moment by delivering a grave insult to the watching Blues. Outraged, Blue Grandmaster Lily Burton escalates the match to a death duel. Vincent invokes his right to enter the duel in William’s place, tying his life to his brother’s.


Bound by the terms of the duel, Edmund and Vincent fight, and Edmund ultimately kills Vincent. Hostilities explode between the Green and Blue Fraternities. Enraged, Harrison draws his saber on the Blues, and a massive brawl erupts. However, the fight is cut short when two Ranger jets breach the energy shield and attack the Sailing Strip. One jet is destroyed by campus defenses, but the other strafes the platform, causing casualties before it’s also shot down. Amid the chaos, Greens and Blues come to each other’s aid, their fight forgotten for the moment. Loredana and Charlotte help evacuate the wounded, including Vincent’s body. As Loredana boards a hovercraft, she sees Edmund below, calling her name and frantically searching for her among the dead and injured.

Part 5, Chapter 56 Summary

Loredana and Charlotte return to their dormitory and watch news reports on the Ranger attack, which occurred at 34 sites across the Civilized World. The newscaster, Benjamin Bogart, frames the Blues as the sole heroes of the incident and mentions the potential revival of the Vanguard Program. Later, Loredana has a nightmare in which Edmund slaughters the Greens.


The next morning, Loredana learns that William, whose life Edmund spared after the dishonor of the duel, is now on a destructive spree, burning through his civil credits. Loredana reflects that the other Blues will never stand for Edmund’s decision to show William mercy. Her thoughts are interrupted by an urgent call from her sister Vivian, who tearfully informs her that Harrison has been arrested.

Part 5, Chapter 57 Summary

Loredana and Charlotte rush to the Copper Headquarters, trying to find Harrison. Loredana contacts Sergeant Croft, who informs her that Harrison is being held by the Brasscoats and will likely be offered a plea deal. Professor Jerome confirms this via text message, advising her that any deal offered will be brutal.


Soon after, Harrison is released. He tells Loredana that he accepted a deal that requires him to spend the summer in “civil rehabilitation” and postpone his wedding to Vivian. Despondent, he leaves. A distraught Charlotte then disappears from the hovercar. Realizing that Charlotte is heading to confront Rosamund at the beach, Loredana races to intercept them.

Part 5, Chapter 58 Summary

Charlotte challenges Rosamund to a death duel, but her lack of fencing skill dooms her to a quick failure. Wounded and overwhelmed, she waits for Rosamund to deliver the final blow, but Loredana fights on her behalf, just as Vincent did for William. Loredana successfully disarms Rosamund just as Edmund arrives.


To everyone’s shock, Edmund doesn’t defend his sister or fight Loredana; instead, he pushes Loredana’s blade down and retracts his own saber, sliding it into her scabbard to leave himself weaponless. At that moment, a vengeful William, who had been following Loredana, now attacks the unarmed Edmund. Loredana uses her personal shield to protect Edmund from the blow. Thwarted, William turns his rage on Rosamund, severely wounding her before the watching Blues descend upon him and viciously beat him. As chaos erupts, Edmund tells Loredana to run and promises to find her later. Loredana takes the injured Charlotte to the hospital. A notification comes through her Bond, announcing that William is dead. When Charlotte awakens, she asks if Loredana loves Edmund, and Loredana admits the truth.

Part 5, Chapter 59 Summary

When Loredana returns to her suite late that night, she finds Edmund waiting for her. He confesses that he offered her Bliss not as revenge but because if he could make her hate him, she would have a strong reason to shun him and would be protected from their impossible romance. He realized that his confession of love gave her no room for her own choices. Now, Loredana affirms her love for him, despite the risk of being branded a Vulgar. 


Moved by her words and his fear of losing her during the recent attacks, Edmund says that he will stay with her if she still loves him. Loredana explains that her government assignment requires her to avoid all contact with Blues for the foreseeable future. She asks him to wait for her, and he agrees. Edmund asks for the records of the Section Twenty-Seven attack, promising to investigate who was behind it. They share a final kiss in the shower, and he leaves to check on Rosamund, who’s in the hospital recovering from her dueling injuries.

Part 5, Chapter 60 Summary

The next morning, Loredana finds her father in her suite, waiting to surprise her with his early arrival. They spend the day reconnecting. He explains that he never intended to be a politician, having dreamed of becoming a jazz musician. He reflects on his long, complicated friendship with President Reeve, noting that Reeve’s political strength lies in the fact that no one has ever discovered his “weakness.” When Loredana asks about Bruce’s own weakness, he tells her that he has four of them, implying that his wife and daughters are the “weaknesses” through which his enemies can threaten him.

Part 5, Chapter 61 Summary

Loredana attends the Ovation Ceremony with her father and is thrilled to win the Green award for Political Theory & Governance, seeing it as confirmation that she should follow in Bruce’s footsteps. The ceremony is abruptly interrupted by a campus-wide alert: President Reeve has signed an emergency decree repealing the Bliss Prohibition Act. Simultaneously, Loredana learns that the charges against Irene have been dropped and that her ankle monitor has been removed.


As the amphitheater erupts into chaos, security guards evacuate Bruce and Loredana. In the courtyard, Loredana watches Irene take Edmund’s lighter from his jacket pocket and use it to light a cigar, signaling that the dropped charges have left her untouchable. The guards place Loredana and her father in a different hovercar than the one they arrived in. As the vehicle speeds toward the airport, a sniper opens fire, and her father is shot in the head and shoulder. The guards scream for a medevac, and Loredana desperately clings to his hand as he loses consciousness.

Part 5 Analysis

As Loredana’s civil credits drain away, her desperate prayer for a second chance motivates her to redefine her purpose by accepting Professor Jerome’s offer to become a spy for the Brasscoats, but in the process of Surrendering Dignity for the Sake of Survival, she also remains true to her belief in working to create a safer, more just world. Now tied to a clandestine government agency, she must reckon with the vast powers and advantages that her new Aegis grants her. Amazed by her Blue-level privileges, she’s chastened by the knowledge that she must pay for these boons by taking on a dangerous role that will force her to keep many secrets from those she loves. While the deal isn’t entirely her choice, she does manage to retain a strong sense of agency and purpose. Her deal with Jerome is a strategic maneuver to fight back from the inside, even as she becomes more deeply enmeshed in the state’s machinery of control.


With Loredana’s near future decided, the authors turn to a broader view on their world building with the chaos that erupts at the Mensur. As the Green and Blues’ feud gives way to the collective crisis of the Rangers’ attack on the shield, this external threat inspires everyone to work together to evacuate the wounded, and the spontaneous solidarity strikes a hopeful note amid the carnage. However, when state-controlled media constructs a biased narrative championing the Blues’ heroism and erasing the equally heroic contributions of other castes, this propaganda makes it clear that the leaders of the Civilized World are invested in preventing their citizens from Finding Connection in a Divided Society. The leadership therefore squanders this opportunity to promote solidarity, descending once again into the ruinously partisan politics that have steadily eroded the society for decades. 


Yet within this fractured world that distorts and destroys relationships, Loredana and Edmund manage to salvage something honest, arriving at a more authentic understanding of the feelings that lie between them. Edmund’s confession that he offered Loredana Bliss in an effort to make her hate him reveals his deeply conflicted reasoning. He believes that by severing their connection, he was saving her from the dangers of a cross-caste relationship. His warped logic demonstrates how the system poisons acts of love, turning them into gestures of destruction. However, the couple’s new honesty mitigates this dynamic, and although their connection remains constrained by the political landscape, their mutual understanding foreshadows a strong continuation of their relationship in the series’ next installment. 


The novel’s final scenes are dedicated to advancing the overarching dystopian plot, and the authors take the strategic step of ending the novel on a cliffhanger in order to generate interest in future additions to the series. To this end, the Ovation Ceremony becomes the stage for a political cataclysm that upends Loredana’s entire world. Her personal triumph in winning the Political Theory award is immediately overshadowed by President Reeve’s sudden repeal of the Bliss ban and the simultaneous dismissal of all charges against Irene, and it’s clear that this coordinated action signals a successful counterattack by the high-citizen elite. By concluding the story with Bruce’s fate hanging in the balance, the authors revisit the high-citizens’ determination to use Systemic Violence as a Political Tool, as the sniper’s bullet emphasizes the deadly consequences of challenging the elite. In this moment, the novel hints at the inception of an open war for the future of the Civilized World, with Loredana’s father as its first prominent casualty.

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