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The bus arrives at the bookstore, and although it is closed, the owner is still inside. Coyote knocks on the window, and he slowly comes to the door, opening it slightly. Coyote explains her situation and tells him why she needs the book. The man remembers having it, but he has already given it away. He directs Coyote to the woman who now has the book, and Coyote meets her at a park nearby.
Coyote sees the woman, Doreen, coming with the book, and her heart lifts. Doreen is an elderly woman who recently lost her sister to COVID-19, so she understands how Coyote feels about the loss of her mother. Doreen perceives Coyote’s hesitation in scattering her mother’s ashes, but she encourages the girl to do whatever she thinks is right and suggests checking the message in the book before doing anything else.
Coyote gets a strange “electric” feeling as she holds the book she has been searching for—the book that her mother once held. She finds the page her mother taped and sees that the poem is titled “Mornings at Blackwater.” She reads it and discovers that the poem is about embracing the present and all that life has to offer. She cries, feeling as though the piece was written for her. She also hears the poem in her mother’s voice after almost forgetting what it sounded like.
Coyote shows Rodeo the book, and they both read the inscription together. Instead of it indicating a location for the ashes, as they expected, it simply reads “I love you” four times—once for each family member. The inscription disappoints them at first, but it turns out to be exactly what both Coyote and Rodeo needed.
Coyote shows Salvador the inscription, and they both notice that five words of the poem are underlined. Suddenly, Coyote knows exactly where her mother wanted her ashes to be scattered.
The underlined words hint at a particular pond. Coyote recalls spending many afternoons with her family at a large pond that they referred to as their own. It was a special place the family visited often, and it made perfect sense that her mother would want her ashes scattered there.
Wally decides that he wants to continue participating in the adventure, and Coyote also invites Doreen. Doreen hesitates at first but agrees when she sees how eager Coyote is to have her. Everyone gets on the bus, and they prepare for a journey to Washington, where the family lived before the car accident.
Coyote is sitting on the bus with the box open beside her and looking at the book again. Rodeo comes to check on her, and she decides to read what he wrote on his chosen page of the book; it turns out to be a joke. He explains that if he had died first, all he wanted his wife to do was laugh and feel better. Coyote and Rodeo decide to do a “blow out” for the bus, which means opening all the windows and letting the air flow through it. However, Coyote forgets to close the box of ashes; when she moves to grab the blanket underneath it, the box goes flying, and the ashes scatter on everyone and everything. Nobody knows what to do at first, but then Coyote starts laughing, and soon everyone else is laughing too. Seeing the ashes scattered everywhere has helped Rodeo to realize that the part of his wife that matters will always be with him, and that he doesn’t need the ashes for that. Coyote still isn’t sure about giving them up.
After everyone helps to collect the ashes, Doreen sits down with Coyote and tells her how grateful she is to be alive, even when bad things happen. Doreen reminds herself to be grateful every day because she knows that many people are not lucky enough to experience life—both its ups and its downs. Coyote finds the thought comforting and reminds herself to be grateful for her life: for her friends and her father, and for the memories of the time she spent with her mother and sisters. She also realizes that Audrey, the girl from the library at school, is a friend she didn’t realize she had. She calls Audrey and announces their status as friends. Audrey sounds happy about it and even agrees to a sleepover. When Coyote hangs up, she feels more grateful than ever.
The bus finally arrives at the pond, which is surrounded by trees and a pink sunset that illuminates the water. Coyote still wonders if she is ready to let her mother go, but Wally helps her to understand that letting go of the ashes doesn’t mean that she has to let go of her mother. Rodeo accompanies her, and Doreen carries an urn holding her sister’s ashes. Doreen decides not to release her sister’s ashes just yet, but Coyote and Rodeo take turns tossing Coyote’s mother’s ashes into the water and remembering how much they love the person they lost.
Coyote reflects on the most recent journey, which has been one of discovering truths and secrets long kept. She knows now that this particular journey had many lessons and elements that all came together to remind her to be grateful. She appreciates all of the good and the bad aspects because these experiences make her the person she has become. Coyote tells everyone on the bus how wonderful they are and how lucky she feels, then encourages everyone to dance and enjoy the party. She looks around at everyone and reflects on how much she loves them.
In the emotional climax of the story, Coyote’s character begins to shift toward acceptance as she builds new relationships that help her with the prospect of Gaining Perspective With Maturity. Specifically, she adopts a new outlook on grief and human connection, and this inner revelation is dramatized through her meeting with Doreen, an elderly woman who has also experienced recent loss. Doreen recognizes Coyote’s struggle to let go of her mother’s ashes, and this show of empathy helps Coyote to articulate her own conflicting feelings. As she muses, her mother “wanted to be set free. My dad wanted to set her free. It had been a long time. And all that tight holding on I was doing? It didn’t actually feel all that good, really” (229). The reflective tone of this passage shows that Coyote is beginning to recognize the difference between healthy grief and an unhealthy fixation with The Past’s Hold on the Present. In speaking to others with wiser outlooks, she realizes that she can move on in life without forgetting her mother or dishonoring her family’s memory.
This emotional shift is emphasized as Coyote returns to embracing kindness as part of her identity and relinquishing her anger and her need to assert control. This growth is exemplified when she invites Doreen to join her journey: a direct contrast to her earlier attempts to exclude Candace from similarly taking part in the family’s emotional quest. Wally’s decision to continue traveling with the group further reinforces the ideals of Appreciating the Journey and being grateful for friends made on the road. In alignment with this view, Coyote begins to recognize the importance of maintaining her existing friendships, and she makes it a point to explicitly acknowledge Audrey as a true friend, reaching out to her directly. With these actions, Coyote balances her grief with gratitude and recognizes that she still has the heart to build new connections despite her losses.
The structure of the final chapters follows a clear emotional arc that moves from chaos and confrontation to a neat resolution. The emotional climax of the burglary incident and the resulting anger gradually transitions into a sense of clarity and closure as Coyote takes stock of her mistakes and adjusts her outlook on her family and the world in general. However, the true climax occurs when the group finally locates the long-lost book in Ohio, completing the novel’s external quest. The setting plays a crucial role in reinforcing this shift, particularly when the dreamlike imagery of the pond and the sunset exudes an aura similar to the magical moment that Coyote recalls with her mother in the midst of the falling apple blossoms. This peaceful environment also contrasts sharply with earlier chaotic settings and represents a distinct emotional release as the family moves together toward acceptance of their past losses and their current reality.
A key symbol in this section is the lost book itself, for although it has been a focus of Coyote’s obsession with clinging to her past, it now becomes a more meaningful artifact of her mother’s love. When she finally holds the book, she describes the moment as “electric. But electric in a quiet way. Like stepping barefoot into an ice-cold creek in the woods” (231). The poem “Mornings at Blackwater” becomes the core of this symbol by revealing the message that Coyote’s mother intended to leave her family. When Coyote hears her mother’s voice “for the first time in way too long” and glories in the thought that her mother is speaking only to her “just to [her],”, the moment represents a deep experience of release, and she realizes that her mother’s repeated message of love is far more healing than any other information could have been. Even the ashes themselves evolve symbolically in the final twist, when they are accidentally scattered throughout the bus. Instead of focusing on their loss, Coyote and Rodeo see this moment with amusement, and the dark humor of the scene even helps Rodeo to confront his own lingering grief. As Coyote notes, the mistake is “definitely pretty horrifying […] but also […] kinda horribly hilarious” (252), and her acceptance of this incongruous moment shows that life’s absurdities will insert themselves even into the most solemn aspects of grief and loss.
The discovery of the underlined words pointing to “our pond” solves the central mystery in the novel, but on a symbolic level, it encourages Coyote and Rodeo to focus on the family’s shared experiences of joy and togetherness. At the end of the journey, Coyote reflects on everything that she has experienced and acknowledges the importance of both joy and pain in shaping her identity. As Coyote continues to rely on humor and expresses her kindness toward others, the story concludes by emphasizing that people must actively choose whether to define their lives by their past losses or by their future opportunities. In the balance that Coyote strikes between the two, she finds a wealth of promise in the present moment, even as she looks toward a brighter future.



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