Lost Lambs

Madeline Cash

53 pages 1-hour read

Madeline Cash

Lost Lambs

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2026

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Chapters 13-16Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of sexual content, gender discrimination, graphic violence, sexual harassment, disordered eating, and suicidal ideation.

Chapter 13 Summary

Bud feels like his life is changing for the better. This week, Miss Winkle brings notebooks to Lost Lambs and invites participants to write creatively about a world like their own but one in which they are in control. Afterward, Bud plays the guitar for the group, singing a hymn he remembers from childhood. Bud notices that Harper seems different after “bad-kids” camp, and he congratulates himself. He bribes his daughters to volunteer at a beach cleanup, but none of them actually does work. Abigail is appalled by Louise’s bathing suit, which covers her head. Louise says that she can enjoy the beach and still be modest and deferential to God.


Bud plans to tell the girls about his relationship with Miss Winkle tonight. At the beach, however, Harper tells Abigail and Louise that he seems happier because of his affair. Harper also says that she doesn’t think Catherine is visiting her sister, as she claimed, because she packed lacy underwear. Louise prays for them both.


That night, Bud orders in and sits the girls down at the table. Harper thinks that he’s about to say that he’s moving to Italy; his search history includes lots of queries about Italy. When Bud tells the girls that he’s seeing Miss Winkle, they tell him that they already know. They also know that he’s been sleeping in the car. Bud asks about a project Louise is working on in the treehouse, and Abigail and Harper say that it smells like fertilizer. In retaliation, Louise tells Bud that Harper reads his search history. A fight breaks out, and Bud decides that’s enough family time.


He wants to take Miss Winkle on a trip, so he decides to try to earn a teamwork bonus at work. Among other things, he decides to try harder at his job, and he finds the discrepancies Harper pointed out. Once a year, a cargo container arrives from an international vendor, and its contents are “redacted.” It is sorted, stored, and then never seen again. Bud asks Dottie, his supervisor’s administrative assistant, for information, but she has none. He gets called to a meeting with his supervisor that afternoon, and he explains what he found. Bud goes on and on about a potential conspiracy, and Allen tells him to let it go. As Bud tries to convince him that they can thwart the corruption, he realizes that he cares about the greater good now. He says that he wants to tell the board, and Allen tries to dissuade him. Later, he gets a note about a meeting tomorrow afternoon; a car will pick him up at 4:45 pm.

Chapter 14 Summary

Catherine did not go to her sister’s; she planned a night at a hotel with Jim Doherty. She knows that she’s never been the domestic type—cooking, cleaning, and so on. Nor can she bring herself to embrace feminist ideas about beauty standards; she wants to be beautiful with no qualifiers. She goes to Jim’s, and he says that he wants to show her his real art. He leads her to the basement, where he shows her 50 misshapen ceramic vaginas. He says that each of the “pussies” on display has “touched” his life. He points out one belonging to a college girlfriend, another to his first wife. He says that each one is a moment in time, and Catherine decides that it’s time for her to go. Jim asks what about his “masterpussies” offends her and calls her just another prudish suburban housewife. She leaves, thinking that as long as she and her daughters don’t end up with their genitalia “imprisoned” in Jim’s basement, all will be well.


Catherine thinks that she may owe Bud an apology. She decides to buy groceries, and she rushes to the store to fill her “penance cart.” At the checkout, she overhears two women talking about Bud’s affair with Priscilla Winkle. That night, she takes herself to Jim Doherty’s nonrefundable hotel room and bleaches her hair.

Chapter 15 Summary

Abigail and Tibet go to the now-termite-free town square. Abigail feels that Wes has become even quieter since she confessed her feelings to him. She shows Tibet the invitation she got in the mail, and Tibet recognizes the address as Alabaster Manor’s. Abigail is delighted, thinking that she’ll see Wes there. She wants to ask him to the school dance, and she talks about her plans for escaping this town. Tibet suggests that humans’ plans make God laugh.

Chapter 16 Summary

A nondescript black vehicle whisks Bud to Alabaster Manor. The “girl” who lets him in asks for his phone, and he realizes that he’s being observed by cameras, too. She tells him that when the moon is out during the day, it’s called an “errant moon” because it is misbehaving and “poking around” in places it oughtn’t.


She sends him into Alabaster’s office, and the billionaire offers him a drink. Alabaster then says that he hears they have a problem. Bud explains the “consistent inconsistencies” he’s identified, and he speculates that something illegal is going on. Alabaster tells Bud that he’ll take over from here and offers to have his chef prepare a meal to go for Bud: a fish on the endangered species list. When Bud presses him about the inconsistencies, Alabaster explains how much he values loyalty and discretion. He tells Bud that, in this case, doing his job means not doing his job. Bud asks what he’s smuggling, and Alabaster asks about Bud’s daughters, the threat implicit; Alabaster commends Harper for finding the cameras in his cedar balls. A driver takes Bud home, leaving him with a fish dinner and a giant check.


That night, Bud sees that Catherine has bleached her hair, and he asks sarcastically about her sister. She says that she knows about Miss Winkle, and he reminds her that she’s sleeping with Jim Doherty. She denies it, claiming Bud has “mythologized” the entire situation. They fight, he punches the wall, and she kisses him. They keep kissing and end up in bed. The sex starts our feeling “scandalous” and intense, but it changes, and neither ultimately receives any pleasure from it. Catherine says that she’s ready for divorce.

Chapters 13-16 Analysis

The theme of Latent Misogyny and the Sexualization of Minors features prominently in this section. For instance, when he sees his daughter in a bikini at the beach, Bud thinks, “She was magnificent and Bud’s role in her production gave him a perverse pride. How she once swam from his scrotal caves and evolved into this perfect specimen, the stuff of magazine covers and male fantasy” (148). Not only is he sexualizing a minor, but he’s sexualizing his daughter, taking a “perverse” pride in having created this “perfect specimen”; the description identifies both the deviant nature of his gratification and the way the novel’s men consistently objectify women to reassure themselves of their own masculinity.


Jim’s collection of vaginas is another example of this objectification. When he proudly shows them to Catherine, he says that “[t]hey are less depictions of something than depictions about something. […] These pussies are moments in time” (174). Jim’s claims that the sculptures aren’t depictions of the women themselves but depictions of something about him entirely erase the personhood of his subjects, mirroring the broader process by which women become mere objects of male fulfillment. Further, the vagina collection shows that Jim’s major takeaways from his relationships are the ways in which these genitalia “touched [his] life” (173), as he talks about how “tight” one was and calls another his “favorite.” He doesn’t describe the women at all, only their “pussies,” a word he continues to repeat. Most telling is the fact that he calls them “[his] masterpussies” (175), a phrase that implies both ownership and objectification. These “pussies” are his, and he describes them as though he created them originally. Rather than attempting to capture anything of the character of the women he has been involved with, he sought to capture the most important part of the woman to him. That he blames Catherine for being unable to handle his “subversive” collection deepens the misogyny and hints at how the language of women’s sexual liberation is itself weaponized in service of misogyny. It’s not his fault that she can’t handle his “art,” he thinks, never considering that his “art” highlights his chauvinism and objectification of women.


Meanwhile, more examples of Catherine and Bud’s failures as parents arise, developing the theme of Adolescent Agency Under Institutional and Parental Failure. When Harper returns from the camp, Bud is quick to pronounce his decision a success: “There was something different about her, thought Bud. She was sitting up straighter. He internally congratulated himself on a parenting job well done” (144). That Bud’s idea of a “parenting job well done” involves sending his daughter away to be cared for by someone else highlights how minimally involved in his children’s lives he has been. More broadly, Harper was changed by her time at the camp, but not in the way Bud thinks, and his failure to ask questions either about her experience there or her current feelings demonstrates his lack of parenting skills. Harper has become more interested in her physical beauty, like Abigail and her mother, and she is eager to avoid being returned to camp. She hasn’t, as Bud hopes, suddenly grown out of her former noncompliance. Harper, like her sisters, is finding new ways to be “seen” and to satisfy her emotional needs.


Catherine, too, applauds herself for her child-rearing by pointing to her own inaction: “Call her parenting unorthodox, thought Catherine, but no one in the Flynn family suffered from this obesity epidemic the news always went on about” (171). She justifies her desire never to buy groceries or cook by pointing out her daughters’ thinness; she assumes that they are healthy because they aren’t overweight, though people are constantly pointing out how unhealthy Abigail looks. Her resourceful daughters find ways to feed themselves (or not) when their mother and father abdicate responsibility for even their most basic needs. The girls not only survive without guidance, but they also try to keep one another in check, demonstrating a resilience and resourcefulness their parents lack.

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